We all loved Bai Yueguang

Chapter 20 It's just the beginning (2)
Zhou Zhou was confused, and murmured: "Dora, that's a good question, do I still love him? When I knew he wasn't dead, I wished I could hug him right away. I thanked God all night long. The kindness, but I really saw him, and I suddenly felt that he is so far away from me..." She turned her head slightly, and smiled hard at Dora, "The man I met on a blind date last time, his surname is Lu, He called me today and asked me out for dinner tomorrow. Maybe I should text him and tell him I'd love to."

Dora nodded, "Don't force yourself."

It's just a life.In just a few decades.

The two of them still occupy a sofa alone and watch TV until they fall asleep from sleepiness.

They go out together in the early morning, and every time Zhou goes to Haoguang, Dora runs to "Little Beautiful Feet."

Fei'er was earlier than her and was cooking noodles with Xiao Li.As soon as he saw her, he said, "Dora, Xiao Li is on vacation these few days, he can accompany me in the store, and you can go if you have something to do."

Dora turned on the TV conveniently, and replied, "I'm also bored at home."

Xiao Li interjected, "I'm so envious."

The nature of his work is special, and he hardly takes a vacation throughout the year. He always feels sorry for Feier for this, but he can only send her to work early every day to show his love.This time it was rare for the superior to grant him a three-day vacation, which really made him overjoyed. The two discussed it, and there was no need to deliberately take a vacation. They took advantage of this free time to find a decoration company and finalize the decoration plan.

Dora was puzzled, "The house hasn't been sold yet, so it's scheduled to be renovated?"

Fei'er said: "Time is fast, Dora. You see, it's already June, and Haoguang has decided to advance the opening in July. Most of them are existing houses."

Dora asked: "Xiao Li, is the person you are looking for reliable?"

Xiao Li said firmly: "100%."

Dora continued to ask, "How did you know each other?"

Xiao Li smiled, "It's just a coincidence, I have an old colleague's cousin who happens to work in Haoguang, and once we had dinner together, I mentioned that I wanted to buy a house, and he agreed to help."

Dora felt incredible, "So simple?"

Xiao Li said: "When I was in the detention center in the city, I was the best friend with this colleague."

Dora's heart skipped a beat when she first heard the city detention center. She stared at Xiao Li suddenly, and asked in a trembling voice, "You used to work in the city detention center?"

Xiao Li replied, "Yes. It happened many years ago."

Fei'er came over with the bowls and chopsticks and exclaimed, "Hey, the water is boiling!"

Xiao Li said "Oh", hurriedly opened the lid of the pot, and poured the noodles in hastily, Fei'er complained, "Look at you..."

Dora closed her eyes slightly, and asked softly, "Were you there in 04?"

Xiao Li replied in his busy schedule, "Yes."

Duo stretched his hands to get the chopsticks, "That year, a suspect in your institute committed suicide. Do you know about this?"

Her hands trembled uncontrollably.

How does the book describe such a situation, "There is no place to find if you break through the iron shoes?" "It doesn't take much effort to get it?"

Xiao Li was taken aback, "How do you know?"

Fei'er looked at Dora, "What's wrong, Dora?"

Dora couldn't help choking, "Can you tell me? What's going on?"

Xiao Li seemed to be guessing a bit, "Ah, Dora..." He handed the bowl in his hand to Fei'er, cleared his throat, "Actually, I don't know the details, but I just ran out when I heard the noise all of a sudden. Look, I was coaxed into the door as soon as I arrived, and then a special meeting was held in the institute, emphasizing that no discussion, no leaking..."

Dora's heart ached fiercely, "He...why..."

Xiao Li replied, "I also heard people say that they deliberately relaxed their guard at that time and specially provided him with a chance to commit suicide!"

Fei'er was taken aback, "Hey, don't talk nonsense."

Xiao Li said: "The comrades in the detention center were basically transferred away."

Fei'er was very disturbed, "Dora, why are you asking this?"

Dora collected herself, "Oh, that man is a relative of mine."

