Transparent Summer Love
Chapter 20 You can not love me, but you can't abuse yourself
Chapter 20 You can not love me, but you can't abuse yourself (2)
Before he had time to think about anything, he saw a little girl crying and chasing after him from the rearview mirror. He clearly remembered the frightened eyes of his mother at that time. She looked at the little girl in horror. Then, he heard The sound of the engine beeping again.
He didn't expect that his mother stepped on the accelerator and drove away from the scene.
The cry of the little girl resounded through the empty street for a long time.
That scene became an unforgettable nightmare in his memory...
And since then, he has always had a psychological shadow. He dare not drive, and he dare not even cross the road alone...
"Son, you still remember that traffic accident, don't you?" Chairman Xia's voice brought Xia Boran's thoughts back to reality.
It was as if there was a small voice screaming from the bottom of my heart.No!not like this!
A sense of fear invaded his whole body in an instant, and he realized that something seemed to happen.
And the truth of that matter was related to him, Zi Xin, and the traffic accident five years ago.
Great fear filled his heart, he looked at his mother numbly, unable to make any sound.
It seems like a century has passed.His mother finally spoke again.That is the truth like a nightmare.
"Do you know what her purpose is for approaching you?" Chairman Xia pointed at Zi Xin who was already frozen in place.
Xia Boran couldn't help taking a few steps back.
"She approached you for revenge." Chairman Xia's voice was extremely cold.
"Because she is the daughter of the woman who died in a car accident five years ago." She finally told the truth!
"No!" Xia Boran roared loudly, "This is not true, you are lying, this is an excuse you made up to break us up, right! It must be like this!" He shouted incoherently.
"But how can you be so cruel and tell such a false truth!" His spirit was about to collapse, and he grabbed his hair with both hands.
He doesn't believe it!It was difficult for him to accept this cruel fact!It's not going to be like this, it's never going to be like this!
Xia Boran roared angrily, turned around, and saw Zi Xin at the door with a dull expression.
He quickly ran in front of her and held her arm tightly with his hands, as if he was afraid that she would believe this stupid lie and tried to shake her awake.
"Zixin, listen to me! It's not true, it's a scam!" He was terrified in his heart, and kept talking to Zixin who was stunned in front of him.
But that cruel voice penetrated his heart again like a sword.
"If you don't believe me, you can go to the hospital for verification!" Chairman Xia's indifferent voice came again.
Xia Boran's hands hang down feebly.Because he clearly saw——a large ray of despair flashed in Zi Xin's eyes.
Such a distressed expression appeared on her face.
"Zixin." Xia Boran called her name softly, as if he wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.
The girl knocked his hands off.
She tightly covered her ears with her hands. "Don't call me by my name, Xia Boran, don't call me by my name!" She shouted in resistance.
Xia Boran looked at her fixedly, his eyes were full of pleading.
"I hate you." She said every word, biting every word so hard.
After she finished speaking, she turned around resolutely and ran towards the door with big strides.
He didn't catch up, because he saw that her expression was full of hatred, and her back was so determined, that kind of determination seemed to drain all the strength in his body at once.
She just ran away without looking back, as if she ran out of his life impatiently.
He slipped and fell to the ground dejectedly, his heart empty.
Outside the window, there was loud thunder, and raindrops fell quickly in an instant.Rumble!
With the sound of thunder, lightning showed a hideous face in the night sky.The wind is raging.As if trying to throw something away.
Zi Xin ran vigorously.She ran out of Xia's villa in one breath and onto the deserted street.
At this time, it was raining cats and dogs.Puddles of all sizes had gathered on the streets.Zi Xin quickly ran across the puddles.The muddy water stained her clean skirt.
But she didn't seem to care, just kept running, running desperately.The nightmarish scene just now lingers in my mind no matter what!Her tears kept flowing.
She couldn't tell for a long time whether it was rain or tears that filled her face at this moment.
She thought that she had found the happiness that belonged to her, but she never thought that it was just a dream like a mirage.
He turned out to be the murderer who indirectly killed her mother!How could she fall in love with the enemy who killed her mother!
Her vision blurred.She ran all the way like that, as if she didn't know how to stop at all.
She was like a doll who had lost her heart, running wildly in the empty streets at midnight.The memory came alive again.
The shocking blood stains.That harsh and extremely desperate engine sound.How could she forget such hatred!
But then, Xia Boran's gentle and handsome face appeared in her mind again.
