Chapter 363 Parting in the rain!
In the early morning of the next day, there was a drizzle of rain outside the window, and the air was dull and depressing, just like her sleepy mood now.

Standing by the window and watching the drizzle splash for a while, I still feel that it is difficult to calm down.

There was still no news from Tuobaye, but Gu Qingsong came to the palace to ask for Mo Ziyuan's pulse.

Although he was asking for her pulse, his scorching gaze was tightly locked on Qili who was standing curlingly on one side.

This junior brother seems to have really moved towards her, but I don't know how it's going?

Later, I have to catch Qili and ask for clarification.

She was thinking about it, but she heard Gu Qingsong bowed and said: "Empress Empress, I will return to Snow Valley immediately after inviting the grassroots, and I will never come back in this life!"

Mo Ziyuan's eyes narrowed slightly, and she glanced at Qili, as if taken aback, "Doctor Gu, why is it so sudden? Do you think the reward is too low?"

She knew that the reason he was leaving was definitely not because of the so-called reward.

Gu Qingsong raised his eyebrows, his face was slightly gloomy, and he said: "Because the teacher is old and lives alone in the valley with no one to take care of him, the grass-roots people should serve him by his side."

Mo Ziyuan frowned slightly, which was obviously his perfunctory rhetoric.

What happened to these two?

Gu Qingsong actually made up his mind to leave?

He really decided to give up Qili?

"Decided?" She deliberately asked again. When she said it was decided, she was actually asking him, did you decide to leave?No longer pursuing beauty?
"Yes, ma'am, your fetal condition is stable, you need to have an imperial doctor to take your pulse, and Caomin will leave!" Gu Qingsong finished speaking in a low voice, then raised her head to look at Qili again, but her eyes never met his.

He exited the room dejectedly, looked at the rainy sky, the corners of his lips were full of bitterness.

It seems that it's time to let go.

Even if I don't let go, what can I do, the tighter I hold on, the faster the loss may be.

"Qi Li, it's raining outside, go and see Doctor Gu off!" Mo Ziyuan captured that scene, and felt sorry for their relationship, and then ordered Qi Li to send them off on her behalf, hoping that the two of them would seize the opportunity and live up to her promise. Kindness.

"Yes, empress!" Qi Li paused, took the oil-paper umbrella Ning You handed over with a gift, and hurried out the door.

"Gu Qingsong!"

With the wind under her feet, she chased a few steps, and at the end of the corridor, she stopped his progress.

Hearing the familiar and cold woman's voice, Gu Qingsong looked back in surprise, and strode towards her, unable to suppress the ecstasy in his heart, he hugged her.

"Qi Li, how kind you are, I know, you have me in your heart, don't you?"

Qi Li carefully pushed him away, just lowered her head, and whispered: "Your Majesty ordered me to send you out of the palace!"

Fearing that he might misunderstand, she hurriedly explained.

The original smile instantly froze on his lips, and he took two steps back in disbelief.

It turns out that this is the feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

His eyes were full of disappointment, Qili handed him the umbrella uncomfortably.

With great difficulty, Gu Qingsong suppressed the continuous loss in his heart, forced a smile, but covered her head with an umbrella, and his voice was gentle and considerate.

"Thank you, ma'am, for my trouble, let's go!"

"En!" Responding as thinly as a mosquito, Qili stepped into the rain curtain together with him.

The way out of the palace was very long, and the two walked extremely slowly, but no one said a word along the way.

No matter how long the road is, there will be a time when it comes to an end. When this moment comes, it is parting.

Still unwilling to give up, he tried to make a final effort.

"Qi Li, if you let me stay, I won't leave, I will stay by your side, and I will take good care of you!"

His dark eyes looked at her, full of anticipation, but in the end Qili just turned her head away, holding the handle of the oil-paper umbrella tightly, her mind was in a mess.

"You don't need to worry about your master?" Qi Li said coldly: "Besides, I never need anyone to protect me!"

"Qi Li, are you really not giving us a chance for each other?" His voice was raised a little because of impatience, and he could hardly breathe because of the heartache.

And Qi Li's lips just spit out two words lightly.

"Take care of yourself!"

"..."

"Have you ever had a momentary heartbeat for me?"

She wanted to say, she didn't know.

But she said something involuntarily.

"No."

Her heart has long been entrusted to another man, so she is a heartless woman.

Hearing the 'no', Gu Qingsong felt as if his heart was being twisted.

