Lovesickness awaits

Chapter 632
Pang Jiayi kept her eyes closed the whole time, and didn't even bother to look at him. Mu Yunshen panicked, and he stretched out his hand, trying to brush the hair on her cheeks aside, but Pang Jiayi turned away one step faster than him.

His hand froze in mid-air in such embarrassment, it took a long time before he retracted it, and said in a hoarse voice, "Do you drink water? I'll pour water for you."

Pang Jia's eyes moved, and he said a word coldly, "Get lost."

Her voice was very calm, without a trace of emotion, completely, as if she was treating a stranger.

Mu Yun took a deep breath and his vision was unbelievably blurry. He endured the sourness and said hoarsely, "I didn't call Lin Junyao, and I didn't record anything."

At that time, he was just jealous of his superiors, talking nonsense, how could he be willing to let others see Pang Jiayi like that, even thinking about it was unbearable.

Pang Jiayi's expression did not change because of his explanation.

She was quiet, like a mass of air, as if she didn't exist.

Mu Yunshen suddenly had chills and panic from the soles of his feet. He knew that he had done something that could not be forgiven. This incident completely cut off all the escape routes between him and Pang Jiayi. He knew that the relationship between them It's no longer possible.

The despair that spread in his heart was so overwhelming that it almost overwhelmed him, and his heart throbbed with pain, hitting his brain directly.

He took a deep breath, exhaled it lightly, repeated several times, and finally managed to calm down his emotions.

He was half-sitting on the ground, looking at her face greedily, as if he wanted to imprint her appearance deeply in his soul, so reluctant to give up.

"Smile, I don't regret what I did to you. The only thing I regret is that I didn't discover my heart earlier and lost you."

He took a breath lightly, not letting the choking in his nasal cavity be heard by her, and after a while, he said again, "I know, it's over between us, things have developed to this point, I know, we have no room for turning back Now, you promise me one last thing, I promise, it will never appear in front of your eyes again."

Pang Jiayi still didn't speak, Mu Yunshen's eyes became a little dim, he licked his dry lips, and said softly, "You can be with anyone, but you can't be with Lin Junyao."

He paused and said, "It's not because I'm jealous or prejudiced against him, but I know what kind of environment the Lin family is like. With your character, you will be wronged if you are with him. I have nothing else to ask for now, just I hope that in the future, you can be well and happy, and don't suffer any harm."

He bent down, brushed away the broken hair on her face, and lowered his head to gently kiss the corner of her lips.

The teardrops from the corners of her eyes slid down the bridge of her nose and wet the corners of her lips. The bitter taste spread in her taste buds, and Pang Jiayi's heart felt tight.

She clenched her fists and trembled all over.

Soft lips, bitter kiss, familiar feeling, but strange heart.

It took a long time before Mu Yunshen raised his head.

"Smile, believe it or not, I never really wanted to break up with you. The emails you saw were indeed written by me, but at that time, I thought you liked my third brother. I was jealous I wrote those things without knowing it, in fact, I just wanted to show off to him, how good you are to me, how much you care about me..."

His voice became more and more hoarse, and in the end, he was so choked up that he couldn't make a sound. He was so sad that he couldn't help himself, so he didn't notice Pang Jiayi's stiff body at all.

"If I knew that one day, I would love you so much, I would definitely not write these things. I know, it is too late to say anything now. I no longer expect your forgiveness. In this life, I have been loved so much by you. I'm worth it too."

He wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and tried his best to smile, "In the future, I may have to develop abroad for a long time, you should never see me again, take care of yourself..." For me...

"I am leaving."

The last sentence exhausted all his strength, and when he almost finished speaking, he turned and walked away quickly. He didn't want to see the disgust in her eyes, and he didn't want him to see his embarrassment.

There was a muffled sound of closing the door, and the room finally fell silent.

Pang Jiayi lay quietly on the sofa without moving or opening her eyes, only the teardrops at the corners of her eyes rolled down into the fabric sofa and disappeared.

After ten years of love and ten years of reading, until today, everything has finally settled down, but why is she so sad in her heart, her tears fell uncontrollably, her heart was torn to pieces, she knew that in the future In life, I will never meet another Mu Yunshen again...

Mu Yunshen's car was driving very fast, the windows were not closed, it was already pitch black outside, rain mixed with snowflakes drifted into the car, wet his face, he could no longer distinguish the tears on his face, It's still rain, or, it's the blood dripping from my heart.

There was a blur in front of his eyes, and a sudden burst of bright light pierced his eyes. He closed his eyes subconsciously, and quickly turned the steering wheel. He heard a loud noise, and the world spun, and he lost consciousness.

Last night, not long after Mu Yunshen left, Pang Jiayi packed up her things and left. She wanted to go back to her hometown and see Lao Pang, it was too lonely here.

After a night's night train, I finally rushed back to my hometown at four o'clock in the morning.

When he heard the knock on the door in the middle of the night, Lao Pang thought that someone was drunk and knocked on the wrong door. After waiting for a long time, he put on his coat and came out to open the door.

The snow in the yard has already accumulated a thin layer, and when the lights are turned on, it is shining brightly, which really feels like being covered in white.

Old Pang gathered his coat, stood at the door coughed, and asked in a muffled voice, "Who is it?"

"Dad, it's me."

The familiar voice outside the door stunned Lao Pang for a moment, and he quickly opened the door latch. He saw Pang Jiayi who looked like a snowman outside, took the luggage from her hand distressedly, and murmured reproaches, "It's late at night, what's the matter?" You ran back and didn't even make a phone call, what can you do if something happens, you girl, you are too bold."

Pang Jiayi followed Lao Pang and let him scold him without saying a word.

As soon as she entered the room, Chang Wan also came out. When she saw Pang Jiayi, she quickly took down the dust whisk hanging on the wall and swept the snow off her body. Take out the electric heater too."

Lao Pang responded, put the luggage aside, ran to get towels, and plugged in the electric heater.

The heating pipes in the township have not yet been fully popularized. There is no heating in their house. Although the house is equipped with air conditioning, the heating effect is not very good. Originally, Lao Pang installed a coal-fired stove at home, but Pang Jiayi always felt that there was a safety hazard. After all, there were too many cases of gas poisoning caused by heating in winter in the news, so on weekdays, electric fans were used for heating at home.

As soon as the heating fan was turned on, a heat wave rushed towards the face, and the stimulation of mutual penetration of cold and heat made Pang Jiayi unable to shed tears.

Originally, she didn't want to cry, but now she was snuggled up in front of the two closest people, she suddenly couldn't control her emotions, and cried out with a "wow".

(End of this chapter)