Wulin Mengzhu

Chapter 195
Su Xiaowu didn't care what she heard just now, and rushed out. Just when she was about to call for someone, she suddenly found that the person's jumping into the river stopped, and then slowly straightened up.

Jiong, it turned out that she was just looking at the scenery, Su Xiaowu couldn't help laughing, she must have been overwhelmed by the strange atmosphere on this boat.However, Su Xiaowu took a closer look, and the figure of this person seemed to be very similar to that Ice Cube Tan Xuanzhi.

"Tan... Mr. Tan?" Su Xiaowu tried to call out, recalling the conversation she just heard in her mind, how many times has Tan Xuanzhi been on a boat in ten years?He should be afraid of water, and dare not stand by the side of the boat during the day, so why did he make such a dangerous move just now?
Seeing that the man didn't respond, Su Xiaowu stepped forward a few steps to his side and looked up curiously.

After looking at it, I couldn't help being stunned.

It's true that this person is Tan Xuanzhi, but it's completely different from the Tan Xuanzhi she saw in her impression.It is not accurate to say that it is completely different, the person is still the same person, but Su Xiaowu did not expect to see traces of melting on the face of the ice cube.

That's right, Tan Xuanzhi was crying.

When Su Xiaowu saw it at first, she thought her eyes were dazzled, but under the moonlight, there were clearly two traces of reflection on Tan Xuanzhi's handsome face, no matter how much she blinked, she could still see it clearly.

"Puchi!" Su Xiaowu laughed out of shame, and at the same time secretly screamed, how come she has no control at all?

"Uh, that, I'm sorry..." Su Xiaowu hurriedly covered her lips and apologized for her rudeness, but it was strange to find that Tan Xuanzhi didn't respond at all.It seems to be ignoring her on purpose, or... really didn't see it?
Su Xiaowu tried to stretch out her hand and shake it in front of Tan Bingkuang, but there was no response.But he obviously opened his eyes wide, staring fixedly at the river.

Could it be?Someone is sleepwalking?After Su Xiaowu stood with him for a long time, a thought came to her mind.Reminiscent of Lin Yu warning them not to go out at night at the beginning, and the conversation they overheard just now, he definitely didn't want their outsiders to see Tan Xuanzhi's gaffe.

A sly smile appeared on Su Xiaowu's lips.Does this count as a trick?If she has mastered this, and has the ability to talk about ice cubes being afraid of water, can she coerce him into doing something?
Su Xiaowu thought about it carefully, then shook her head again.Although it was more despicable and in line with her style, the problem seemed to be that the sleepwalker himself would not remember that he had symptoms of sleepwalking.

Sighing, Su Xiaowu looked up at Tan Xuanzhijun's teary face, and had to admit that the fragility occasionally shown by a tough guy is really attractive.But generally the more such a person is, the more he hates being seen by others.

The cold river wind was blowing towards her face, Su Xiaowu closed her eyes, and still decided to pretend that she didn't see anything.But when she opened her eyes again, she was shocked to find that Tan Xuanzhi had fixed her gaze on her body at some point, and a pair of black eyes like lacquer spots were quietly looking at her.It was obviously a simple eye contact, but Su Xiaowu felt that there seemed to be a thousand pounds of emotions contained in it, and her heart was heavy and a little breathless.

"Why did you come here now?" came the deep, begging voice, and Su Xiaowu was stunned for a long time before realizing that Tan Xuanzhi was talking to her.

"Uh, I woke up because I was hungry..." Su Xiaowu replied at a loss. I heard that people who are awakened during sleepwalking will be abnormal. She was afraid that if she said something wrong, it would be bad if it stimulated him.Of course, she's always shock ready.

"Why did you come here now?" Tan Xuanzhi repeated lightly, his voice was clearly pleasant and magnetic, but it was so cold that it made people shiver.

Su Xiaowu had question marks all over her face, did she know him very well?Do you have an appointment?Or...he didn't wake up at all?Su Xiaowu has no experience in dealing with sleepwalkers at all, so she can only keep silent with a helpless expression on her face.

"It's been ten years, exactly ten years later, you just appeared. Could it be that one day in the sky, one hundred years in the world. Have you been delayed on the road?" The cold wind blew, and Tan Xuanzhi's voice became more and more scattered in the air. In the wind, it looks fragmented.

"Yeah, I'm here, what do you want from me?" Su Xiaowu rolled her eyes and decided to play with him, listening to what Tan Xuanzhi said, did she really regard her as a water god?It seems that the show she made last night left a deep impression on him.

Tan Xuanzhi became quiet when he heard the words, and looked at the dark and flowing river under the boat. After a long time, he slowly said: "Ten years ago, my sister Tan Zhixuan and I crossed the Three Gorges in a boat privately. The only thing is to prove to my father that we also have the ability to stand on our own."

