Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 182

Zuo Chenan didn't dare to underestimate this problem, so he took Xia Wanlu to a specialist for an examination the next day, and finally confirmed that he was indeed suffering from depression.

Zuo Chen'an didn't feel abrupt because of the psychological preparation in advance, but Xia Wanlu seemed to be even more depressed when faced with such a result.

From the doctor, he learned that the patient's own psychological treatment is also very important in addition to drug treatment for depression. He was thinking about how to cheer her up and restore her to health in the shortest possible time.There are always miracles in medicine, and he believes in miracles.Perhaps, the only medicine he can use is her love for him.If she still loves him as before... Thinking of her occasional repulsion towards him, he is still not very sure, but, until now, he can only take a gamble...

A few days later, she has taken the medicine continuously according to the doctor's advice, and also went to the doctor for psychological counseling on time. The effect of the medicine has improved her sleep and diet, but her mood has not changed much. She has no interest in anything. She doesn't care, let alone pay attention, just immersed in her own emotions...

Zuo Chen'an accompanied her almost every day, never leaving her. On this day, he told her that he had to go out for a while because of something in the company, and let her stay at home alone. Be good, don't let him worry.

In this regard, she really did a good job.She can be very obedient. For example, when he went out, she would sit on the sofa, hug a pillow, and curl her legs. When he came back, she still maintained this posture. She probably didn't even drink water all afternoon. a mouthful.

This was what he expected. He felt a pain in his heart, but pretended not to notice on the surface. He walked up to her, put down the things in his hands, and kissed her forehead, "I'm back." Then, he went into the kitchen .

For a long time, she was used to being taken care of by him, and she really opened her mouth and stretched out her hand when she was eating, so she only moved her body slightly when he kissed her, and then fell into her own emotions again, until a sudden sound came from the kitchen. With a scream of "ah", she suddenly woke up, threw down the pillow in her hand, and ran into the kitchen.

I saw him in the kitchen, cutting vegetables, his hand was cut, and he was bleeding drop by drop...

"Ah! What's the matter with you! Who asked you to chop vegetables here? Come here!" She grabbed his wrist, pushed him to sit on the sofa, then ran to the study, took out a medicine box, Disinfection, bandaging, she is a professional, quick hands and feet, in one go.

He stared at her nervous look, his heart was rippling, his eyes were hot, and he was almost moved to tears. How long has it been since she said so many words in one breath?He even thought that she was about to lose her ability to speak. It seems that this bitter trick is still worth it. A man should be weak at the right time, although the "ah" just now was a bit exaggerated...

"What should I do? Auntie has something to do at home, she asked for leave, and my hands became like this again... What shall we have for dinner?" He shook his finger and threw the question to her.Well, Auntie was actually sent away on purpose by him...

But she still stared at his fingers, as if she was talking to herself, "No! I have to give you a tetanus shot! Wait for me, I'll be right back after I go out!"

After speaking, she took her wallet and went out.

He stared at her back and exhaled. If I remember correctly, this was the first time she went out alone since she was diagnosed with depression.After thinking about it, she was still worried, and quietly followed behind her.

I saw her rushing into the hospital, looking for a doctor to write a prescription, and took a tetanus injection.

It seems that there should be no problem, afraid that she will find him following her, so she will go home first and wait. After a short while, she opens the door and enters. In the early winter weather, after running, her face is flushed with a rare bright color. I was so excited that I hugged her and kissed her wildly...

She went to wash her hands first, walked towards him with the injection, and said as she walked, "Come on, get the test injection first."

He stretched out his hand obediently, and raised his lips involuntarily. It's not bad, remember to get the experimental injection first... Actually, isn't it just cutting the hand?Is there a need for a tetanus?However, it shows that he still has weight in her heart, and he is very happy.

Now he can finally understand the mood of Xia Wanlu back then. At that time, he was sluggish, even if he made a little progress, she would be very happy. Now he is no different...

"Let's just order takeaway tonight, okay?" she asked.

"Okay..." He wanted to try to let her cook. Before, he was considerate of her and was afraid that she would be tired, so he didn't let her touch anything. But now that she has resigned, she will think about it all day long. Well, maybe doing something would distract her from her overly concentrated sadness, but she didn't take the initiative to propose it, so she had to take it easy and not rush it.

10 minutes later, she looked at his hands, "No problem, you can hit him, the pants are off!"

He deliberately smiled, "Do you still remember the first time we met?"

She was startled and didn't speak, but a slight blush appeared on her face...

He laughed, that's enough, it's enough to have such an effect today, haste makes waste, as long as she responds to his words and no longer looks indifferent, that's enough!
Her gentle fingers gently pressed his buttocks. How long has it been since she touched him?This alone made his breathing thicken suddenly, his skin was crispy and itchy like ants crawling over, and the cold alcohol rubbed on his buttocks did not have the effect of extinguishing the fire, but made him even more restless...

He not only hoped that she would finish the fight quickly so that he would suffer less torture, but also hoped that her movements would slow down so that this kind of ambiguous enjoyment could last longer...

"Okay!" When she smoothly put on his pants, he still felt somewhat regretful...

Soon, the takeaway was also delivered. He didn't want to move, so he asked her to put it on the coffee table, and the two of them ate together.

He took two bites and put down his chopsticks.