He took good care of her who had a bad cold, he beat off the hooligans in the alley at night and rescued her, he took the stick for her firmly, her head was bleeding profusely...
So many memories kept tearing her heart apart...
The feeling of pain makes people wish to die immediately...
If you die right now, don't you have to choose between mother and him... don't you have to make any more choices...
Her eyes were blurred, her whole body was drenched, and even her consciousness began to become unconscious.
She didn't even notice that she was at a crossroads right now.She didn't hear the roar of the driver not far away telling her to get out of the way.
The car lights flashed, and Zi Xin suddenly felt a pair of strong arms pulling her into her arms.Immediately afterwards, the piercing sound of brakes resounded in such a lonely night sky.
Cursing voices followed closely behind: "Stinky girl, do you want to seek death! If you die, stay away, don't seek bad luck from me!"
It seems that all the strength in the body has been overdrawn.She collapsed into that warm embrace.The warmth returned little by little.She slowly opened her bright eyes.
Because of the washing of the rain, her eyes were extraordinarily bright: "Ouyang...Senior Ouyang!" Her tone was extremely surprised, obviously she did not expect that Ouyang Xi would appear in front of her at this time.
Seeing that her consciousness had recovered, Ouyang Xi finally let out a sigh of relief.He gently picked her up.
She was so light, like a fragile porcelain doll, a lot of pity surged in his heart, and his tone was commanding and undisputable.
She heard him say: "Zixin, you can't get in the rain anymore, you'll get sick, you know, you were almost hit by a car just now. Zixin, you don't have to love me, but you can't abuse yourself. Zixin, I'll take you home."
As he spoke, he hugged her tightly and started to walk. His tall and straight figure quickly disappeared into the night.The rain looks a little lighter.
Ouyang Xi took Zi Xin back to Ouyang's mansion all the way.He banged on the door.
After a while, the maid came to open the door anxiously: "Master, you are finally back." The housekeeper immediately walked out of the door.
Seeing Ouyang Xi's wet and embarrassed appearance, the housekeeper frowned.
Afterwards, Ouyang Xi walked into the house with Zi Xin in his arms.The interior is brightly lit, compared with the darkness outside, it seems like two worlds.
Zi Xin struggled out of Ouyang Xi's arms: "Senior Ouyang, please put me down." He gently put her on the ground.
Her footsteps were a little weak, and she almost fell, he hurriedly supported her arm: "Be careful."
She looked around and found that the clean floor was covered with rainwater. She smiled at him apologetically: "I'm sorry." Her lips were pale and her voice was extremely weak.
Ouyang Xi felt distressed for a while.He gently supported Zixin's body: "Don't tell me you're sorry." He looked into her eyes seriously, "All you have to do is take care of yourself." Zixin looked at him gratefully.
"What you have to do now is go upstairs to take a shower and change into clean clothes, otherwise, you will definitely catch a cold." Ouyang Xi's eyes were full of worry.
"Okay." Zi Xin nodded meekly, and then followed the maid up the stairs.
Her body was extremely weak, as if it didn't belong to her. She had just experienced such a severe injury, so that her whole body was still in a dissociated state.
then--
When stepping up the eighth step, without warning, Zi Xin fell down the stairs heavily.
"Zixin!" Accompanied by Ouyang Xi's hoarse shout, the girl's body fell like a beautiful butterfly.
He quickly ran in front of her, picked her up, and called her name loudly: "Zixin, wake up, Zixin!"
Zi Xin's eyes were tightly closed, and her long eyelashes cast fan-shaped shadows on her fair face like butterfly wings.
She was silent.Like a sleeping angel.The night sky at midnight was extremely lonely.The rain was still pattering down.
It was a night without stars.Xiachuan City Hospital.The smell of disinfectant is strong.It was quiet in the empty corridor.
Suddenly - a burst of hurried footsteps broke the tranquility.
A tall boy with a flustered expression rushed into a ward like crazy.He is Xia Boran.
Half an hour after Zixin left Xia's house, he suddenly became terrified - she must not be allowed to leave, she must not be allowed to leave, otherwise he would regret it for the rest of his life!
However, after he came out, he couldn't find her anywhere. In the end, all he could think of was Ouyang Xi.Who knew, after arriving at his house, he was told by his housekeeper that Zi Xin was injured.
At this moment, seeing that she had woken up, he happily called her name: "Zixin!" His voice was full of worry.Zi Xin stared blankly at the ceiling in a daze.
