Concubine Chongxi: Binding the Medicine Jar to the Master

Chapter 291 If You Fall, Who Will Protect You?

The summer of this year left the world with a kind of panic.Just because I looked through the old almanacs, there is no summer that goes so fast in any year.

Between day and night, summer flowers die, and the wind is bleak.

People in Xiqi City also often mentioned that at the end of summer in Xin Chou's year, by the side of the ten-mile post road between Qishan and Xiqi City, thousands of Tumi flowers withered and turned into snow.

Ten miles are all plains.

Afterwards, the autumn wind blew overnight, blowing Jinxiu into ashes.

Under the hexagonal pavilion in the other courtyard, Baili Jiuge was dressed in red, sitting on a wooden chair, holding a lapel in his arms.

It has been two days since she came back, and on the day she just came back, when she saw Jin'er, all the emotions she had suppressed in her chest, along with the little baby's laughter, turned into tears that burst the embankment.

She just felt that she was so tired. For this family, she was so tired that she didn't know how to persevere.

She thought back then that she gave up her life and death in the execution ground of the imperial capital because she could exchange Mo Li's life.

In the Tower of Nine Deaths, she did not hesitate because she wanted to rescue Mo Li who was tortured by the double Yin-Yang curse.

And now?She not only has Mo Li, but also Jin'er, but what can she start to change?I have never given up hope in my heart, but where can I find hope?

It was Si Long's blood, which dyed Baili Jiuge's entire field of vision red, reminding her of the fact that Si Long was dead, and the cold bloody smell made her almost unable to breathe.

Baili Jiuge numbly hugged her tights, and pressed her face against her immature cheeks.It seemed that only the warmth in his arms could disperse the cruel blood.

Not far from the pavilion, Mo Li stood quietly, with pity and desolation in his brows and eyes.

It's been two days since he came back, and Jiu Ge has always been so depressed. He rarely talked to him, but just sat silently with his arms around him.

Mo Li had never seen such a depressed Baili Jiuge before, and she knew in her heart that it was Si Long's death that hit her too hard.

Opening his lips, he wanted to call Baili Jiuge, but Mo Li felt that his throat was being torn, it was too bitter.He could only swallow his voice, lowered his eyes and sighed.

Wen Yang looked for it now, saw Mo Li, gave a salute, and said: "The empress dowager has missed the little county master for the past two days, please ask the concubine Shizi to take the little county master to Yannian hall for a walk."

Mo Li said: "Jiu Ge is in a low mood, talking to the Empress Dowager's grandmother may make it better...you can go with her."

"Me?" Wen Yang asked, "Your Highness, aren't you going?"

Mo Li sighed: "In the past two days, she seldom talked to me. She must have a knot in her heart. The more she sees me, the more she is afraid that I will abandon her and go to hell alone. How can I not know this kind of feeling? You accompany her Palace."

Wen Yang agreed to come down, then went to Futing, and told Baili Jiuge about the Queen Mother's summons.When Wenyang helped Baili Jiuge out of the pavilion, Mo Li had already left quietly.

Sitting in the carriage, Baili Jiuge hugged his lap in a daze.Wen Yang tried to find something to say, but saw that Baili Jiuge was unwilling to speak up. In the end, Wen Yang had to ride the horse with Yufeng, sighing in a low voice.

When she arrived at Yannian Hall, the queen mother didn't see Jin'er for a few days, and happily carried Jin'er away.

Baili Jiuge didn't know how to force a smile, so he had to put on a stiff smile and try to answer every question of the Queen Mother, Wen Yang was always beside him to help.

"By the way, Jiu Ge, your father hasn't seen Jin'er for several days, so you can hold Jin'er and show your father."

The queen mother's words seemed to come from a distant turret. Baili Jiuge slowly recovered and nodded, "I see...Wenyang, you are waiting for me in Yannian Palace."

"Okay, slow down, Princess Concubine."

Baili Jiuge didn't speak any more, and walked out of Yannian Hall alone, towards Linhua Hall.

Along the way, I was absent-minded, palaces, towers, pavilions, flowers and trees, everything was swaying in front of my eyes, just like the state of mind of Baili Jiuge.

Where is the road, and where is Linhua Palace... She doesn't know, just like a lost bird, walking insanely.

When passing through a plum grove, a nun was holding on to a pair of scissors, cutting off all the bad growth branches.

Seeing Baili Jiuge passing by, a strange light flashed in the eyes of the nanny, and she immediately called out: "Isn't this the concubine? This old servant has seen the concubine." Blessing the body, "Concubine, what do you want to do?" Where to?"

Baili Jiuge looked at this nanny in a daze, what was she talking about?By the way, I was asking where I was going...

"I'll take Jin'er to show my father."

The mother said with a smile: "It must be that the king misses the little county master. I heard that the day the little county master was born, the king was so happy from ear to ear. This old slave really wants to congratulate the princess."

The word "happiness" is full of bitterness to today's Baili Jiuge.

The mother said again: "But Shi Zifei went the wrong way. The Linhua Palace is not this direction, but the other side." Pointing to it.

