Vampire Supreme: I Was Crazy

Chapter 138 Love Is Letting Go
It was night, and the night in early summer was cool, and the streets were full of pedestrians who came out for a walk after drinking and eating, and they were discussing something with each other with great interest.

The raccoon huddled up on the soft couch, buried her head slightly in her knees, but only revealed a pair of eyes to look at the street, listening to the topics discussed by everyone, she was stunned.

Said Liu Yu'an would commit suicide, would a snobbish person like him commit suicide?This is impossible, so who killed Liu Yuan and then released the news that he committed suicide?Who on earth made things so airtight?
For a while, the raccoon was thinking seriously, looking at the street in a daze, she didn't even notice the sound of the door opening.

"He did it." An Muxi's gentle voice sounded, he lowered his footsteps and gradually walked towards the raccoon, looking at the bustling scene on the street, his emotions were unclear.

The raccoon came back to his senses, smiled, and asked, "Do you know why?"

An Muxi said nothing, and after a while, he said: "If you like it, go ahead and cherish every moment of happiness, otherwise, he will look for you and suffer forever."

His words made the raccoon stunned, and the raccoon looked away lightly.

She didn't want to let her see him, but her time was running out, so why should she show up and bring him painful memories, it would be bad for both of them, so be it, just watch from afar.

"When are we leaving?" The raccoon asked, changing the subject. They had been here for a day.

"Tomorrow morning." An Muxi said.

The next day, early morning.

When the city gradually returned to its hustle and bustle, I saw a group of people rushing across the street quickly.

They were dressed in black and exuded an aura of indifference. They hurried past, causing the people who saw them to make way unconsciously, and they went straight to a certain place purposefully.

Before the common people came to their senses, they saw a figure flying past in mid-air. The speed was so fast that people couldn't see the figure clearly. Suddenly, people were all surprised, flying in the air, strong man, the Eastern Continent has not been out for a long time It's an honor for them to see a strong man this time.

This figure, like the previous group of people, went straight to a certain place.

A group of men in black rushed into the inn, and he also walked in. The shopkeeper of the inn cautiously greeted him with a flattering smile.

"Is the woman in red who stayed at the inn yesterday still there?" He asked coldly, his voice trembling uncontrollably, he clenched his fists to suppress the ecstasy in his heart, and waited for his answer.

The shopkeeper thought for a while after hearing this, and said, "The young lady left early this morning."

Lin Muzhi paused and asked, "Which direction are you leaving? How long have you been away?"

"It's been almost half an hour since we left, and the villain didn't notice the specific direction." The shopkeeper said after thinking for a while.

Lin Muzhi took a deep breath and suppressed the joy in his heart. She was here, she appeared. After three years, he finally captured her figure. I haven't seen her for three years. How is she doing?
"The eight of you left from different directions, you must try your best to find them." Lin Muzhi immediately ordered impatiently.

"Yes!" These eight people were the slaves bought by the raccoon back then, and a total of 17 people were added to perform, all of which were used by Lin Muzhi.

After they left, Lin Muzhi came to the room where the raccoon lived.

As soon as he entered the door, he smelled a special smell, it was her!This was her smell, the one he was most familiar with.

Lin Muzhi thought that she was still here not long ago. She would sit at the table drinking water, sleep on the bed, and stand on the balcony to watch the scenery. The breath of the demon's existence greedily breathed her smell, and he was reluctant to leave for a long time.

Here.

The raccoon and An Muxi left, and An Muxi carried the raccoon and flew in the air towards a hidden valley.

As soon as he arrived, two people with weapons came out from the darkness at a high speed. When they saw An Muxi, they immediately put down their weapons and called out respectfully: "Patriarch."

An Muxi nodded, carefully put the raccoon down, and then asked the two of them, "Is Ling Zhi okay?"

"The subordinates are sticking to each other and growing very well." They replied.

Hearing this, An Muxi nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Xiao Yao, let's go there."

The raccoon nodded.

The two walked in for about a few hundred meters, and found a spiritual plant emitting red light not far away.