After a while, she finally turned her head and shifted her gaze to the boy in front of her.It was a heartless and indifferent voice: "Please go out, you are not welcome here!"
"Zixin. Are you feeling better? I'm really worried about you." Xia Boran tried to grab the girl's hand, but was thrown away forcefully.
Her voice was so cold: "Do you want me to say it again? Please get out!" "Zixin!" Xia Boran's voice was full of pain, "You don't want to be like this, okay? Seeing you like this, I My heart really hurts." "Pain?" Zi Xin sneered, "Do you know what pain is? Do you know how much pain my heart felt when I lost my mother? I could have grown up happily, but all Because of you—Xia Boran, you are the devil who destroyed my family's happiness. Now you say the word 'pain' to me with confidence, do you think you have any position?" The girl's voice trembled.
Xia Boran froze in place. After a while, he finally came back to his senses, and continued to call her name unwillingly: "Zixin, that incident... that incident was really an accident, I..." His voice was full of pleading means. "Accident? Xia Boran, is this your excuse to shirk responsibility to make your conscience feel better? You really make me feel sick." She glanced at the boy in front of her in disgust.
Xia Boran's hands were tightly clenched together, he felt sad when he looked at the girl in front of him who was completely different from the lively and cheerful Zi Xin before him.
"Zixin, can you forgive me? Forgive me, please?"
"Shut up! To the murderer who killed my mother and escaped irresponsibly, do you think I have anything to say to you?" Zi Xin was very emotional, "If at that time...if you were willing to send me a message With a little mercy, then mother...mother may not die." She was speaking, tears filled her eyes.
"It was you who cut off my mother's last chance of life with your own hands, Xia Boran, I hate you, I hate you with all my heart, I will never forgive you in this life, please leave... please immediately Disappear in front of my eyes!" She pointed at Xia Boran with one finger, and because of excitement, she gasped heavily after she finished speaking.
Xia Boran's eyes dimmed, he knew that no matter what he said now, Zi Xin would never forgive him.
He glanced at her affectionately and left sadly.
He gently closed the door of the ward.There was a moment of silence inside the door.
Zi Xin on the hospital bed seemed to have exhausted the last bit of strength in her body.
As the door closed, her body fell down slumped...
(End of this chapter)
Before he had time to think about anything, he saw a little girl crying and chasing after him from the rearview mirror. He clearly remembered the frightened eyes of his mother at that time. She looked at the little girl in horror. Then, he heard The sound of the engine beeping again.
He didn't expect that his mother stepped on the accelerator and drove away from the scene.
The cry of the little girl resounded through the empty street for a long time.
That scene became an unforgettable nightmare in his memory...
And since then, he has always had a psychological shadow. He dare not drive, and he dare not even cross the road alone...
"Son, you still remember that traffic accident, don't you?" Chairman Xia's voice brought Xia Boran's thoughts back to reality.
It was as if there was a small voice screaming from the bottom of my heart.No!not like this!
A sense of fear invaded his whole body in an instant, and he realized that something seemed to happen.
And the truth of that matter was related to him, Zi Xin, and the traffic accident five years ago.
Great fear filled his heart, he looked at his mother numbly, unable to make any sound.
It seems like a century has passed.His mother finally spoke again.That is the truth like a nightmare.
"Do you know what her purpose is for approaching you?" Chairman Xia pointed at Zi Xin who was already frozen in place.
Xia Boran couldn't help taking a few steps back.
"She approached you for revenge." Chairman Xia's voice was extremely cold.
"Because she is the daughter of the woman who died in a car accident five years ago." She finally told the truth!
"No!" Xia Boran roared loudly, "This is not true, you are lying, this is an excuse you made up to break us up, right! It must be like this!" He shouted incoherently.
"But how can you be so cruel and tell such a false truth!" His spirit was about to collapse, and he grabbed his hair with both hands.
He doesn't believe it!It was difficult for him to accept this cruel fact!It's not going to be like this, it's never going to be like this!
Xia Boran roared angrily, turned around, and saw Zi Xin at the door with a dull expression.
He quickly ran in front of her and held her arm tightly with his hands, as if he was afraid that she would believe this stupid lie and tried to shake her awake.
"Zixin, listen to me! It's not true, it's a scam!" He was terrified in his heart, and kept talking to Zixin who was stunned in front of him.
But that cruel voice penetrated his heart again like a sword.
