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Chapter 22

In the room, Dr. Shan was standing at the window with his back to her. His white coat had been taken off, his hair was fluttering in messy bangs, and his slender figure occupied most of the height of the window.

"Doctor Shan..." She cried out in her heart, not daring to disturb his rare rest time.As if he heard it, he turned his head slowly, his beautiful eyebrows twitched, and the corners of his mouth curled up: "Have you finished the vaccination?"

"Hmm. Is Dr. Shan finished?"

"It's almost there, where are we going to eat?" He stepped back, picked up a one-shoulder backpack from the seat, put it on his shoulder casually, and turned to ask her.When he was doing this, Xie Moji had been watching quietly from behind, so that he had already turned around, and she hadn't had time to look back.Their eyes collided, and both of them paused.It was Doctor Shan who reacted quickly, and said with a smile, "You're so hungry that you only have the strength to be in a daze?"

Xie Moji smiled, and did not explain that he was actually looking at him, not in a daze at all.She followed him out of the office, not having any idea of ​​where to eat.

At the entrance of the hall, Dr. Shan asked her to wait, and drove to the green belt opposite in the rain.Then come and pick her up.As soon as she got into the car, he handed over a towel and motioned for her to dry her hair.She took it with a smile, and her eyes once again caught sight of the chain he was wearing around his neck, and there was indeed a ring hanging on it.

"This ring..." She hesitated for a few seconds before asking.

"My ex-girlfriend's." Doctor Shan smiled lightly, and put the ring into the collar of his T-shirt.

"Can I see it?" She was unwilling.

"It's troublesome to take it down."

"I'll help you."

After Xie Moji finished speaking, he felt a little regretful, how can I help?Put your arms around his neck, get close to him, and help him take off the necklace without thinking?It might be very reliable for Li Lushuang to do this, if it were her...

She thought he would refuse, or at least be silent.Unexpectedly, he nodded and said yes, leaned over, and then lowered his head.He was very close to her, and the faint fragrance of his hair penetrated into her nose one after another.

When Xie Moji started to help him take off the necklace, his head was buried in her chest. Although he didn't touch it, the strands of hair were tied into her clothes.Made her tickle.She couldn't move when she wanted to, so she suppressed her smile and concentrated on undoing the necklace.After finally letting the necklace break free from her neck and fall into her palm, she had endured it to the limit, and burst out laughing.

"Huh?" Dr. Shan didn't understand, so he looked up at her.

"This ring..." She didn't hear it, and her attention quickly shifted to the chain in her hand and the ring wrapped around it.Even if the light in the car is not good, she can still clearly see the letters engraved on the back of the ring: XMJ.

"Your girlfriend's name and me..." She was a little puzzled, and at the same time, a sense of loss lingered in her heart.

"Yes, the initials are exactly the same as yours." Dr. Shan said, started the car, and drove slowly.And Xie Moji didn't have the heart to think about eating at all.Holding the ring that was heating up in her hand, she felt a little complicated.Sure enough, there was someone else, not her... She should have known this a long time ago, because she didn't have the habit of wearing rings at all.But why did she feel so irritable and even a little sad after listening to him?
The rain was really heavy, and after searching for several places without parking spaces, the two finally decided to go back to Xie Moji's house for dinner.

Although this is the third time for Dr. Shan to visit Xie Moji's house, but to Xie Moji, there is still a strange feeling emerging.The first two times her performance was really bad, one time she got burnt out, and the other time she just fainted.This time, no matter what, treat him well.

Fortunately, Xie Moji has always had the habit of keeping stock in the refrigerator. After a little busy, he made a simple but delicious four dishes and one soup.

During the meal, the two sat opposite each other without speaking for a while.Xie Moji saw Dr. Shan silently picking up his chopsticks and starting to eat, and felt an indescribable sense of warmth in his heart.She imagined that there would be a moment when they would sit down and eat their favorite food and talk about their favorite things like this?

Thinking of this, she broke the silence: "I used to chase you so much, have you ever been a little bit tempted?" She asked very confidently, until she saw him raise his clear eyes, and the two eyes shot at her. Only a little embarrassed.

"At that time, I was thinking about how to keep you alive and did my best." He put down his chopsticks and said in a low voice with a serious expression.

