cowardly

Chapter 180
"Xiaoyan, I..."

I raised my hand to cover Lin Junze's mouth, looked at his beautiful amber eyes and said, "Junze, we both need some time, give both of us a little more time, think carefully, and think about whether we are really suitable, okay?" ?”

After Lin Junze finished listening, he walked around the room many times, his well-manicured hair was scratched badly by him, and finally turned around and asked, "Xiaoyan, how long do you want to think about it?"

I put my hands in my pockets and said, "I'll come back if I figure it out, or I'll go find you when you figure it out. I've already booked my train ticket and I'm leaving tomorrow."

"So fast?" Lin Junze exclaimed.

I nodded at him.

At night, Lin Junze didn't do anything, just hugged me tightly on the bed, we didn't say anything, we looked at each other until dawn...

I'm very sad in my heart. I haven't had sex with him since that incident. I think everyone has an unspeakable wound in their hearts. Sex is a part of love. This time love is really too big. The rift is gone!
I got up early the next morning, and with Lin Junze's sad expression on his face, I went to make him a breakfast, which always felt like the last breakfast.

I stopped thinking about it so much and finished breakfast quietly with Lin Junze. I picked up the luggage at the side, hugged Lin Junze, turned around and left. After walking a few steps, Lin Junze stopped me.

"I'll take you to the station." Lin Junze said.

"No need, just take a taxi, take care." After I finished speaking, I lifted my feet and walked away, not letting myself look back. I was afraid that if I turned around, I wouldn't want to go again. My eyes were sore and I felt terrible.

When I got downstairs, I reached out and stopped a taxi. When I got in the car, I still couldn't help but turn my head. I saw Lin Junze standing by the window and looking at me. I became ruthless and got into the car. Inside……

I bought a train ticket for the train to Lijiang, Yunnan. I chose the train because many people said that the scenery along the train was beautiful and beautiful. It was only after I got on the train that I realized that it all depends on my mood.

(End of this chapter)