"If you don't believe me, you can go to the hospital for verification!" Chairman Xia's indifferent voice came again.
Xia Boran's hands hang down feebly.Because he clearly saw——a large ray of despair flashed in Zi Xin's eyes.
Such a distressed expression appeared on her face.
"Zixin." Xia Boran called her name softly, as if he wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.
The girl knocked his hands off.
She tightly covered her ears with her hands. "Don't call me by my name, Xia Boran, don't call me by my name!" She shouted in resistance.
Xia Boran looked at her fixedly, his eyes were full of pleading.
"I hate you." She said every word, biting every word so hard.
After she finished speaking, she turned around resolutely and ran towards the door with big strides.
He didn't catch up, because he saw that her expression was full of hatred, and her back was so determined, that kind of determination seemed to drain all the strength in his body at once.
She just ran away without looking back, as if she ran out of his life impatiently.
He slipped and fell to the ground dejectedly, his heart empty.
Outside the window, there was loud thunder, and raindrops fell quickly in an instant.Rumble!
With the sound of thunder, lightning showed a hideous face in the night sky.The wind is raging.As if trying to throw something away.
Zi Xin ran vigorously.She ran out of Xia's villa in one breath and onto the deserted street.
At this time, it was raining cats and dogs.Puddles of all sizes had gathered on the streets.Zi Xin quickly ran across the puddles.The muddy water stained her clean skirt.
But she didn't seem to care, just kept running, running desperately.The nightmarish scene just now lingers in my mind no matter what!Her tears kept flowing.
She couldn't tell for a long time whether it was rain or tears that filled her face at this moment.
She thought that she had found the happiness that belonged to her, but she never thought that it was just a dream like a mirage.
He turned out to be the murderer who indirectly killed her mother!How could she fall in love with the enemy who killed her mother!
Her vision blurred.She ran all the way like that, as if she didn't know how to stop at all.
She was like a doll who had lost her heart, running wildly in the empty streets at midnight.The memory came alive again.
The shocking blood stains.That harsh and extremely desperate engine sound.How could she forget such hatred!
But then, Xia Boran's gentle and handsome face appeared in her mind again.
He took good care of her who had a bad cold, he beat off the hooligans in the alley at night and rescued her, he took the stick for her firmly, her head was bleeding profusely...
So many memories kept tearing her heart apart...
The feeling of pain makes people wish to die immediately...
If you die right now, don't you have to choose between mother and him... don't you have to make any more choices...
Her eyes were blurred, her whole body was drenched, and even her consciousness began to become unconscious.
She didn't even notice that she was at a crossroads right now.She didn't hear the roar of the driver not far away telling her to get out of the way.
The car lights flashed, and Zi Xin suddenly felt a pair of strong arms pulling her into her arms.Immediately afterwards, the piercing sound of brakes resounded in such a lonely night sky.
Cursing voices followed closely behind: "Stinky girl, do you want to seek death! If you die, stay away, don't seek bad luck from me!"
It seems that all the strength in the body has been overdrawn.She collapsed into that warm embrace.The warmth returned little by little.She slowly opened her bright eyes.
Because of the washing of the rain, her eyes were extraordinarily bright: "Ouyang...Senior Ouyang!" Her tone was extremely surprised, obviously she did not expect that Ouyang Xi would appear in front of her at this time.
Seeing that her consciousness had recovered, Ouyang Xi finally let out a sigh of relief.He gently picked her up.
She was so light, like a fragile porcelain doll, a lot of pity surged in his heart, and his tone was commanding and undisputable.
She heard him say: "Zixin, you can't get in the rain anymore, you'll get sick, you know, you were almost hit by a car just now. Zixin, you don't have to love me, but you can't abuse yourself. Zixin, I'll take you home."
As he spoke, he hugged her tightly and started to walk. His tall and straight figure quickly disappeared into the night.The rain looks a little lighter.
Ouyang Xi took Zi Xin back to Ouyang's mansion all the way.He banged on the door.
After a while, the maid came to open the door anxiously: "Master, you are finally back." The housekeeper immediately walked out of the door.
Seeing Ouyang Xi's wet and embarrassed appearance, the housekeeper frowned.
Afterwards, Ouyang Xi walked into the house with Zi Xin in his arms.The interior is brightly lit, compared with the darkness outside, it seems like two worlds.
Zi Xin struggled out of Ouyang Xi's arms: "Senior Ouyang, please put me down." He gently put her on the ground.