"Then you ever hated me?"

"No." He shook his head.how could be?Even when she was the most troublesome, at most he felt that he was at the end of his rope, but he never felt disgusted.

"That's okay, that's okay." She patted her chest, and the boulder fell to the ground. Finally, she felt a little sense of accomplishment, at least Doctor Shan didn't hate her.

After eating, Xie Moji returned the money he had prepared earlier to Dr. Shan.Dr. Shan didn't refuse much, and accepted it graciously, but just asked her: "Is the money enough?" She shook her head, and Dr. Shan didn't say anything else.

The rain gradually subsided, and after sitting for a while, Dr. Shan proposed to leave.Although Xie Moji was a bit reluctant, but there was no sufficient reason to keep him.When sending him to the stairs, Dr. Shan suddenly turned around, took out a bottle of medicine from his pocket, and stuffed it into her hand: "You just ate green peppers, remember to take some Coptis chinensis tablets later. Otherwise, you will have a stomachache again. "

"You even know this?" Although he used to be her doctor, it's not surprising that she had stomach pains, but Xie Moji still opened his mouth wide in surprise, his heart filled with warmth.

"I may know more than you think." He smiled, and opened the car door to get in.A lot of fine raindrops sprinkled on him, smudged on his blue-gray short sleeves.He waved his hand nonchalantly.On the contrary, Xie Moji's heart ached, and without even thinking about it, he ran forward to block him with his hands.

"Are you stupid?" He patted her hand away, his face turned cold.After half pushing and half pulling her back to the corridor, he calmly got into the car and opened the window to say goodbye to her.

Before going to bed, Li Lushuang called to ask her if she had a good time with Dr. Shan.Xie Moji said it was okay, but his heart was in a mess. "I suddenly felt a little shameful. I just broke up, how could..." She suddenly covered her face, feeling a little contemptuous of herself.

"Why do you have feelings for Dr. Shan, right?" Li Lushuang's tone was clear, and he began to analyze for her like a confidant elder sister: "You liked him before, and it's only natural to like him again. What's more, Dr. Shan It's really charming."

Is this the truth?

Xie Moji couldn't think anymore.Dr. Shan's cold and handsome face was circling in his mind.There is an emotion in my heart that is tempted again and again, and it is about to burst out with just a casual hook.

After a busy week in the dark, it finally came to the day of renewal.

On this day, everyone arrived at the unit early by coincidence.Before eight o'clock, they filed into the conference room.Xie Moji was the first to arrive, and had already sat down in the corner, because she was the most guilty, and was troubled and tormented by the question "Will you fire me?" every day.

The more nervous everyone was, the better Zhao Rongsheng felt about himself.Arriving 5 minutes later than before, when I walked into the conference room with the finalized draft after the internal discussion last night, my face was full of spring breeze.When their eyes swept over everyone, several people trembled a few times.

"It is a pity that the following colleagues will leave our team to develop in better places. We wish them a bright future and all the best." After the opening remarks, the conference room was silent.Some people cast their eyes on Xie Moji, firmly thinking that she would be one of them.Xie Moji was so nervous before, but at this moment, he seemed to regard death as home, even if someone was watching him, he didn't feel anything.

A series of names passed by Xie Moji's ears, until the last word was finished, the three words Xie Moji did not appear.Xie Moji thought he heard it wrong, so he asked Li Lushuang next to him, but she also shook her head and said she didn't hear her name.Only then did she feel confident that she was safe for the time being.At least for the next five years, she will be able to live a life without worrying about food and clothing again.

With a relaxed heart, she couldn't help but took out her phone and wanted to find someone to share her happiness with.After sending messages to several college classmates, after thinking about it, after copying and pasting, I also sent a message to Dr. Shan: "Finally, I can sign the contract again, and I finally have the motivation to live again."

After the meeting, Xie Moji ran to the toilet to wash his face.The short half-hour meeting consumed her sweat for several days.It seems that subconsciously, she still cares about this job very much.As soon as she opened the toilet door, she heard voices inside.It seemed that someone was on the phone, and the voice was extremely low.Even so, she still heard her name sensitively.

She deliberately went to the bathroom next to the small room where the voice came from, and then vaguely heard a passage about herself.

(End of this chapter)