We all loved Bai Yueguang

Chapter 10
All disasters are experienced at that moment.

Life and death, being abandoned, betrayed, and deceived, wave after wave, like a sudden wave, which cannot be resisted.

After half a month, Aunt Na was finally discharged from the hospital.

The doctor solemnly told Dora, "She may collapse at any time, you must always pay attention..."

Dora nodded.

It turned out that Aunt Na was also a stubborn person. She ignored Dora's dissuasion and insisted on going home, "Dora, come on, stop talking... I know my own body..."

How could Dora beat her.

Thinking about it, too, if she wasn't such a stubborn and persistent person, how could she guard her love for Dora's father and spend most of her life alone.

At night, Dora saw Aunt Na hiding in the room secretly flipping through the photo album.

She turned her back to Dora. Although her elderly body was thin, she could still see that she had already become out of shape. Vicissitudes.

Dora coughed lightly and called, "Aunt Na!"

Aunt Na turned around and smiled slightly, "Dora, come, come here."

Dora walked meekly to Aunt Na and sat down. Aunt Na gently flipped through the photo album and almost sighed, "Sometimes I can't believe it, so many years have passed in a blink of an eye, youth and youth are gone in a blink of an eye, love The person who passed away, can never see each other again..."

Dora felt sad, and couldn't help holding Aunt Na's arm tightly, and shouted again, "Aunt Na!"

Aunt Na patted her hand and said softly: "Dora, your father has never asked me for anything in his life. He only asked me to take care of you for him, but I can't even do this... "

Tears welled up in Dora's eyes.

She stood up, "Aunt Na, I'm a little hungry, I'm going to cook instant noodles."

Aunt Na held her down, "Listen to me, Dora, you are not willing to tell me clearly, your Aunt Na is not an ignorant woman and child in the country, you can check what disease you have on the Internet, it doesn't matter, let it be liver cancer Well, stomach cancer is just a disease...everyone will leave one day, it's okay...really..."

Dora couldn't control it any longer, and she burst into tears, "Aunt Na, I won't let you get sick, I won't let you leave! I hate you leaving me one by one!"

She waved her hand willfully, and the desk lamp on the small table fell down and shattered to the ground. She turned her head and ran out the door.

It was already June, the sky was lightly raining, and the bluestone road was wet. Dora slipped and fell after running two steps.She was only wearing knee-length pants, and when she fell like this, her knee was smashed immediately, and the heart-pounding pain immediately penetrated her whole body. She fell on the ground and wept wantonly.

Even when she heard the news of her father's death, she did not let herself be sad.She has been working hard to keep the sadness in her heart and cover up her sadness well. In just a short time, she has gradually understood that the world is cold and cold, and no one is obliged to be responsible for her grief.

The light rain continued, and she gradually felt cold.

Suddenly someone said softly, "Okay, that's enough."

She was taken aback, and suddenly raised her head. In the vast rain and fog, a tall figure stood quietly. He seemed to have stood there for a long time, but he didn't extend a helping hand to her, so he could only look at her leisurely.

She was filled with grief and anger for a moment, thinking of his parents, just like this, watching her father be taken away calmly a few months ago.The two of them are famous for their deep friendship. Even though Dora was young, she could vaguely hear rumors that her father and his father, one in business and the other in politics, cooperated closely with each other and benefited each other.But as soon as something happened to her father, his father immediately backed away, wishing to break away from them all at once.

She will never forget in her whole life that he sent her to the door of the house and was forcibly dragged away by the aunt sent by her parents.Until she left N city and stepped on the bus bound for Haicheng, none of them appeared again.

All disasters are experienced at that moment.Life and death, being abandoned, betrayed, and deceived, wave after wave, like a sudden wave, which cannot be resisted.

During those nights when she was awakened by nightmares, she once hated him deeply.

Not just because he lied to her, but because, when she needed him most, he abandoned her.

His explanation is really reasonable, he is just a child, or, he has never encountered a storm, and he also has timidity in his heart.In any case, she thought she had forgiven him.

But it turns out that this forgiveness needs to be done on a calm day.If the tide surges, those old hatreds will come to my heart one after another.

For example at this time.

She conveniently picked up the fine gravel on her body and threw it at him.With little strength and small stones, half of them missed, but half of them hit him.

He didn't dodge or dodge, just stood there quietly.

She hated it and yelled, "Why don't you run away!"

He just said: "Okay, go back, Aunt Na is very worried about you."

She contradicted him rudely, "Leave it alone!"

He walked a few steps closer, squatted down, his face was close to hers, the rain made his hair stick to his forehead, the sky was dark, and his eyes were as bright as stars.

He said, "Get up!"

She ignored him, but the scar between his brows reminded her how much he tolerated her.

She stared at him blankly, with infinite despair surging in her heart.So what, maybe one day, he will still leave her behind.

As if he knew what she was thinking, he lifted her up, stared at her, and said softly, "I will never leave you again. Don't underestimate me, Dora."

He clearly remembered those chaotic days, when he was locked in the room by his mother, and he smashed the window glass, but Uncle Jiang stood in front of the window, staring at him motionless.He hated himself for being too weak to resist, so he was easily subdued by his mother.

