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Chapter 267 Xiao Fan's Thoughts

I took a sip of coffee and decided to go straight to the point: "Xiao Fan, how are you and Xiao Xin?"

"We're fine." Xiaofan took it.

"Xiao Fan, tell the truth, do you blame me for all these years? If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have gone to the dynasty and lost your parents. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have gone abroad." I asked in a low voice.

"I don't." Xiao Fan raised her head, staring straight at me with her bright black eyes, with tears glistening in her eyes.

"Xiao Fan, tell me what's wrong with you?" I felt very sad.

Xiaofan held the cup tightly with her hands, pursed her lips, and after a while, she slowly said: "Xiao Yan, I know that if I don't say this sentence, I will regret it for the rest of my life, and soon you will marry Lin Junze. I……"

"Xiaofan, sister understands, some words should be kept in mind, I am about 10 years behind you, when you reach my age, I will already be an old woman."

"But I really..." Xiao Fan said hastily.

"Xiaofan, ask your heart, if you took Xiaoxin away for the sake of your sister, but after so many years, can you still say that you really don't like Xiaoxin at all? The relationship between you and her has actually surpassed that of being right. My feelings are just that you have been brooding over this and have been reluctant to let go."

Before Xiaofan could open her mouth again, I went on to say, "You like sister because I was the first to take you out of that environment. I can tell you that it's not that you are special. Sometimes I will reach out, and I am just using you. You should also know that I don’t like going to Dynasty, and my companion always uses this to start a fight with me. I need someone who can quietly be by my side, so I I chose you, do you understand?"

Seeing that Xiaofan's hand holding the cup was trembling, I scolded myself for being cruel in my heart, but when it comes to matters such as feelings, I always have to cut the mess quickly, otherwise I won't be able to figure it out later.

Now it's not Xiaofan and Xiaoxin's problem, but me being caught between them, which will mess up their love. If I leave their world, they will naturally think about their love quietly.

As for Xiaofan's feelings for me, in fact, it may not be true love, he just regarded me as a redeemer, and mistook dependence for love.

(End of this chapter)