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Chapter 189 Everyone Tired of Love

Xiao Chong hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hand to hold mine, slowly rubbed my thumb against my ring, and said with a wry smile: "You know? When I was very young, I was waiting for this ring. I didn’t understand at the time, I only knew that I liked Junze very much, what about men and men, I had troubles and committed suicide, but in the end I realized that it was my own wishful thinking, Junze has always treated me as a plaything, you know Did I feel so uncomfortable at that time? I once thought about killing Aze and then committing suicide. Then I fell. After seeing too many tragedies in the world, I also thought about it. Seeing that I am not the original bug, I can open it. Have a happy life, Xiaoyan, I don’t want you to live so tired, just like I used to, it was okay before, only I was suffering, now you two are suffering, maybe you don’t know, in fact, Junze lives It's also very tiring. He never tells you his difficulties, lest you worry, but I know, you know how he was forced by his family. Do you still remember that time when Junze came back from Japan, that is? The first time he announced his engagement to Kimura?"

I nodded, that time I was about to commit suicide.

"He escaped from Japan for you and came back with injuries all over his body. I don't think he told you. In my eyes, you are very happy to enjoy Junze's love, but seeing Junze like that makes me hate you a little bit. You, I didn’t want to tell you, this time Junze was brought back to Japan, he jumped off the car halfway and broke his leg, but it’s nothing serious, don’t worry.”

I listened quietly, I don’t know about these things, and Jun Ze never mentioned them, I think I really don’t understand him, he has really paid a lot for me, but I have been unable to do anything for him, My heart hurts, this idiot, how could he make the decision to jump off the car, what an idiot!idiot!

"Xiaoyan, let Junze go, let yourself go, I don't want you to live so tiringly again." Xiao Chong begged.

I pursed my lips and held the chopsticks tightly, how difficult it is to give up this love, how can I give up, I love him so much!God, why did Chen Yan make me live so tired, why!
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