"What's the matter?" She noticed that he didn't eat much, and this was the first time, her thoughts used to always wander.

"It's not tasty! I can't eat the takeaway food!" He simply pushed the bowl, and the chopsticks fell from the bowl, and landed on the thing he brought back just now - a medical examination report with his name written on it.

Her eyes were only drawn to the report at this moment, and she frowned slightly, "What is this?"

He suppressed it and didn't let her see it (intentionally)...

The more he behaved like this, the more she aroused her curiosity. She pulled the report out of his hand and read it one by one. The more she looked at the back, the uglier her face became...

Finally, put the report together, "Is your health so bad?"

"Hey..." He looked a little at a loss, "It's okay... nothing serious..."

"There's nothing serious about it! But if this goes on like this, something serious will happen soon! What did the doctor say?" It was rare for her to become agitated.

"I didn't say anything..." He concealed it, obviously unwilling to say it.

"Then let me ask Dean Ji!" She really started looking for Ji Ziang's phone number.

He hurriedly snatched her mobile phone over, "I said! I said it's fine! The doctor prescribed medicine, just take the medicine... And there is... pay attention to living habits... ensure sleep time... diet Balanced nutrition...and more exercise..."

She listened, lowered her head and kept silent, not knowing what she was thinking. After a long time, when she raised her head again, tears welled up in her eyes, "It's all because of me, right? It's because of me that I don't sleep well, follow me They don't eat normally together...and they are always worried about me...Chen'an...I..."

His fingertips touched her lips, preventing her from continuing, but the meaning in his eyes was that it was really because of you... just because of you...

This time, he was really betting...

He also thought of her reaction. She was suffering from depression, and she would definitely take all the responsibility on her. However, he wanted to leave it to her to think about what to do next.During the period of treatment, whether it is the doctor or her, the psychological counseling for her is to make her happy, do more outdoor sports, and ask her to do something she likes to forget the depression. Every time after the psychological counseling, she also She would nod her head to express that she would try her best to cooperate with the treatment, but when she actually practiced it, there was no effect at all, and it was even more impossible to ask her to go out to exercise.

So, what will she do today?If she loved him more than herself, then maybe...

While waiting for her answer, his heart was very nervous...

Finally, she pulled down his finger, and said timidly, "Chen'an, starting tomorrow, I'll exercise with you..."

Suddenly, tears welled up in his eyes...

He was really afraid to hear her say, Chen An, I am not worthy to be your wife, let's break up...

Thank God, I finally saw him working so hard and giving him such a rich return...

He hugged her tightly into his arms, just because of her words, like a stick in his throat, "Okay... But, I'm afraid I can't hold on... I'm lazy..."

"Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you...I'll wake you up..." She whispered in his ear.

"Well... thank you... my wife..." Only God knows how much content his word "thank you" contains, thanking him exhausted him physically and mentally!
That night, he watched her set the alarm clock. In fact, she was such a light sleeper and had something on her mind, so why did she need to set the alarm clock?However, he let her do it, as long as she doesn't sit in a daze anymore, she can do whatever she likes...

For the morning exercise the next day, they went to bed very early, and she took the medicine seriously before going to bed.

She still didn't sleep soundly, he felt it, tossing and turning, in the middle of the night, she actually got up, he thought she was going to the bathroom, but who knew, she actually walked out of the bedroom.

He immediately followed her out, but saw her walking towards the study.

"What are you doing so late?" He grabbed her wrist.

"You're awake too..." She turned to look at him, like a child who made a mistake, "I want to sleep in the study."

He immediately understood that she was afraid of affecting his sleep...

He picked her up, walked back to the bedroom, kissed her hair, and whispered, "If I don't hold you, I won't be able to sleep even more..."

She sighs in the dark...

This night, he was entangled in the past like this. Although the quality of sleep was not good enough, he was happier than ever. Today, at least better than yesterday, then the dawn will eventually come!

The next day, she woke up as soon as the alarm clock rang. In fact, he woke up too, but continued to pretend to be asleep, hoping to see how she would behave.

She crawled out of the warm blanket in winter, and quickly finished washing. She was fresh and pleasant, and she came to the bed and gently pushed him, "Chen'an, Chen'an, wake up, let's go for a run!"

He deliberately turned over and muttered, "I still want to sleep for a while..."

"Don't be lazy! Get up quickly! Be obedient!" Her slightly cool hand patted his cheek gently.

He wants to laugh, he really wants to laugh, it is true that a man's proper acting like a baby will arouse a woman's latent motherhood...

No longer pretending, he stretched himself out, and got out of the quilt. His sportswear was already placed beside the bed. After changing, he went into the bathroom to wash up casually, and was ready to go out with her.

"Wait!" She followed with a down jacket in her hand, "Put it on!"

He turned his head and smiled. Her down jacket and sportswear are the same color as his. I wonder if she noticed it?

The two went downstairs hand in hand. There were already people jogging in the neighborhood, it was very lively, it seemed that they were the only ones still wearing down jackets...

There is a dedicated gymnasium in the community, Xia Wanlu was pulling him towards the gymnasium, but he stopped, "I don't want to have a gymnasium, the indoor air is not good, let's go for a run outside, okay? Fresh air?"

Xia Wanlu felt that what he said made sense, so she started to run slowly with him.

(End of this chapter)