Her footsteps were a little weak, and she almost fell, he hurriedly supported her arm: "Be careful."
She looked around and found that the clean floor was covered with rainwater. She smiled at him apologetically: "I'm sorry." Her lips were pale and her voice was extremely weak.
Ouyang Xi felt distressed for a while.He gently supported Zixin's body: "Don't tell me you're sorry." He looked into her eyes seriously, "All you have to do is take care of yourself." Zixin looked at him gratefully.
"What you have to do now is go upstairs to take a shower and change into clean clothes, otherwise, you will definitely catch a cold." Ouyang Xi's eyes were full of worry.
"Okay." Zi Xin nodded meekly, and then followed the maid up the stairs.
Her body was extremely weak, as if it didn't belong to her. She had just experienced such a severe injury, so that her whole body was still in a dissociated state.
then--
When stepping up the eighth step, without warning, Zi Xin fell down the stairs heavily.
"Zixin!" Accompanied by Ouyang Xi's hoarse shout, the girl's body fell like a beautiful butterfly.
He quickly ran in front of her, picked her up, and called her name loudly: "Zixin, wake up, Zixin!"
Zi Xin's eyes were tightly closed, and her long eyelashes cast fan-shaped shadows on her fair face like butterfly wings.
She was silent.Like a sleeping angel.The night sky at midnight was extremely lonely.The rain was still pattering down.
It was a night without stars.Xiachuan City Hospital.The smell of disinfectant is strong.It was quiet in the empty corridor.
Suddenly - a burst of hurried footsteps broke the tranquility.
A tall boy with a flustered expression rushed into a ward like crazy.He is Xia Boran.
Half an hour after Zixin left Xia's house, he suddenly became terrified - she must not be allowed to leave, she must not be allowed to leave, otherwise he would regret it for the rest of his life!
However, after he came out, he couldn't find her anywhere. In the end, all he could think of was Ouyang Xi.Who knew, after arriving at his house, he was told by his housekeeper that Zi Xin was injured.
At this moment, seeing that she had woken up, he happily called her name: "Zixin!" His voice was full of worry.Zi Xin stared blankly at the ceiling in a daze.
After a while, she finally turned her head and shifted her gaze to the boy in front of her.It was a heartless and indifferent voice: "Please go out, you are not welcome here!"
"Zixin. Are you feeling better? I'm really worried about you." Xia Boran tried to grab the girl's hand, but was thrown away forcefully.
Her voice was so cold: "Do you want me to say it again? Please get out!" "Zixin!" Xia Boran's voice was full of pain, "You don't want to be like this, okay? Seeing you like this, I My heart really hurts." "Pain?" Zi Xin sneered, "Do you know what pain is? Do you know how much pain my heart felt when I lost my mother? I could have grown up happily, but all Because of you—Xia Boran, you are the devil who destroyed my family's happiness. Now you say the word 'pain' to me with confidence, do you think you have any position?" The girl's voice trembled.
Xia Boran froze in place. After a while, he finally came back to his senses, and continued to call her name unwillingly: "Zixin, that incident... that incident was really an accident, I..." His voice was full of pleading means. "Accident? Xia Boran, is this your excuse to shirk responsibility to make your conscience feel better? You really make me feel sick." She glanced at the boy in front of her in disgust.
Xia Boran's hands were tightly clenched together, he felt sad when he looked at the girl in front of him who was completely different from the lively and cheerful Zi Xin before him.
"Zixin, can you forgive me? Forgive me, please?"
"Shut up! To the murderer who killed my mother and escaped irresponsibly, do you think I have anything to say to you?" Zi Xin was very emotional, "If at that time...if you were willing to send me a message With a little mercy, then mother...mother may not die." She was speaking, tears filled her eyes.
"It was you who cut off my mother's last chance of life with your own hands, Xia Boran, I hate you, I hate you with all my heart, I will never forgive you in this life, please leave... please immediately Disappear in front of my eyes!" She pointed at Xia Boran with one finger, and because of excitement, she gasped heavily after she finished speaking.
Xia Boran's eyes dimmed, he knew that no matter what he said now, Zi Xin would never forgive him.
He glanced at her affectionately and left sadly.
He gently closed the door of the ward.There was a moment of silence inside the door.
Zi Xin on the hospital bed seemed to have exhausted the last bit of strength in her body.
As the door closed, her body fell down slumped...
(End of this chapter)
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