Super Miserable Time Travel: Concubine Lie Fu

Chapter 151 Temporary Recluse 2
Plum blossoms are blooming in the backyard. The flowers piled on top of each other, forming a chaotic painting. The pure white snow danced softly. I stood in the plum grove, looking up at the snowflakes falling from the sky, and my eyes gradually became moist.

It has been almost ten days since I left the palace, right?In the past ten days, Nangong Yinchuan has not come to see me. Gradually, the credibility index of Nangong Huangyue's words is getting higher and higher.

I understand that in this era, especially in the imperial palace, there are countless people who are being used by others, and I am just one of them, but there is always a suppressed emotion in my heart that makes my heart so heavy.

Whether I like Nangong Yinchuan or not, I trusted him so much before.

Now, it seems that everything is very, very far away, or maybe we can never go back to the past.

"Is that the woman His Highness brought back?"

"Yeah, we've never seen this person before, so it must be her!"

"So-so, not as good-looking as Princess Huaqing. I don't know why His Highness brought her back?"

"That's the order of the princess, he seems to have said so to Brother Zhang Qing."

"Oh I see……"

The whispering voices of the maids slipped into my ears, I curled my lips, and the bitter taste surged in my heart layer by layer.

Am I living because of Mrs. Bai's wish?Hehe, mother, if life is meaningless, what is the use of living?What's the use of being alive if you're constantly kicked like a football, stared at, framed by others, but you don't have any skills?
Even if I don't have the ability, if there is someone who can stand by my side safely, protect me, and support me, that is a kind of happiness, and I won't be in such a mess now.The me now, if one day I can walk out of this Yinhuang Villa, what should I do?

Back to the palace, or back to Ziyuan Mountain?

But... Nangong Yinchuan, does he have me in his heart?As long as I figure this out, then my way of going will naturally be Ziyuan Mountain.For me, the palace is not my place.

The snow continued to fall, falling on my untwisted hair, on my robe, wearing only wooden boots, shivering from the cold, but unwilling to leave this piece of plum grove, here, I can always keep Most lucid state.

(End of this chapter)