Su Xiaowu listened to him talking to himself slowly, couldn't do anything for a while, but could only listen quietly.

"That night was the same as now. The wind was calm and the moon was shining brightly. We just sailed across the dangerous shoal alone, and we breathed a sigh of relief. Both of us couldn't hold back and fell asleep." Tan Xuanzhi's gaze drifted far away, There was a chilling coldness in the plain and straightforward voice.

An ominous premonition gradually spread from the bottom of Su Xiaowu's heart, she took a deep breath of the same cold air, held her breath and asked, "Then?"

"Then? Then for some reason, the ship sank." Tan Xuanzhi's voice was still calm, but Su Xiaowu sounded extremely depressed.

"Did it sink?" Su Xiaowu murmured and repeated, "Since the weather is calm, why did the ship sink?" His intuition must have something to do with Yu Moming.

The night wind blew even harder, causing the candle flame of the wind lamp on the deck to flicker on and off, reflecting Tan Xuanzhi's handsome face like a Shura.He didn't answer Su Xiaowu's question, but held the railing of the boat tightly with both hands, and said in a hateful voice: "The boat just sank to the bottom of the river, and Zhixuan was trapped in the cabin and couldn't move, but no matter how much I begged you to come out and save her, I couldn't help it." No response!"

Su Xiaowu was startled, seeing the veins protruding from Tan Xuanzhi's hand holding the railing, she couldn't help taking a step back to distance herself from him.

"And I just left Zhixuan there alone, and didn't even accompany her in the end..." Tan Xuanzhi knelt on the deck and wept bitterly at the end, as if he had been suppressed in his heart for many years It was as if the pain was finally vented, but I couldn't even cry.

Su Xiaowu's nose was sore, she could almost imagine the scene at that time, seeing the seven-foot proud man crying like a helpless teenager in front of her, Su Xiaowu murmured involuntarily: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." If saying sorry would make him feel better, she would say it a thousand times.

"It's not your fault," Su Xiaowu finally couldn't help walking over, knelt down beside Tan Xuanzhi, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and firmly comforted him: "It's not your fault, the fault is to harm you You have to live a good life, and you have to replace Zhixuan's share."

Hearing the words, Tan Xuanzhi raised his head slowly, his eyes that had been washed by tears were shining brightly, he pressed his lips tightly, and after a long time he said with difficulty: "No, it's my fault, I pushed Zhixuan away with my own hands. hand. I can't save her, but... I want to live... I think if I can breathe one more time, maybe... maybe I can save her..."

Su Xiaowu was stunned for a moment, seeing Tan Xuanzhi's atonement-like expression, her heart ached as if cut by a knife.It is instinct to want to survive.He was not at fault in this matter at all. If he had to say that he was at fault, it was because he was young and ignorant at the time, and he took his sister away alone to give others an opportunity to take advantage of.

Poor child, these words must have been buried in my heart all the time, and I dare not tell anyone.Mountains of guilt tortured me in the depths of my heart every day and every night.Don't blame him for being afraid of water, don't blame him for seldom sailing in the future, don't blame him for sleepwalking on the deck in the middle of the night and weeping silently.Then wake up every day and arm yourself with a deeper layer of frost.

Su Xiaowu's thoughts turned, knowing that Tan Xuanzhi must have regarded her as a water god while half asleep and half awake tonight, that's why she lost her composure.Facing the hesitant Tan Xuanzhi with a smile on his face, the lightning flashed in his beautiful eyes, and he said softly and slowly: "It's not your fault, Xuanzhi. Zhixuan lives very well in another world, she asked me to come I'll bring you a message so that you don't blame yourself." Anyway, there is nothing wrong with saying this, and no one can say that she is wrong.As Su Xiaowu thought about it, she didn't realize that there seemed to be something else in her eyes.

Tan Xuanzhi's expression slowly returned to calm, but he still asked uncertainly, "Is it true?"

"It's true." The smile on Su Xiaowu's lips became sweeter, and her voice was also full of seductive charm, "So, forget about these and go to sleep well."

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At 02:30 yesterday afternoon, it rained suddenly in Shenyang, and the sky was full of dark clouds.

At three o'clock, it rained and the sky cleared.

Didn't feel any tremors.

Yesterday, I was not in the mood to code. I kept browsing the forum and watching the live broadcast of CCTV until four o'clock in the morning.It's been the same since this morning.Watching the scene on the TV on the Internet, I started to cry when facing the screen, feeling dizzy.As a result, he turned his head inadvertently and looked out the window, the sun was shining brightly.

For a moment, everything felt so unreal.

I was sitting in front of the screen at home, but I don't know how many people are still buried in the ruins... Only now do I feel that my daily life is so happy.

I wish the people in the disaster area good luck, God bless China!
(End of this chapter)