When he was lying on the bed, thinking about her expression at the moment of the sudden change, she looked at him - he had never seen her like that before, of course, he had never been given such a strange and resentful look by her Watched.Thinking of this made his heart ache.

That was the girl he had vowed to protect and love since he was a child.

Guilt and remorse, the loathing of himself, tormented him for countless days.

When he finally came to Haicheng and saw her again, he comforted and encouraged himself that it was okay, from now on, he would never let her get hurt again.He will always be by her side, and the promises he made will be fulfilled one by one in the future.

He stretched out his hand lightly, smoothed her wet hair gently and slowly, and said pretending to be relaxed: "Aunt Na said, when you go back, bring her a bowl of bean curd."

Her chest heaved and she finally calmed down.

She looked at him, "Aunt Na called you?"

He nodded. "The doctor said that patients need to be happy."

Dora's heart trembled, and she immediately felt guilty, "Hmm..."

He dropped the topic, "Your results in the monthly exam this month don't seem to be very good, and the final exam will be next month. You have to work harder. Don't let Aunt Na down."

Dora lowered her head and said after a while, "I'm sorry..."

He raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and the corners of his eyes and brows were filled with narrow smiles, "Do you really feel sorry for me? I'm a little cold, give me a hug..."

She stared at him, "You are getting more and more outrageous."

He said with a playful smile, "Then I'll give you a hug..."

Before he finished speaking, she had already actively leaned forward, he was so tall, her head was just resting in the socket of his neck, her ears were pressed against his chest, enough to hear his heartbeat.

He was taken aback, and was at a loss for a while.

In just a short moment, she pushed him away and smiled at him, "Okay, I'm leaving."

The rain stopped, and a faint crescent moon quietly emerged from the sky.The clouds are shallow, mixed in the dark sky, very soft and beautiful.

The Moonlight Road is as profound and quiet as usual, someone’s window is leaking light, some people are still watching TV, and the indistinct dialogue sound is like the sound of electricity in a radio.

He heard his own heartbeat.

Gentle and joyful.

Because of Aunt Na's poor health, Dora submitted an application for midday day study to the school.Haicheng High School has dormitories, but after all, in a small city, the vast majority of local children basically leave school with a card every night and go home to live.Dora and Zhou Everyday, Zhou Xusheng and Chen Hao belong to this list.

The application was quickly approved, and Zhou Zhou was very disappointed, and also clamored for a midday day study. Without Dora in the dormitory, it was almost meaningless.

Dora was very rude and reminded her, "Student, you like Chen Hao."

Zhou Zhou answered, "This year pays attention to multi-faceted development..."

Dora returned her gagging look.

Zhou Zhou got serious, "Hey, help me analyze it."

Dora said: "Huh? Chen Hao's eyes or movements?"

Zhou Zhou gave her a blank look, "It's my mother. Recently, she often stays at home. Every night when she comes home, she is only watching TV. When she wakes up in the middle of the night, she is still watching TV."

Dora didn't take it seriously, "You used to blame her for not being at home all the time, but now you feel annoyed when she is always at home."

Zhou Zhou shook her head, "It's not annoying, but strange." She frowned slightly, "My intuition tells me that something happened."

Dora smiled, "I think it's only serious if you hurry up and worry about the final exam next month."

Zhou Zhou said: "She has also learned to smoke. She secretly smokes in the middle of the night." She was annoyed, "It's not like her anyway!"

Dora had no choice but to comfort her, "Maybe she has lost too much in mahjong recently, and she is not in a good mood. It's okay, don't think too much about it. Well, let's go to the north of the city to eat roll noodles, shall we?"

A paper airplane landed on the desks of the two of them, followed by Chen Hao's voice, "Where are you going? I'm going too."

Dora said: "Who wants you to go!"

Zhou said every day: "Okay, okay!"

Chen Hao leaned over to their desks, looked at Dora sadly, "Why do I feel like I haven't seen you for three lives..."

Dora stood up and waved her hands, "Well, every time, you socialize, I'll go out and vomit for a while..."

She took the book and walked out the door.

Chen Hao's wailing came from behind, "Xu Duola, you..."

When Zhou Zhou proposed to go to the north of the city to eat roll noodles, Dora also reminded her, "Hey, didn't you say Chen Hao's one?"

Weekly said: "Yes."

It is clear that the heart is not wilting.

The taxi stopped at the entrance of the alley in Luoyang, Zhou Zhou jumped out of the car, looked around, and then picked a wooden stick from the pile of firewood in the corner.She squeezed the wooden stick in her hand, as if trying to feel it, and then smiled with satisfaction.

Dora was puzzled and couldn't help asking, "Hey, what are you doing?"

Zhou Zhou murmured, "You pick one too."

Dora laughed horribly, "Hey, maybe there is something wrong with you." She stretched out her hand exaggeratedly to touch Zhou's forehead.

Zhou Zhou shook his head every time, avoided her hand, and gave her a sneaky smile, "If you tell you to take it, take it, it's useful!"

