Transcending the dust of Zhu Hua

Chapter 41 You don't want me
At this time, the 'Ten Gentlemen' of that year gathered at the 'Cape of Good Hope' villa in the capital of Yueguo.As far as this villa is concerned, it is full of extraordinary characters. In the past, they were either death row prisoners, Wang Yang robbers, or killers. Anyway, they all have their own specialties, and they all get together because of Shangguan Juechen. Together, however, it is because they have such a life and have been saved or helped by Shangguan Juechen that they are so loyal to Shangguan Juechen, and their loyalty is absolutely comparable to that of a dead man.

Seeing that those ten people had left, Shangguan Juechen was a little tired, and the conversation started after dinner until midnight, so Shangguan Juechen flew directly from the meeting hall of the villa to her bedroom.Maybe he was too tired, so he fell asleep unguarded, and there were so many masters in the village, and those ten people came back again, so Shangguan Juechen didn't sleep alertly to the changes around him as usual, That's too tiring!Therefore, she fell asleep as soon as she touched the bed.

Not long after she fell asleep, her door was pushed open, and Shangguan Ruge came in with only his shirt on and bare feet. Hold on tightly, don't be like him back then, because you didn't catch it in time, so let happiness slip through your fingers, and you still regret it when you think about it now.

Fat Uncle is someone Shangguan Juechen hired to take care of him, because Shangguan Fa Ruge is not used to having servants around him, so Shangguan Juechen just hired Fat Uncle to take care of him and protect his safety. Uncle is not a simple person, his martial arts has reached Qinghua level, if Shangguan Juechen hadn't helped him, he would not have appeared in the 'Cape of Good Hope' villa.

Shangguan Ruge didn't want to wait any longer, he was no longer satisfied and just looked at her from a distance, he wanted her to know that he liked her deeply, he didn't want to experience the feeling of seeing her only once a month , because she always travels here and there in order to develop her power, and she can only stay in the "Cape of Good Hope" villa for a few days a month, while he can only look at her from such a distance in a month, he wants to tell She, he misses her so much that his heart hurts. To wait for her, his youth is gone. Now that he is twenty, he is afraid that if he waits any longer, she will think him old, so he came , barefoot, without making a sound.

Seeing the face he thought about day and night in front of his eyes, he suddenly had the urge to cry. Mei Ruo remarried to Sister Hei a year ago, and no one chatted with him, and he was really lonely, so lonely , loneliness makes him miss her even more, he can only live by memories, now, she is in front of him, how can he not be moved, since he has taken this step, he can't turn back, if, she really refuses He, then he has to die, because this is the only way to be liberated.

Shangguan Ruge went to bed trembling, passed Shangguan Juechen, and fell asleep inside, then lifted the quilt and got in. Seeing that Shangguan Juechen still hadn't woken up, he boldly got into her bed. She hugged him in her arms, pressed her head against her chest, and cried silently.

When Shangguan Ruge got into Shangguan Juechen's bed, Shangguan Juechen woke up, suddenly there was another person, no matter how deeply Shangguan Juechen slept, he woke up, but she didn't move, she knew it was Shangguan Ruge, because she is familiar with his smell, with a faint melancholy breath, but she didn't know what he was doing at this late hour, suddenly she felt him getting into her arms, hugging her tightly, and Wet before.

"What's wrong?" Shangguan Juechen originally wanted to question him, but when he felt his tears, he turned into caring words.

"What is my status now, slave? But I have never done what a slave should do, friend? But I have never seen you treat me as a friend, or just a useless person who can only eat and do nothing. People, let me fend for myself in the backyard of the villa!" Shangguan Ruge asked Shangguan Juechen in a choked voice, how much he wanted her to say that he stayed by her side as her husband, but that was not true. Possibly, he knows, he has always known, but he is just deceiving himself that she also likes him a little bit, it is a dream, and one day it will be shattered!
"Here, you are my family member, but you are not young, Ru Ge, if you are someone, I will marry you in a glorious manner, and send you off as a younger sister! "Shangguan Juechen pushed away Shangguan Ruge and said calmly.In fact, Shangguan Juechen didn't expect his situation, and she didn't want to have love, and love would become her weakness. Men are all interested in power, fame, and vanity, just like Situ Heng. She knows that Shangguan is like a song I have always known that I like her, but she can't give him love, so forgive her for pretending to be confused!
After listening to Shangguan Juechen's words, Shangguan Ruge, who had some hope in his heart, suddenly fell silent. He even heard the sound of his heart breaking, and his body suddenly became stiff, and he slowly got up. Just this movement, as if It took all his strength.Tears fell down in strings as if they didn't want money.

Cried and said: "You don't want me, you don't want me, you think I'm old, you think I'm useless to you, you think I'm a shameless person who climbed into your bed in the middle of the night, right? ?”

"Yes, it must be so, so you don't want me, you don't want me." After asking, he said to himself before hearing Shangguan Juechen's answer.

"No, no, hey, listen to me, hey, where are you going?" Shangguan Juechen wanted to explain, but he gave up when he saw Shangguan Ruge walking out barefoot.So she immediately put on her coat and was going to see him in case something happened.

I saw that Shangguan Ruge was like a body without a soul, his eyes were dull, and he couldn’t listen to anything. He shut himself in his own world, yes, the pillars that had always supported him abandoned him, and his Life is meaningless, just keep repeating while walking: "You don't want me, you don't want me..."

Just like that, he walked out of the inn in a daze, walked around without direction, and stepped on the stone road with his bare feet without feeling pain.He just kept walking, he didn't know where he was going, he just knew that Shangguan Juechen didn't want him, and there was no place for him at this time, instead of being driven away by Shangguan Juechen, he might as well go by himself.

But Shangguan Juechen felt that Shangguan Ruge had misunderstood her words, and felt that something might happen to him, so he hurriedly followed him out, but when he was going down the stairs, he ran into sleepwalking 005, and was afraid that something might happen to her, so he went back and called 000 They got her back. In fact, 005's sleepwalking is also once a month, very regular, but this time it just happened to happen at this time, and he simply confessed a few words to 000, and then ran out. However, this time Delay, when Shangguan Juechen went after him, there was no sign of Shangguan Ruge.

Shangguan Juechen searched all over the street, but he didn't see it. He was so anxious that it would be dangerous for a man to walk on the street at this time. After thinking about it carefully, Shangguan felt that he couldn't walk much with his feet. It was far away, so he should still be in the city, so he flew to the tower, concentrated his attention, and listened carefully to the noise within eighteen miles. After about a cup of tea, he heard the voices of a few disciples in the east of the city. She didn't want to pay attention to it, she was not a person full of sympathy, but after listening to few other voices for a long time, she also listened to the words of those people.

Dengtu Zijia: "Boss, look at this kid, he is really handsome, look at this face, this figure, we are really lucky today!"

Dengtu Minyi: "That's right, look at this little face, how wronged it is, it makes me want to love it a lot!"

"Beauty, is there something troublesome? Tell my sister, I will help you." Dengtu Zijia touched the beauty with her pig's hand while talking, but the strange thing was that the beauty didn't say anything, and also Do not resist.Just kept crying.

(End of this chapter)