just fall in love with you

Chapter 5

At 22:49 in the evening, in the study on the third floor, Zheng Weiqian was reading the reports and materials sent by the company today.Although he came back, he still spared a few hours every day to pay attention to the company's situation.

dong dong... dong dong...

"Come in." At this time, Mrs. Wang should have brought the coffee.

The visitor put down the coffee, Zheng Weiqian never raised his head, and said flatly: "Sister-in-law Wang, you should rest first, and leave me alone."

"Well, I want to talk to you."

"Why is it you?" Zheng Weiqian raised his head and saw Fang Yan was standing in front of him with a tray. He didn't expect it to be her, but thought it was Mrs. Wang.

"What do you want to talk about." Zheng Weiqian leaned back on the chair, pressing his hands on his temples to relieve fatigue.

"I want to borrow some money, and I will pay you back when I get back." Without beating around the bush, he directly stated his purpose of coming.

"How much do you want."

"You are willing to lend me." Willing to borrow without asking anything, is this the case for rich people?
"Don't you want me to lend it to you?" Zheng Weiqian asked amusedly.Since you opened your mouth to me, don't you expect me to agree?

"Then you can lend me 1000, plus today's clothes and the cost of living here, and I will transfer the money to your card together when I go back." That's right, she came to ask her to borrow money.

"It's up to you, I'll give it to you tomorrow morning."

"Also, can I borrow your computer right now." And planning for the damn Mediterranean, it sucks.

"There's another one next to it, so I need to use that one." I'm used to bringing my own laptop with me every time I go on a business trip, and the one next to it is Xinya's. Occasionally, this precious sister will come back to stay for a few days, so that computer It was specially assigned to her.

"Then, thank you." Seeing him getting more and more comfortable, hehe.

After thanking her, Fang Yan sat down directly and started her project.Time also slipped away quietly in the sound of her "click, click."

"Aren't you resting yet?" Zheng Weiqian didn't expect that she would crackle and knock for two hours after sitting down, and it seemed that she still had no intention of ending it.

"Well, it's almost there, just modify it again." Without looking up, he continued with the work in hand.Fortunately, it was a matter of method. Daddy had told him several times before that he wanted her to make a project for him. In fact, it had already been conceived, and it was just a matter of giving it a written description. Now it happens to use up.

"What are you doing again?" He knocked on the side for a long time, and he couldn't rest assured to read the report sent today. It was originally expected to be over at 11:30, but now it's almost 2 o'clock in the morning. .

"Make a plan." He replied casually, and the work in hand has not stopped.

"Project." Can a project be completed in two hours?Can it be used in the end?Zheng Weiqian really suspected that she made a mistake or he heard it wrong.

"Finished." The computer showed that the email was sent successfully.It's finally healed, it's really cheap for Ying Lun, I originally wanted to hand over the case to Daddy himself a few days later, but now it's healed, and he actually sold the case to Daddy.The most worthless thing is that I don't get any benefits.When Fang Yan was still fighting between heaven and man, Zheng Weiqian had already walked beside her.

"Hey, wake up, pack up and leave when you're done. Don't dream here." Zheng Weiqian pushed Fang Yan, who was fighting between heaven and man, and said disdainfully.Then he turned around and left.

Being able to stay like this in front of the computer screen really convinced her.

Fang Yan came back to her senses, turned off the computer with an embarrassed smile and exited the study with him.

The next morning, she took the money from Zheng Weiqian and found a detailed map of the town to prepare for her day's itinerary.Grandma insisted that Zheng Weiqian accompany her out, and she promised that she would be able to come back anyway, so grandma reluctantly agreed to her going out alone.

In fact, the traffic in the town is not complicated, which can be seen from the map.So the place is not hard to find.

Looking at the tombstone in front of him, this is the first time he has come to see her in eight years.She just lay there quietly, in a cold cave.She didn't send her off eight years ago because she hated her and hated her for leaving her alone to face the world.Eight years later, she came to see her because she loved her and understood the look in her eyes before she left, which was her reluctance and attachment to her.

"Mom, I'm here to see you." Putting down the flowers in her hand, Fang Yan said to the photo on the tombstone.

"You said don't hate that person, because you love him and love him with your own life. You said you don't regret it, and you would make the same choice even if you were given another chance. You said that the most comforting thing is to have my daughter, Because this is the only thing you can leave him. You said not to look for him, because he has his own family, you can't ruin everything about him. You say your love is beautiful, but you don't want your daughter to go your way, because Your love is beautiful but also very bitter. You said you wish me well, because it is your regret in this life that you can’t watch me grow up. In the end you said, forgive my mother Yanyan. This is the last word you said to me eight years ago .”

"You are really stupid. What have you got in exchange for keeping love for the rest of your life? You lost your youth, lost your family, and finally lost your own life." Fang Yan stroked the photo on the stele that resembled her and gently whispered, tears slipping down her face quietly.

"I never blamed you, I was just angry with you, so I don't need my forgiveness." Only when she came to Fang Yan did she realize that she didn't actually hate her, but was just angry at her stupidity.

"I won't hate him, and I won't go to him, because he's not worth it, so you don't have to worry about me ruining him."

Just sitting in front of the tombstone looking at the photo foolishly, stroking it gently, letting the tears fall drop by drop from the face, without saying a word.

The sunset glowed the earth red, and the sun has quietly climbed behind the mountain, leaving only the gorgeous red.This is the most brilliant color before the darkness.

"I'm leaving." He stood up and said lightly.Then stepped on the red floor and left the cemetery.

It was already past 8 o'clock in the evening when we returned to the villa. Instead of going in directly, we sat on the stone steps like the day before yesterday.

"Hey, why don't you go in." Zheng Weiqian's voice sounded from behind.Why do you always like to sit at the door when you are back?

Looking into the distance, Fang Yan did not answer.

"You..." Feeling that she was in a strange mood, she didn't dare to ask any more questions, and shut up truthfully.Quietly leaning against the pillar in front of the door, quietly accompanying her.

After a long silence, Fang Yan asked lightly: "Tell me, what is love?"

"Uh." Unexpectedly, she would ask such a question suddenly, Zheng Weiqian couldn't react for a while.

"You don't know either." Fang Yan smiled, but this smile didn't have much warmth, it was very cold, just like her heart now.

Zheng Weiqian really didn't know, because he didn't have a deep love, so he couldn't answer.

"It is a devil, it will make you give and take from you constantly, and in the end it will give you nothing in return, making you lose your youth, your family, and even your life." Tears slipped quietly .

Looking at her like this, tears were streaming down her face, and her body was trembling in the wind.Zheng Weiqian's heart seemed to be stung by something, he didn't know what happened to her today, he just felt that she was very fragile now, as if she would be easily broken with a slight touch.He walked over to her and sat down, opened his arms and took her into his arms, patting her back gently to comfort her.

"Actually, I hate him, how can you make me not hate him." Fang Yan in his arms wept and murmured.

Zheng Weiqian didn't say anything, just hugged her lightly, letting her tears wet his clothes.It's the only thing he can do now.

(End of this chapter)