Xiao Li heaved a sigh of relief, "Oh... so..." His expression relaxed, "At that time, he was calm on the surface, but in fact, everyone was talking about it in private. The person who committed suicide was related to a bridge crossing case. Everyone guessed that he It’s just a scapegoat, and if he dies, a happy group of people will be happy.”

Dora tried hard to resist the turmoil in her heart, and echoed, "I also heard from relatives..." She turned her head and told Fei'er, "Fei'er, the roll paper seems to be used up, you go and buy two rolls Come on?"

Fei'er replied, "Oh, good."

She took out two change notes from the drawer, and Xiao Li called, "Hurry up, the noodles are ready to eat right away."

After Fei'er went out, Dora asked, "Xiao Li, I want you to tell me, that person... who was the last person to visit the suspect before he committed suicide?"

Xiao Li's expression suddenly hesitated, "Dora..."

Dora chuckled, "I don't believe you don't know."

Speaking of this, Xiao Li had to cough lightly, looked around unconsciously, and said softly, "It's a big leader. This matter is very confidential, and basically no one knows, but it just so happened that when the leader went out, he followed I made a face to face."

Dora raised her heart in her throat, "This leader is surnamed Zhou, isn't he?"

Xiao Li laughed dryly, "You are very smart, Dora." He waved his hand, "It's the past, don't mention it. Come on, the noodles are ready and ready to eat."

Dora only felt that her heart, like a high-altitude roller coaster out of control, was falling unscrupulously into the abyss.

The sky light loses all color at this moment.The whole world suddenly became pitch black.Freezing everywhere.

In the middle of the night, Dora developed a high fever.

She dreams incessantly.All kinds.

Mother, father, Zhou Xusheng, Uncle Zhou, Aunt Xia, Aunt Na, and Chen Hao, every time they appeared in her dreams in turn, they all rushed to talk to her, and then left her one by one.

She heard herself crying.Hoarse.

She saw herself standing on the moonlight road, the night was endless and there was no moonlight.

She seemed to realize something and suspected that this was a dream, so she struggled hard to wake up, but she bumped left and right, her whole body was sore and limp, and her forehead was sweating, but the dream was still heavy, mercilessly immobilizing her.

She became anxious.Cry wantonly.yell.Exhausted all the strength.

"Dora, Dora!"

Someone shook her arm vigorously, as if cold water had been poured on her head, she jerked violently, opened her eyes suddenly, and sat up.

"Dora, what's the matter with you?"

It is every week.

She looked at Dora anxiously, "Sick?" She touched Dora's forehead, "Oh my God, it's so hot. Sit still."

She hurried to the bathroom to fetch hot water, carefully wiped Dora's face, turned her body, lifted her clothes rudely, and wiped her back.

After finishing all this, she pulled the towel and covered Xu Duola tightly, "I'll make some ginger syrup, and cut a piece of ginger for you to shave your forehead."

Dora said nothing, and was submissively at her mercy.

Zhou Zhou brought ginger slices quickly, and scraped Dora's temples vigorously back and forth, "Do you feel better?"

Dora nodded.

Zhou Zhou suddenly felt emotional, "So, people must get married and live alone. If something goes wrong, ghosts don't know."

Dora smiled wearily, "Is that so? Is that what marriage is for?"

Zhou said sadly: "So is it for love? How many people have that kind of luck? You can marry and have children with your beloved? You? Or me?"

Dora suddenly burst into tears, which frightened Zhou Zhou.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? What did I say wrong? Hey, don't cry, don't cry..." In the end, Lian Chang also started to cry.

Dora pressed her heart to her breast.

My heart hurts.

There was never a moment when she understood so clearly that she and Shengsheng were separated from each other.She had deceived herself countless times that Uncle Zhou was actually not at fault for her father's suicide, but in fact, it was him who sent the death notice to her former brother and friend.

So far, Dora has been able to confirm that the reason why her father committed suicide was completely hinted by Uncle Zhou.Someone has to be responsible for this disaster. He has been exposed in broad daylight anyway, so he simply took it to the end and exchanged a death for the safety of others.And Dora's future and happiness are the promise they made to him.Of course he didn't refuse.