An Muxi stopped and looked at the Lingzhi, and it was obvious that his purpose for coming here was for it.

When the raccoon saw it, she had never seen this kind of spiritual plant before, and she didn't know the function of this kind of spiritual plant, so she asked, "What is this?"

"Hui Xianhua." An Muxi smiled. He was obviously in a happy mood. He looked at the raccoon with hope in his eyes, and said softly, "Little demon, it can repair your body."

The raccoon was slightly stunned when he heard this, it turned out that An Muxi was still thinking about repairing her body, she no longer needed her body, she knew her body well, even if taking the fairy flower this time would be a waste.

"No need, let's do it like this." The raccoon demon turned around and wanted to leave, but An Muxi grabbed his wrist.

"Why don't you try? Do you know that you are giving up on yourself like this." An Muxi yelled as if reprimanding, he frowned and looked at the raccoon in pain, his eyes were full of pleading.

For three years, the raccoon stayed by the lotus pond in a daze every day, even if she didn't stay in the lotus pond, she just stayed in the room. She was like a puppet without a soul, and she would only reveal other things when she heard about Lin Muzhi every day. expression.

Such a raccoon made An Muxi feel very heartbroken. In his eyes, a raccoon should be gentle, confident and beautiful. How could it be like this?How did it become like this?

"A person's life is very short. Some people live an ordinary life, and some people only live for 20 years without any regrets. Why? Do what you want to do, cherish what you have, and live in a limited time. There are infinite wonderful things left in life, isn't it good?"

"You have to know that when you are in pain, another person or even many people will suffer because of you. When you are selfish, you will cause others to feel sad for you. Why do you care about other people's feelings so selfishly instead of yourself? How do you feel?"

"If you die, what you leave to him is the hope that you are still alive. He will always look for you, always look for you, until he is old and dies. He will die with regret and unwillingness. Would you like to make him sad for the rest of his life? ?”

"Oh, I keep talking about him, and I forget about myself. I am nothing in your heart, but I will always stand behind you and support you. Do you know that you are so embarrassing now? My heart hurts, I want to make you happy, to make you happy, but I have exhausted all the methods and you have never looked at me, I am sad, I am sad, I just know it myself, but your emotions will always affect me heart of."

"Go back to him. He is an orphan now. Would you like to see him alone and full of expectations all day long? His happiness has no one to share, his sadness has nowhere to tell, and he is hurt You can only lick the wound alone, you have the heart..."

"Enough!" The raccoon shouted to stop him, she turned her head, the tears overflowing from her red eyes ran down her cheeks, and finally disappeared into the grass.

An Muxi's eyes were full of distress, he hugged the raccoon from behind, and said in a choked voice: "Little demon, you are the first woman I like in my life, but I don't want to see you sad and selfish I want to keep you by my side, forgive me for pushing you out, just treat me as a man who doesn't love you enough."

The raccoon twitched its shoulders and whimpered, like a wounded deer, making people feel distressed.

An Muxi hugged her tightly, trying to give her a safe and warm embrace so that she could release her emotions to the fullest.

He smiled wryly, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry, so let him bear all the pain, keeping her by his side for three years, he was already selfish enough.

He didn't want to see her suffer all day anymore, he would rather suffer himself in exchange for a happy her.

"An Muxi, I'm not good at all. You forget about me. Find a gentle and kind-hearted woman who is several times better than me. She can accompany you all day long and share your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, for the rest of your life." The raccoon choked up and said, tears kept sliding down like broken beads, between her and An Muxi, she always owed An Muxi.

With a hoarse voice, An Muxi forced a smile and said: "Yes, I will, as long as it is what the little demon says, I will listen."

What he said was nothing more than wanting to go along with her heart and comfort her secretly, but he didn't know that he made the raccoon feel more guilty.

The raccoon can only cry, she owes An Muxi too much.

"Go back to him, remember to be happy every day, don't be sad, live well, and don't be sad." An Muxi took a deep breath to suppress the uncontrollable sadness in his heart, trying to pretend to be normal, Said.

But how could the raccoon not know him.