Seeing that Dora was standing still, she simply picked out another stick from the pile of firewood and stuffed it into Dora's hand, "Follow me!"

Dora was baffled by her, but seeing that she was already walking forward, she had no choice but to trot to keep up.

In front of him is the roll noodle shop that he just visited not long ago, Zhou Zhou stepped into the door aggressively, without saying a word, he picked up his stick and smashed it in a fit of anger.

It was noon, and there were quite a lot of customers in the shop, and they were immediately petrified by the sudden violence.

Dora was taken aback, and rushed up, trying to grab Zhou Zhou, "Wong, you are crazy!" She shouted anxiously and angrily.

Zhou Zhou stopped her hands and said loudly, "Everyone, my boss has something to do, everyone, please come back." After saying this, she kicked a stool over.

The customers in the store all looked sideways, with surprise and dissatisfaction on their faces, but they always had nothing to do with them, so they left one after another.

The waiter in the small shop rushed up, grabbed the wooden stick in Zhou Zhouji's hand, and sternly shouted, "What are you doing? Stop!"

The waiter was tall and burly, Zhou Zhou was not afraid, he raised his head, "Get out of the way!"

The proprietress sent a message from the side, "Xiao Li, get out of the way! Let her go!"

Dora was terrified, and glanced at the proprietress. She was leaning against the window with folded arms, and looked at Zhou Weekly indifferently, as if she was watching a vexatious child.

Dora snorted again, "Every time!"

Zhou Zhou hurriedly turned his head back with tears on his face, "Didn't you see that, such a low-key, simple vixen!"

Dodo was puzzled, "Huh? What?"

Zhou Zhou pointed at the proprietress in resentment, "That's her! My father wants to divorce my mother because of her!"

Dora was shocked, and murmured, "No way..."

Although this woman is good-looking, but Zhou Everyday's father has been in the mall for many years, and he has never seen any kind of woman. He should know the rules of playing around the corner, and there is no truth worthy of trust when pushing a cup and changing a cup.How could he want a divorce for such a woman?A home that has been laboriously built is to be left behind.He is crazy.Aren't women outside just for teasing?

Zhou Zhou turned her head around, with a hot stick in her hand, and slammed it around. Dora looked at Zhou Wu at a loss, and then at the vixen. , "Xiao Li, make two cups of milk tea."

Zhou Zhou heard it too, and rushed to her, almost poking her finger on the forehead, "Why are you so shameless!"

The woman remained calm, and turned her head to ask the waiter, "Is the milk tea ready? These two ladies are thirsty..."

Zhou Zhou was very angry, "Who wants to drink your stinky milk tea!"

The woman smiled slightly, "Go ahead and smash it after drinking it. Anyway, your father will help me buy a new one!"

Every time Zhou Zhou listened to it, the wooden stick in his hand knocked over immediately, "You stinky bitch!"

The woman didn't dodge, the stick hit her arm directly, Dora screamed, and often froze, the woman couldn't help frowning in pain, but still tried to maintain her demeanor, "Are you happy?" She said coldly Looking at each time, "The only thing I can tell you is that your father has proposed to me many times, and I have never promised him. Do you understand? I don't care about him!"

Every time he looked at her blankly.She told the waiter, "Clean up and go home, rest today." Gu Zi turned back to the back hall.

It seemed to Dora that they had all lost the battle.

When walking on the way home, often has been silent.

Dora did not dare to make a sound.

It is okay to come to Xingshi to inquire about crimes, but suddenly find that what I desperately want to rob and maintain is actually given to other people who are not willing to accept it. This feels terrible.

Dora said: "Let's have dinner with Chen Hao. This weekend, we can have a drink secretly."

Zhou Zhou shook his head, "No, I want to go back to stay with my mother."

Dora had to watch her go.

The back is still so delicate and charming, but full of sadness.

Dora ran to find Chen Hao.

This is her first visit to his house.

The house is very old and small.It is hard to imagine that the children living in such a house are also studying in the famous Haicheng High School.

No one is there.

Dora waited for a long time before Chen Hao came back.

He was driving a tricycle, wearing a cheap vest, and sweating all over his head. He was surprised when he saw Dora, but he immediately smiled and called, "Hi!" He jumped out of the car, his voice full of joy , "come to me?"

Dora also smiled, "Student, you seem to be very busy recently."

He was very happy, "Do you miss me?" He said old-fashionedly: "Oh, I know you girls..." as if he had experience.

Dora didn't expose him, but just looked at him with a smile.

He was embarrassed at first, "My dad is busy recently, and I will help him when I have time. He is working hard to save money and experience, and plans to open a small convenience store by himself."

It can be seen that he is very proud of his father's repentance.

Dora said heartily, "That's great." She smiled and asked him, "You've learned to drive."

He said: "Yes, in order to be able to help Dad, I worked overtime to study during this time. After Dad's shop opens, he will be the boss, and I will help him with shopping and so on."

Dora nodded, "What a good boy."

Chen Hao blinked, "Just to praise me?"

Dora raised her chin, "I'm always in a bad mood."

(End of this chapter)