Kangxi Harem Ⅰ: Green Years

Chapter 265 (Fanwai 5) Empress Xiaozhao: Niu Hulu Dongzhu ([-]) Despair (Part [-])
In those days, I was so sad, I knew that I would never win the emperor's heart again, the emperor had no affection for me, not at all, I felt a little hopeless in my life, I couldn't find a reason to live.A few days later, the maids told me the good news, that the little princes are going to be taken back to the palace, is Baoqing coming back?That's great, yes, I'm not desperate yet, I still have a guarantee.

Brothers have returned to the palace, but Baoqing did not come back, I heard that the emperor even issued a decree to allow Concubine Rong to raise Yinzhi by herself; and Wan Fu also returned to Concubine Hui.Why didn't Baoqing come back to me? Isn't this what the emperor is targeting me for?The emperor came, I cried with him, I really don't want anything, okay?I just want to keep it clean, I just want to keep it clear and come back to me!But obviously, even this wish he will not be satisfied with me.

"Your majesty, are you going to force my concubine to death?" All my grief was written on my face, but he couldn't see it, his heart couldn't see it, he had already turned around, and he was about to throw off such a concubine again. I leave in grief.

Hearing what I said, he turned his head and stared at me and said word by word: "Don't threaten me with death! I hate being threatened the most!", every word was as cold as a sword piercing my heart, and the emperor didn't even think about it after he finished speaking. He flicked his sleeves back and left.

"Hahaha!" My miserable crying and laughter sounded behind him, I don't know if he could hear it, did he think I was threatening him?Your majesty, you underestimate me, I have a strong temper, have you forgotten?The long-standing grievances in my heart and the despair of this world make me really want to die. In fact, I really want to see Hui Jie again and let her take good care of Baoqing. I also want to meet my brothers and tell them that they My sisters can't help them; it's a pity that I'm grounded and can't be seen by anyone. I'm thinking, if I die, who in this world will cry for me?
Three-foot white silk, my life is over like this. In fact, I really want to see the emperor again before I die. I want to know if he will regret it. I want to know what will be in his heart if I do what I say. idea.

Your majesty, will you remember me?Your queen, the queen who was forced to death by you, will you remember me?Have I left a little place in your heart...

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Empress Xiaozhao finished writing, feeling a little heavy. I remember that when Yuetong was just writing this novel, a reader friend once asked Yuetong not to write Queen Xiaozhaoren too badly, because she liked her very much. In fact, I didn’t know how Yuetong portrayed her. Is this Xiao Zhaoren a bad character? The women in the harem are all poor people, they are just more pitiful than others... At least she is not a bad image in Yuetong's heart, and in Rong'er's heart...Why? Can you write that Empress Xiao Zhao committed suicide?Because Yuetong believes that everything has a cause and effect, why didn't Kangxi become a queen?What is the shadow in his heart?Kunning Palace has been a good "queen" palace since the Ming Dynasty, and it was established as the residence of the queen during the Kangxi period.Why did it change from Xiaozhao's death to a place only for sacrifices?A beautiful Phoenix Palace has become a place only for sacrifices, why?Why?The Niu Hulu family died after only six months in the back seat... Perhaps the unjust soul of Concubine Zhao can give a reasonable explanation for this reason...

(End of this chapter)