scalpel, soft around fingers

Chapter 32

Shan Wangchen's operation was performed in the early morning of the next day, and it took a total of four hours. After the operation, he was directly sent to the intensive care unit.Because an accident might happen at any time, Xie Moji didn't dare to go anywhere, and stayed in the hospital all the time, and all the work was delegated to Zeng Liang.

In the afternoon, she was allowed to visit Dr. Shan for a while.When she put on the disinfectant suit and went in, Shan Wangchen was still asleep.His hair had been shaved, and there were layers and layers of gauze on it.The doctor told her that if nothing unexpected happened, she would definitely wake up in the evening.But Xie Moji was still a little anxious, and there were always some bad thoughts in his mind.I'm afraid that once Dr. Shan falls asleep, he won't wake up again.

Not long after she came in, Xu Manjing also came in wearing a white disinfection suit.Mouthed hello to Xie Moji.Seeing the concerned expression on her face, Xie Moji felt very complicated.

She subconsciously grasped Shan Wangchen's unresponsive hand, and looked at this face that touched her countless times as if asking for help.Doctor Shan, wake up, wake up!Don't leave me alone with this shit, okay?She muttered silently, feeling terrible.

"When the accident happened, Wang Chen pushed me aside, but he hit the windshield himself. It's all my fault." Xu Manjing apologized repeatedly, and sat down next to Xie Moji.

Xie Moji nodded, knowing that it's okay to say something at this time, but she didn't even have the desire to be polite.He just sat silently, staring at Shan Wangchen with his eyes motionless.

"Me, Lu Yu, and Wang Chen have been friends since childhood. We have a deep relationship, but don't get me wrong, it's not the relationship you think." Seeing Xie Moji's reaction, Xu Manjing immediately understood her concerns, Quickly explained.

"Misunderstanding or not is not important, I just ask him to wake up quickly." Xie Moji said softly.The ring on Doctor Shan's neck appeared in front of his eyes, and his heart ached.Are you jealous?It's all in the past, what is she fussing about?She smiled wryly, holding back her lonely look.

"No, you can't misunderstand him. He is a very good person, you should cherish it." Xu Manjing patted her hand and said with emotion.How stupid was she then to reject such a good man.God gave her happiness, but did not give her time to enjoy happiness.By the time she realized that she was actually in love with this man, the world had already changed beyond recognition.

That night, Shan Wangchen woke up.

When Xie Moji ran to the glass window outside the ward to inquire, he saw him surrounded by a group of doctors on the hospital bed, his eyes were wide open, but there was no expression on his face.She wanted to get a nurse to put on a disinfectant suit and go in, but found that the only nurses on the night shift were also in the intensive care unit, so she could only wait outside anxiously.

"His eyesight has not fully recovered, his consciousness is not very clear, and he can't even pronounce my name." After more than ten minutes, Doctor Zuo came out to report the latest situation to Xie Moji.With his help, Xie Moji was able to get dressed and enter the ward.

After the rounds of bombing by the group of doctors just now, Shan Wangchen looked a little tired, lying on the bed with his eyes slightly closed.Hearing footsteps, he raised his eyelids and closed them again.

"Xie Moji came to see you." Zuo Xiaojian said softly, while watching Shan Wangchen's reaction.

The corner of Shan Wangchen's mouth moved, and he repeated it clearly in a low voice: "Mo Ji, Mo Ji."

Hearing him calling his name, Xie Moji strode forward and grabbed Shan Wangchen's hand.

"Wangchen, are you okay?" She spoke too quickly, with a crying tone in her tone.When Shan Wangchen heard her voice, his gray eyes turned to the direction where she was standing, but the eyes were still scattered.

"He should know you, it's really not easy." Zuo Xiaojian heaved a sigh of relief, patted Xie Moji on the shoulder, and left the room in good time.

"Moji, Moji..." Shan Wangchen continued to repeat Xie Moji's name, he spoke slowly and carefully.There are too many emotions embedded in a few words.There were only four words, but Xie Moji seemed to have a tacit understanding, and immediately understood his intention.

"Well, I know, you'll be fine." She sat down, rubbed her head against his hand, and rubbed it repeatedly.

A few days later, Dr. Shan was transferred to the first-level care ward.

His expression is much clearer, and his speech is also a bit organized.It's just that I don't recognize the whole person.Except for Xie Moji and Zuo Xiaojian, he didn't have much impression of the other friends who came to visit him.Even when Yin Xiangwei came, Shan Wangchen just pursed his lips and looked at her blankly.Yin Xiangwei was a little reconciled and reminded him of many details, but in the end it was of no avail.

When Yin Xiangwei left, she proposed to have a chat with Xie Moji.Xie Moji could probably guess what she wanted to talk about, and was a little reluctant.But the other party has already made a move, and she can only bite the bullet and accept the move.

"Are you together?" Yin Xiangwei was straightforward, cutting to the point as soon as he left the ward.

"Ah."

"Aren't you afraid of living in another woman's shadow for a long time?" Yin Xiangwei looked at her with raised eyebrows.

Xu Manjing!It must be her.Xie Moji was suddenly annoyed, and looked back at her coldly.

"Wang Chen has been chasing her for five years, I thought they would be together. Don't they say that men like girls they chase with their own hands." Yin Xiangwei laughed.

"Are you trying to say that I can't get his heart? But someone who can get him is not bad, it's better than nothing." Xie Moji shot back, even though his heart was full of turmoil, he still had a proud look on his face.