Qi Li originally wanted to ask, she had already used up the medicine he gave her, so she wondered if there was any left. Since she had the medicine, she was no longer plagued by nightmares, sleepy and exhausted.

However, at this moment, she couldn't ask, and could only say the word 'take care'.

"Whenever you want to marry, just tell me, and I will marry you!"

He seemed to have adjusted his emotions, and after finishing speaking with a smile, he turned and left suddenly.

Seeing his back, which was soaked by the rain and gradually disappearing from sight, her heart suddenly ached, the kind of pain she had never had before.

Even if all the unfortunate things in the past are added together, it is not enough.

It is undeniable that she does have some reluctance in her heart. As the saying goes, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, and those impulses to stay are also suppressed in her heart.

Not for anything else, just for your own beliefs.

No betrayal.

Seeing Qili returning by herself, Mo Ziyuan was taken aback for a moment, then asked another question.

"Qi Li, Doctor Gu really left? Why didn't you keep him?"

"Go back to your mother, yes, the servant has no reason to keep him." Qi Li lowered her eyebrows and stood respectfully on one side.

"You have. If you really hate him that much, how could you use the medicine he gave you?"

Although Qili didn't say anything, Mo Ziyuan knew that he was Gu Qingsong's senior sister after all. She remembered that when he was in Snow Valley, Gu Qingsong prepared a medicine that he said would be given to his beloved woman in the future.

Just like that, Mo Ziyuan put her thoughts on the stage and said, Qili was embarrassed, but she couldn't refute.

She was right, she really didn't hate him.

Mo Ziyuan sighed, and just murmured: "Some people, you think you can meet again forever, and some things, you think you can continue without sudden accidents and departures. But, maybe when you turn around In an instant, some people will never be seen again, and some things will end here... Qili, I am not trying to persuade you to do anything, I just hope you follow your heart, everyone has the pursuit of happiness Rights, in life, the person who should be treated the least is yourself.”

She was not disappointed, Qili was indeed shocked by her words.

After a few seconds of indulging, the cold light in her eyes slowly melted away.

"Your Majesty, servant girl..."

As if she had made up her mind, she finally mustered up the courage.

"Go!" Mo Ziyuan hurriedly interrupted her, "Come on!"

Qi Li glanced at her clearly, finally nodded, and ran out at full speed.

She didn't even hold an umbrella, she was afraid of delaying a moment.

After about a cup of tea, Qi Li panted from the palace and ran to Gu's mansion, but heard the news that he had left.

He did.

Touching a porcelain vase in her bosom that had bottomed out, she walked back along the original road silently. She still didn't hold an umbrella, and let the tears flow sideways, mixed with the raindrops, and her face was covered with water. stains, but did not cry out half a sound.

"Qi Li..." Seeing her go and come back, her body was drenched, her hair disheveled, and her eyes glazed over, Mo Ziyuan already guessed a bit. 
Smoothing her messy hair behind her ears, Mo Ziyuan sighed softly, "Don't be sick, go and change your wet clothes first."

As if she just came back to her senses, she was startled suddenly, "Thank you, Madam, I will leave first!"

After Qili left, Mo Ziyuan took another look at Ningyou who was silent beside her.

This brother of the Gu family is really worrying.

The two caring people around her were both hurt by their brothers.

This Gu Zimo really didn't know how to worry, it had been several months, and there was still no progress with Ningyou.

However, she couldn't see that Ningyou was so determined. She had seen Gu Zimo show his favor to her several times, but she refused coldly.

As time goes by, the feelings that didn't have a deep foundation in the first place are even more difficult to get back together when they are broken.

It's not that she hasn't tried to comfort Ningyou, but she just repeated eight words about this matter.

It's hard to get rid of water, and it's hard to round a broken mirror.

"Ningyou."

"Miss."

Hearing Mo Ziyuan calling her suddenly, Ningyou's heart skipped a beat.

"Gu Qingsong has left, your cousin is fine."

"Thank you for your concern, Madam. Doctor Gu left a prescription before he left. It will take a long time for my cousin's illness to be cured. Fortunately, there is no serious problem."

Mo Ziyuan let out a light sigh, then asked again: "Is your cousin engaged?"

"This... the servant did not ask carefully."

"Ningyou, although Gu Zimo is a bit of a bastard, there is a saying that is good. There is always a few scumbags in life. This is understandable, but you can't deny everything just because one is bad. There are many good men, you have to seize the opportunity and don't belittle yourself."