Baili Jiuge nodded numbly and passed by.Everything around her seemed to have nothing to do with her, so she just locked herself up, not noticing that a fierce light flashed in the eyes of the nanny behind her.

Behind the plum trees, Gu Lian wore a peach blossom and misty skirt, walked by with lotus steps, just looking at this side, and then saw that the nun behind Baili Jiuge slowly stretched out a dagger from under her sleeve...

Gu Lian was shocked, she almost screamed, she covered her mouth, she caught sight of two crows perched on the plum tree, she picked up a stone and threw it towards the crows.

"Karr—" Two crows croaked and flew away, the sudden noise startled the mother.

Baili Jiuge looked back and smiled foolishly: "So it's a crow..."

"Uh, yes, yes, it's just a crow." Mammy squeezed a cold sweat in her heart, but fortunately she put the dagger back into her sleeve in time.

With lingering fears in her heart, Mammy slipped away in fear, "Concubine Shi Zi, please go slowly, this old servant will leave first."

"Oh, good." Baili Jiuge responded and continued walking.

Gu Lian was annoyed when she saw the nanny walking away, and rushed out quickly, blocking Baili Jiuge's way, "Jiuge, what's wrong with you, how could you be so careless?"

Baili Jiuge was startled, looking at the delicate and beautiful face in front of her, twisting gently, blaming her...

She asked, "Gu Lian, what's wrong?"

Gu Lian was both angry and scared and said: "You asked me what's wrong, do you know that the nanny just took out a dagger from her sleeve and was about to stab you in the back. I saw that you didn't react at all. , and quickly smashed two crows!"

Baili Jiuge was stunned, and smiled in a trance: "Thank you, Gu Lian, it was you who saved me."

"Jiu Ge..." Gu Lianmei's eyes rolled and dewdrops formed.Then, as soon as she snatched Jin'er back, she raised her hand and slapped Baili Jiuge across the face.

"Gu, Gu Lian?!" The burning pain made Baili Jiuge wake up like a dream, and she covered half of her swollen face in shock.

She didn't expect that Gu Lian would hit her.

Gu Lian slapped this slap, and tears flowed from her eyes. She scolded miserably: "We all know the pain in your heart, and we also know that you are going to be exhausted. But you can't fall, if even you fall After that, who will protect Jin'er? If you continue to be depressed like this, what will Jin'er do?!"

Gu Lian's words, like a basin of cold water poured on Baili Jiuge's body, went straight to the bottom of her heart, and she became sober in an instant that she couldn't wake up again.

Yes!She was the one who stabbed her just now, will someone stab her in the future?If Gu Lian hadn't protected her just now, would that nanny have hurt her even with her skirt?She can't fall, if even she falls, who will protect Jin'er in the future?
Jin'er is so young, so immature... How could she bear to be depressed and let Jin'er lose her mother's protection?

She still has a jin'er, she must be strong and stand up again to protect her jin'er!
Seeing Baili Jiuge in a daze, Gu Lian cried and stuffed her back into her arms, wiping her tears and mourning: "I'm sorry Jiuge, I really don't want to see you go on like this...you blocked me for me back then. Get off Yin Haoyu, block Dai Dai, I hope Jiuge like that can come back soon...you always believe in the future and never give up..."

Never give up...

Baili Jiuge's heart shook violently, and tears blurred his eyes at that moment.

She was wrong!She shouldn't be depressed!This hurts Mo Li, Gu Lian, Jin'er, everyone...

She was so stupid that she almost forgot that Phoenix can only be reborn from nirvana after experiencing many trials of death.

She wants to be strong again and continue to walk all the way. There are still so many days ahead, so there are still so many hopes...

Baili Jiuge couldn't help hugging her waist tightly, feeling the warmth.

Jin'er's body was very warm, and this warm feeling seemed to be a powerful encouragement.There is an incredible magical power in the bond of affection between mother and daughter, which gradually makes Baili Jiuge smile.

Thinking about the grievances and grievances between him and Si Long in the past, nothing is important anymore. That sad life died in the end to protect her, and all the resentment returns to ashes.

But the road ahead has to go on as before. Not only can she not fall down, but she must also firmly tell herself that there is no unparalleled road.

Holding Jin'er, Baili Jiuge smiled gratifiedly: "Jin'er, don't worry, I will protect you with all my strength. I will not give up Mo Li's yin and yang curse, at worst, I will give up everything I can! "

Saying this, she swallowed all the grief and bitterness together, and suddenly found that it wasn't that painful when she swallowed it.

Baili Jiuge is thankful that she has Jin'er, and the little doll in her arms is the blood she shares with Mo Li. Seeing Jin'er's smiling face, her heart finally ignites from the ashes.

Jin'er, thank goodness you're still here!
As long as I have you, I can cheer up and persevere!
Looking at the sisters in front of him again, Baili Jiuge smiled deeply: "Gu Lian, thank you for waking me up, I've made you worry about it for the past few days."

Gu Lian sobbed and smiled coquettishly: "It's good that you can cheer up again, so that Mr. Mo Yi and I can rest assured."

"Gu Lian..." Thank you, really thank you for having you as a friend.

(End of this chapter)