"He has a scar on his hand, did you notice it? It was cut for Xu Manjing. Although Wang Chen can't recognize me, he must be able to recognize Xu Manjing." Never give up.

The two of you talked with each other until two familiar figures appeared in the corridor.

Seeing these two people appear at the same time, Xie Moji's heart shuddered.She hadn't seen Lu Yu for a long time, but she didn't expect to meet again in such a situation.

"Let's take a look at Wangchen. Lu Yu just rushed over from Dongqu this afternoon." Xu Manjing first said politely to Xie Moji.Then he nodded to Yin Xiangwei.

"Hello!" Lu Yu was dressed in black, with a slightly rounded face.He was very polite, completely different from the bossy guy on the phone.

The two walked into the ward under the leadership of Xie Moji.In the ward, a nurse was pushing a cart full of instruments to examine Shan Wangchen. Shan Wangchen lay half-lying, staring out the window blankly.It has been several days, and his consciousness and language organization ability are developing in a good direction, but his eyes still cannot see clearly.

"How did you get hurt like this?" Lu Yu exhaled.

Xu Manjing glanced at him, and said embarrassedly: "It's all my fault. He said he had a girlfriend, so I said I wanted to see the photos on his wallet. If he refused to give it to me, I would grab it. Then ..."

This is another version of Xu Manjing's explanation.There is also a new element, the wallet.But she was clearly mistaken!Xie Moji thought of the smiling face in Shan Wangchen's wallet, and felt a little suffocated.Looking at Xu Manjing, she was speechless.

"What's so good about the photos, can you be more mature!" Lu Yu squinted at Xu Manjing, and pressed her shoulder with his hand, a little dissatisfied and a little doting.His expression was different from the attitude he used to treat her.

"Mo Ji?" Hearing the voice, Shan Wangchen called out to thank Mo Ji, and when she approached, he asked slowly: "Is there any guest?"

"It's Xu Manjing and Lu Yu." After Xie Moji gave his name, he went to look at Shan Wangchen's face.Because of Yin Xiangwei's reminder, she paid special attention to Shan Wangchen's reaction.Can he really recognize Xu Manjing immediately?If so, what will she do...

"Man Jing?" Shan Wangchen really reacted, muttering his name softly on his lips, as if searching for something in his mind.

"Well, Wangchen, it's me." Xu Manjing broke away from Lu Yu's hand, walked to Dan Wangchen's side, and put her hand on his flat hand.Shan Wangchen's hand trembled, but he held her instead, and asked softly, "Are you injured?"

"Do you still remember?" Xu Manjing's face brightened, she moved her head to Dan Wangchen's side and said, "You protected me, I wasn't hurt at all."

"That's good." Shan Wangchen said slowly, and let go of her hand.

When they communicated, Lu Yu had been standing at the window, watching the unpredictable instruments on the nurse's cart.When the nurse went out, he got closer and was able to sit down on the sofa on one side. "How long has he been like this? His eyes don't seem to be able to see?" He pointed at Shan Wangchen, and asked Xie Moji who was standing beside him softly.

Xie Moji said that it had been a few days, and he couldn't distinguish the emotion in his words.It's just that he instinctively feels that his gentleness at the moment is just a show for others to see.

After talking with Shan Wangchen for a while, Xu Manjing called Lu Yu over.Lu Yu stood up reluctantly, walked to the bed and said, "Mom is very worried about you, and I hope you get well soon."

"En." Shan Wangchen moved slightly, retracted his eyes from the shadows in front of him, and turned to another direction.

"You get tired when you talk too much, take a good rest." Lu Yu motioned Xu Manjing to leave together after a few words.Xie Moji knew that the relationship between the two was a bit tense, but he didn't know what the source was.So it was not surprising to hear that Lu Yu wanted to leave at this time.When she sent them out, Xu Manjing deliberately walked a few steps slower and walked side by side with her.

"I will bear the medical expenses here. The incident happened because of me. Some money can make me feel at ease." She said in a low voice.

"Let's talk about it when the time comes." Xie Moji whispered.After Dr. Shan's accident, she withdrew all the money in her card, and asked Zuo Xiaojian to borrow some of it to deal with the disaster.Although Xu Manjing's original intention of helping to pay the money was good, she still hoped that Dr. Shan could make the decision on whether to accept her money or not.

When she returned to the ward, Dr. Shan had already fallen asleep.The scars on his face were already scarred, and he seemed to have a little more hostility. Coupled with his sharp facial features, he really looked like a handsome big brother in a TV series.Xie Moji looked at him quietly for a while, and suddenly felt uncomfortable.She remembered what Yin Xiangwei said to her before leaving: "Xie Moji, you are just a substitute. If Shan Wangchen can't get it from Xu Manjing, I can go to you to satisfy it."

She was just there in a daze.If Lu Yu and Xu Manjing hadn't come later, she might have been stunned for a longer time.

Will it be a substitute?

Before this, she had always believed in her feelings.Although Dr. Shan was a little indifferent, he really cared about him, and she could feel this.But now that Yin Xiangwei said it, coupled with the big and small things that happened recently, she found that she could no longer convince herself.Those photos, that video, and the ring, etc., reminded me all the time that Xu Manjing is special and different from Dr. Shan.

She knew that Dr. Shan needed her now, and she would always be by her side.But what about when Doctor Shan fully recovers?Where will she go then?

(End of this chapter)