Mo Ziyuan hoped that Ningyou could be truly happy, no matter if she accepted Gu Zimo or another man again.

When Ningyou heard it, she knelt down with a plop, her eager voice mixed with sobs.

"Your Majesty, is there something wrong with this servant? The servant has already sworn that from now on she will only serve by your side."

"Silly girl, everyone should have their own home, and that is your final harbor. I understand all your wishes, but it is precisely because of this that I cannot delay you."

Mo Ziyuan leaned forward to help her up, and explained to her patiently, "You are by my side protecting me and serving me with all your heart, I am grateful, and you also know that I never treat you as a Slave, just treat you as my younger sister, I hope you will be happy."

"Your Majesty, being by your side is happiness!"

A few black lines floated across his forehead, and Mo Ziyuan was speechless.

It's really hard to explain why a scholar meets a soldier.

"The happiness of a woman is that her husband and children are indispensable! Ningyou, do you understand?"

Ningyou nodded, "I understand."

"That's good!" Mo Ziyuan stroked the top of her head, feeling a little relieved, and finally convinced this stubborn woman.

"The happiness of the empress is the emperor and the children, and the happiness of the servants is the empress!"

What she said was extremely firm, but the corner of Mo Ziyuan's mouth twitched.

He rubbed his forehead with some headaches, and decided to go back to sleep again.

When I woke up again, it was already high in the sun, and the man who was supposed to come back a long time ago has not returned.

Since Tuobaye disappeared last night, her heart has been restless for a long time, and she always feels that something big is about to happen.

Jing Yu hadn't returned yet, and her restlessness was even worse.

After the remaining sliver of patience was exhausted, she was about to send someone to inquire about the news, but saw Jing Yu's slender figure come in with the curtain lifted.

There was nothing unusual about his expression, but there was an unconcealable tiredness in his eyes.

Seeing this, she felt a little sorry in her heart, and she always had leg cramps lately at night.

Even if she didn't cry out, just from her breathing, he knew all about her discomfort.

She always wakes up in the middle of the night and pinches her feet carefully.

Sleeping on the same bed with him every day, he has to endure desire, and he has to wait on her in the middle of the night. She has mentioned to him several times that it is better for the two of them to sleep in separate rooms, but he resolutely refuses to leave her because he cannot sleep. rejected her.

"Goldfish, why is it so late today? Is something wrong?"

"Nothing, how do you feel today, do you still want to vomit?"

He just simply skipped the word 'nothing', Mo Ziyuan didn't ask any more questions, but just followed his question to answer.

"Today is okay, I just miss you."

She wasn't shy either, she opened her arms and begged for a hug.

Holding him and feeling his strong heartbeat made me feel at ease.

After a moment of silence, she said softly, "Goldfish, let's sleep in separate rooms."

The man holding her in both hands trembled slightly, "Why do you say this again? Didn't you discuss it many times? Without you by my side, I can't sleep."

"Golden fish, you have a lot of things to do every day, and you still have to take care of me, a pregnant woman. Although I am really rich at this time, I am not weak. I don't want you to work so hard!"

After Jing Yu listened, she curled her lips into a smile, then gently scratched the tip of her nose, her eyes full of affection.

"Little fool, I don't think it's hard work. The hardest thing is you. You are pregnant with our child. What I have done is far from enough. Besides, I have never lied to you. I can't do it without you. Close your eyes peacefully."

Sniffing, this man's words can always make people's hearts ripple.

"Golden fish, am I being too greedy? You are such a good, such an excellent man, but I occupy you by myself. Sometimes I wonder, if I do this, will God not allow me... "

Jing Yu suddenly moved her upper lip and blocked her mouth.

"Yuan'er, you are not greedy, I am yours, but yours alone, and you are the same, only mine."

Because he lost it once, he was very afraid of her saying those words.

"Well, I'm just yours." Maybe pregnant women are all sentimental, but hearing him say that, tears filled her eyes, and they just fell down like this.

"Honey, I love you, don't cry!"

Hearing what she said, his heart was already hanging high, but now seeing her crying like rain, he was even more confused.

He hugged her waist, lowered his head and kissed her tear-stained face, and made a promise.

"Yuan'er, I won't make you regret marrying me!"

Mo Ziyuan sucked her nose while feeling his hot kiss.

