Cold Lord and Poisonous Pet: The Fatal Temptation of a Betrayed Wife

Chapter 104 I am your prisoner and prisoner

"impossible!"

Shi Yinyang didn't wait for Xia Yingen to finish speaking, and interrupted her coldly, "It's never better to be apart than to be together, and I will never let you go, so Enen, you'd better get rid of such thoughts as soon as possible , and don't have such thoughts in the future, otherwise..."

Before he found her, he lived like a walking dead every day.

Especially when dreaming back in the middle of the night, his heart was even more empty, that kind of emptiness could almost drive people crazy, if it wasn't for the strong hatred supporting him, he couldn't hold it at all.

After finding her, even if he hated her the most at the beginning and thought about torturing her every day, at least his heart is no longer empty, even if it is always filled with bad emotions and feelings, it is still full.

Not to mention that now he doesn't hate her anymore and just wants to spend the rest of his life with her well. If he loses her again, he doesn't know how he will go on.

The reason why this home is now regarded as his own in his heart is because of her presence.

It was also because of her presence that he would come back on time every day no matter how depressed he was these days and couldn't pass the test in his heart.

I dare not imagine, if she is gone, where should he go, where should his heart and soul be placed?

"Otherwise what?" Xia Yingen interrupted him, "Are you going to deal with my mother and sister and make them have a bad life?"

He said with a sneer, "I knew you would say this, otherwise you wouldn't have said it nicely. It took us so long to reunite our mother and daughter. I don't even know where they are. Even if they make a phone call and make a video, they have to be under the surveillance of your people!"

"You have never really trusted me, you have always suspected me and guarded against me, and my mother and sister, of course, are your best bargaining chips to control me and guard against me. May I ask which couples or unmarried couples are like this? It's not your lover and your fiancée at all, but your prisoner in your confinement, right?"

"It doesn't count if you imprison me, but you also imprison my thoughts and my soul. Even my relatives are affected by me. I owe you, not them. How can you make me not tired like this? Why don't you want to leave? Just take it as I beg you, let me go, while we still have love and affection for each other, at least we will think of each other in the future, and we can have good memories, instead of grinding to the end, the two It's boring to watch, and it doesn't even die..."

At the end of Xia Yingen's speech, she couldn't help crying.

She never wanted to say these words to Shi Yinyang, for fear of hurting the hard-won relationship between each other, but now she doesn't want to say it anymore, she has to say it, she really can't hold it back, and she is really tired.

Shi Yinyang regretted the words as soon as he uttered them.

How could he be so excited at the same time, and speak indiscriminately? He obviously wanted to talk to Enen well, coax her well, and let her calm down, but he didn't let her calm down, and even made her cry. Really should not.

Shi Yinyang hurriedly wiped away tears for Xia Yingen: "Enen, I'm sorry, I made a slip of the tongue for a while, but I didn't think that way in my heart. I know it's all my fault, so I shouldn't suspect you and guard against you, but when I think of the I will try my best to change it in the future, can you give me some time? And your mother and sister, I will arrange someone to pick them up tomorrow, okay? Don’t cry, don’t be angry anymore Now, you are pregnant with a child, you don't think about your own body, you have to think about the child, don't you?"

"I've said so much, you still don't understand."

Xia Yingen's tears fell even more fiercely, "The two of us have a lot of problems first, I betrayed you, that is the biggest obstacle between us, I will think that I have sorry for you, then I should be more tolerant and make up for it , and you think that you have forgiven me even for such a betrayal, I should be more patient with you, understand you more, and ignore it if I can ignore it, just like in a marriage, if one party cheats first, even if you barely stay together At the same time, we will not be able to return to the beginning, one infidelity will not be tolerated for a hundred days!"

"What's more, we don't have the blessings of relatives and friends. On the contrary, everyone is wishing that we can't go on, and stumbling overtly and secretly... A human life is very short, and it passes in the blink of an eye, but a human life is also very long. Years, I really can't last that long, and I don't want myself to become a bitter woman I don't know one day. Shi Yinyang, I beg you, just let me go, if you are reluctant to have children, wait for the future After the child is born, I will definitely contact you to let him know that you are his father, and you can visit him several times a year and get along with him, okay?"

Shi Yinyang's heart felt as if it was stuffed with a ball of cotton, and he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't say a word.

From the time he agreed to take her away and started again in a place where no one knew, until later he slapped himself in the face and backtracked, Enen was never really happy again, and never expressed confidence in their future. with hope huh?

But he made it worse, because an obvious man-made misunderstanding made the gap between them even bigger, and completely wiped out her already precarious confidence and hope.

She was right, he said he forgave her, but he never really forgave her in his heart.

Because subconsciously I still feel that she owes him, she is sorry for him, so I always ask her to be reasonable, understanding, and unconditional compromise and concession, intentionally or unintentionally. , but it turned a major event into a trivial matter, and even ignored it directly.

It was he who pushed her away from him step by step with his own hands. Until now, she never wanted to take a step closer to him!

Shi Yinyang was extremely regretful and guilty, but still insisted bitterly: "Enen, I can't bear to bear the child, but I can't bear to bear you even more, so I won't let you go, or in other words, wherever you are, I will let you Where, I will never be separated from you, can you trust me again? This time, I will really take you away, give me some more time. "

Xia Yingen closed her eyes tiredly.

I don't want to say a word more, anyway, no matter how much I say, it won't do anything, will it?

When Shi Yinyang saw that she didn't speak or look at him anymore, his heart became more and more bitter. He had only broken his promise once. No wonder she refused to trust her again. He had to use time and practical actions to prove himself.

Sitting in front of Xia Yingen's bed for a while, seeing that she still refused to open her eyes to look at him, Shi Yinyang had no choice but to say softly: "Then Enen, rest well, I will come to accompany you later." The feet are out.

(End of this chapter)