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Chapter 181
Shen Wei expressed her forgiveness, but still refused to go back.

Later, when Shen Wei was in school, she would always receive a lot of gifts, counseling materials, and sometimes even some extra money from the card, all of which were unsigned. Shen Wei knew that this was Lu Xun's compensation. After accepting it, Qian Chenhua returned it through Lu Sheng.

I don't know when it started, every time Lu Xun came back from the team, he would come to see Shen Wei. Shen Wei told him not to buy things for himself, but he proposed to come and see her. At that time, he was probably really too young. Shen Wei She didn't know how to refuse, she was used to going to the bookstore to do homework and read books on weekends, when he came, sometimes she would sit quietly aside, not talking much, just sitting silently.

Gradually, Lu Xun entered Shen Wei's life in a special way. When he was not around, Shen Wei even felt a little uncomfortable, and sometimes worried about whether he would be in danger when he went on missions.

Even, when he disappears for a while and reappears, Shen Wei will feel happy.

After getting along, Shen Wei found that Lu Xun was not a bad person, he just had a reserved personality and was not good at speaking. He treated people he recognized very well, and showed his dislike to those he disliked without hiding it.

Maybe it was because she was used to having someone by her side, until Lu Xun didn't show up for three consecutive months, Shen Wei was worried.

Shen Wei ran to find Lu Sheng in a panic. Lu Sheng told her that something happened to Lu Xun. He died during the mission, but he didn't find the body. The Lu family didn't believe that Lu Xun died. Lu Sheng said he was going to find him elder brother.

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Later, Shen Wei's mother had an accident, fell ill, and had annoyed things with the Lin family. When her mother passed away, Shen Wei couldn't take care of herself, and couldn't take care of the Lu family at all.

After her mother passed away, Shen Hua followed Fu Jingchen. After so many years, Lu Sheng suddenly told her that he had news about Lu Xun.

Shen Wei was really shocked, a little dazed, a person who used to be so close to you suddenly disappeared, and suddenly appeared again.

Shen Hua didn't know how she felt about Lu Xun, her friend was still a big brother, but she was really sad after Lu Xun disappeared.

She also knew that before she separated from Fu Jingchen and met Lu Sheng, he took good care of her, and Shen Hua also asked Lu Sheng about Lu Xun.

Lu Sheng looked at her with complicated eyes, without saying a word every time.

At that time, Shen Hua was a single mother with Miaomiao, and Lu Sheng asked the child's father many times, but Shen Hua didn't say anything until Shen Hua refused Lu Sheng's help many times. Lu Sheng got drunk once, maybe after drinking To tell the truth, he said that he took care of her just to make himself feel better, because she lived well, and no matter where his brother was, he could feel at ease. Lu Sheng also said that the last time Lu Xun went on a mission, he wrote in his suicide note to his family Let Lu Sheng take care of her.

Shen Wei was a little silly at the time, and to be honest, she didn't believe it very much, she just thought it was Lu Sheng's nonsense.

Lu Sheng gave her a notebook, which contained Lu Xun's notes, and all the words in it were related to Shen Hua.

Only then did Shen Hua know that Lu Xun had a different feeling for her.

It was only then that Shen Wei knew that Lu Xun met her for the first time, and later came to see her and accompany her again and again, all of which were emotional changes.

He said that he was really prejudiced against her and hated her at first, but later he knew that he had wronged her, and he was really guilty and wanted to make it up, but in the process of making up, he learned about her experience and her situation. The feelings gradually turned into pity and distress.

Shen Hua also saw a powerful sentence in that notebook: Maybe seeing her come out of school that day, with a high ponytail, so young, with a face full of youthful vitality, a bright smile, clear and bright eyes, generous The school uniform made her thinner, but like a sunflower, she worked hard to grow. I want to take care of her forever, accompany her, and wait for her to grow up, like a friend, like a relative, if possible, maybe also is a lover.

　Lu Xun is the male second, so this memory is a bit too much
　　
　
(End of this chapter)