It was originally just a comforting kiss, but in a charming atmosphere, the temperature gradually rose, from a delicate kiss to a frenetic one.

Then, apart from hugging and kissing, Jing Yu received another long-lost service.

Because of her morning sickness, he could only endure it every night, and he hadn't heard the numbness in his heart for a long time.

In the joy of unbridled love, she could only hear her hoarse voice calling him over and over again.

"Husband, husband..."

In broad daylight, Lapland Palace is playing a melodious movement.

Ningyou and Gu Zimo were guarding outside, and there was a lot of movement inside, so they naturally heard it clearly.

As the sound of the music got deeper and deeper, Ning You, who was no longer married to Yun Ying, was so ashamed that her face turned red into the colorful clouds in the sky.

"You'er, the emperor and empress are busy, you and I might as well avoid it for now."

Ningyou couldn't ask for it, the imperial palace was strictly guarded, and I believed that the queen would not want to be listened to by them, so she jumped up to the roof not far away.

After a while, Gu Zimo also came up.

He is also the queen's secret guard, although she does not want to be alone with him, there is nothing she can do about it.

The atmosphere fell into silence.

"You'er, how are you doing recently?"

As if he couldn't bear the rare time of the two of them to be silent like this, Gu Zimo struggled for a while, and finally opened his mouth.

"pretty good!"

Don't the two see each other every day?
How about her, isn't he clear about it?

Although she understood that it was just a small talk, she still answered him politely.

"Oh, all right!"

So, it was silent again.

Ning You secretly sighed.

I don't know when the empress will end, and she will be able to get out of this embarrassing situation.

From the bottom of her eyes, he seemed to see through her thoughts, his heart was slightly suffocated, and he smiled wryly, "I'm afraid they will have to wait a while."

Gu Zimo has always been cold and reticent, but now she thinks it's better to be like that Gu Zimo, at least it won't annoy her.

"Hehe, yes!"

She answered vaguely, her tone was flat, and her voice lacked the slightest warmth.

Today, the roles of the two are completely changed.

In the past, he always said all kinds of things quietly to him, but Gu Zimo just listened lightly.

But now, the person speaking has been replaced by Gu Zimo, but Ningyou is no longer lukewarm to him.

"By the way, You'er, I have an old robe, is it with you?"

Ningyou thought for a while before answering, "There is one thing. When I left your mansion that day, I had it in my bag, but the robe was old and torn all over the place. I thought you didn't want it anymore. .”

"Of course I want it. Although everyone likes the new and dislikes the old, I think the old ones are comfortable to wear and are more suitable for me."

What Gu Zimo said was a pun. When he packed Ningyou's baggage, he put that old robe on purpose.

It was like that at the beginning, just thinking that he would still meet her when he went to get the clothes.

How could Ningyou fail to understand the meaning contained between the lines in his words.

Her cheeks flushed suddenly, she turned her face away, and said, "I'll return it to you when I make it up!"

"You'er, I'm sorry to trouble you."

"Just a little thing."

"How is your cousin?"

The speed of his topic change was too fast, and Ning You was stunned for a moment before reacting.

"He's recovering well."

"Did they treat you well?"

"Very well, I am very happy now!"

The word "happy" she said now was like a sharp knife, piercing deeply into his abdominal cavity.

Leave him, so, she is very happy.

Gu Zimo's suddenly gloomy face made Ningyou realize that she seemed to have said something wrong. She quickly added: "Actually, I was very happy before and now. Although we are separated, I am still grateful to you." .”

But these words made Gu Zimo feel even more uncomfortable.

"You'er, I know what I say now, you can't turn back, and I won't force you to turn back, because I don't want to turn back, I just want to go forward and be with you."

He said a long list, Ningyou just smiled lightly.

"Well, we will be together, because our responsibility is to protect the empress!"

She deliberately misinterpreted his meaning, how could Gu Zimo refute it.

The two were chatting, and finally heard the emperor's order to prepare water, and then they realized that it was finally over.

Ning You breathed a sigh of relief.

"Go down first."

Before she jumped to the ground, Gu Zimo asked.

"In any case, do I have no chance?"

A faint sentence drifted into the air with the wind, although Ningyou heard it clearly, she didn't reply.

Because, this result, she has repeated countless times.

There's no way she's going back, not anyway.

Because if you miss it, you miss it, and if you miss it, you will live your life.

She is a person who admits death.

(End of this chapter)

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