It's late at night again, Carlier's city, outside the suburbs, by the small river, on the grass.

The raccoon sits cross-legged, with a bright full moon behind her. Her back is facing the moonlight, and the moonlight shines on her body, drawing a bright yellow outline on her, making her look even more beautiful.

After thinking for a long time, the raccoon wanted to enter Lin Muzhi's life again, but he was somewhat unwilling. After thinking twice, the raccoon decided to resign himself to fate.

An Muxi looked at the raccoon with concern behind the big tree not far away, the raccoon raised her eyes and gave him a reassuring smile, then she lowered her eyes.

On the surface is an exquisitely crafted guzheng. An Muxi said that this guzheng is a heaven-level treasure. It is rumored that when the guzheng is plucked, it can transmit sound across thousands of miles and bring thoughts to the person who lives in the bottom of my heart.

The raccoon put her hands on the strings of the qin, and she couldn't help taking a deep breath. If this qin can really bring her thoughts to Lin Muzhi, doesn't that mean that they should meet soon? .

After three years, the raccoon really didn't dare to face Lin Muzhi. She felt guilty for Lin Muzhi. She was not a good sister. She disappeared for three years when Lin Muzhi needed attention most.

Will Lin Muzhi blame her?Would you not want to talk to her again?With a hundred thoughts in mind, the raccoon plucked a string slightly between his fingers.

In response, there was a gentle and long sound of the piano, the sound of the piano seemed to be far away, and it seemed to spread far away.

The raccoon froze for a moment, the piano was really not simple, she withdrew her thoughts and waved the strings again.

Her slender, white fingers moved each string nimbly, and immediately they all made pleasant sounds.

These voices interweave and converge into a beautiful unknown track.

In the repertoire, there are longings for lovers, deliberate sadness due to helplessness, and some involuntary resentment. All kinds of complex emotions are intertwined together, playing a swan song.

An Muxi couldn't help clenching his fists. He tried his best to suppress the pain in his heart, and looked at the woman he liked from afar.

The raccoon demon closed her eyes, her serene appearance lost all elegance, her face was calm but varied, it was obvious that she had merged into the music, recalled all the past deeds, and dialed out this unparalleled tune.

At this moment, she was thinking about Lin Muzhi, right?An Muxi's eyes were full of pain, did he have the luck to be a part of the raccoon song?Does he always have the joys and sorrows of a raccoon?Hope, hope.

The notes flowing from the raccoon's fingers floated far, far away, as if carrying some kind of message to the distance.

The breeze blew her hair, and against the backdrop of the moonlight and crystal clear river water, she was so beautiful.

The melody she played as she wished hadn't reached the end, and the end would be her death.

The raccoon thought about the scene when he died, and the sound of the song suddenly turned into sadness. The deep voice soaked the air, filling the space around him with a depressive sadness, making people feel uncomfortable and unable to help falling. tears.

However, just like that, a drop of tears suddenly slipped from the corner of the raccoon's eyes, and it fell on the strings with a thud, and with the vibration of the strings, it dispersed into countless small water droplets and then disappeared without a trace, as if in the It symbolizes the life of the raccoon, and even the soul does not exist after death.

Suddenly, the sound of the piano stopped abruptly, and the raccoon pressed the strings with both hands, and the song was abruptly interrupted, and the sad atmosphere still did not dissipate.

The raccoon can't play anymore, he definitely can't accept the sadness of her death, she doesn't want him to suffer, she wants to stay away from Lin Muzhi, she wants to leave the East Continent, never ask any news about Lin Muzhi again, she will treat him as He had never known Lin Muzhi before and forgot about him, as long as time passed, he would also forget her a little bit.

That's it, it's good for everyone, it only takes a little time, and everything will pass.

She choked out a sob, wiped away the tears on her face, and returned to her original appearance. She took a deep breath, as if she wanted to shake off the sadness.

Then, she looked up and found that An Muxi was no longer in her original position.

She was slightly stunned, and looked around carefully in disbelief, but she still didn't find where An Muxi was. Suddenly, she seemed to understand something, and suddenly turned around.

(End of this chapter)