Crying for too long, my voice is hoarse.

Every now and then, she became frightened, "Dora, don't scare me..."

She frantically tried to call Zhou Xusheng, "I asked Zhou Xusheng to come over..."

Dora didn't know where the strength came from, and grabbed Chang Mei's hand, "Don't look for him." Her eyes were red and swollen, her lips and teeth were dull, "From now on, don't look for him again. We're done."

Zhou Zhou looked at her suspiciously, and asked, "Why? What happened?" She became anxious, "Did he fall in love with another woman?"

Dora didn't know how to elaborate. In this world, there is no clear and accurate answer. All she can rely on is her own heart.

"Don't ask. Every now and then." Dora sniffed, trying to calm herself down. "Let me sleep for a while, just sleep for a while."

Seeing that her complexion was not right, Chang Chang didn't dare to ask any more questions, so he could only say: "Then go to sleep."

Dora nodded and lay down again.

She closed her eyes, thinking she would not be able to sleep.But in fact, she soon fell asleep.

Not a single dream.

Heaven really favors me.In her dream, she still thought gratifiedly.

When I woke up, the sky was bright, the house was quiet, Chang Chang had already gone out, and there was still an electric saucepan plugged into the small stove in the kitchen, and there was a thick and fragrant mustard porridge with minced meat boiling in it.

There are also frequent text messages in the phone, "Eat more."

Dora washed up a bit, and filled a bowl full of porridge for herself. She had no appetite, but swallowed hard.

Eat more, and you will have enough strength to resist sadness.Have the courage to start over.

I went out and bought a new phone card first.

In fact, she didn't think of a better way, so she had to do so.Of course, he can always find her, but he should guess at the meaning of this.

My heart really hurts.

She had just decided to commit her life to him.It was not easy for them to guard the cloud together.

She went to the store by bus.

Fei'er and Xiao Li sat in front of the computer with their heads together, arguing passionately about what should be the main color of the background wall in the living room.

Dora took the rag and began to clean the shoe rack in earnest.Even every pair of sample shoes is not spared.

Fei'er finally felt something was wrong, raised her head and asked, "Dora, what's wrong with you?"

Dora felt helpless, "You feel strange when I'm serious, what should I do?"

Xiao Li said: "It's such a difficult thing to be a human being."

A couple laughed.

Dora said: "I told Feier, I'll give you a day off today, you two go, don't block my eyes here."

Fei'er's eyes lit up, "Are you serious?"

Dora answered angrily, "Really, go quickly."

Fei'er screamed like a child, packed her things in a hurry, and the two went out holding hands. "Thank you, student Xu Duola!" Fei'er smiled and blew a kiss.

All right.

There was one more person left.

Throughout the day, although there were not many customers, there was an endless stream, which made Dora a little busy.She really likes this kind of busyness, at least she doesn't have time to think too much.No more sorrow.

Taking advantage of some free time, she went to drink water and comfort herself, that's all.very good.

Until the evening, the whole street presented a rare tranquility.Such a time is short, and people who have eaten dinner will soon go out of the house, take a walk, and shop.

Dora cooked herself a packet of instant noodles.

When someone came in, she hurriedly turned off the induction cooker, covered the pot, and greeted her, "Hello!"

As soon as the voice fell, people were already stunned.

The man in front of him was casually wearing a white T-shirt and a pair of dark green slacks. He put his hands in his trouser pockets noncommittally, and stared at her non-stop.

She suddenly had difficulty breathing, her feet softened slightly, and she reached out to support the shelf beside her.

"Hello." He smiled and greeted her politely.

She thought she should do better than him.The sturdy shelves supported her body, which gave her a little sense of security.

So he smiled and said, "Hello."

He said: "To eat instant noodles, you need to add an extra egg, so that it is barely nutritious."

She smiled slightly, "Thank you for your advice."

Even she admired herself.It turns out that a person's potential is really unlimited.If you are willing, you can still do it.For example, it seems that they don't know each other, they seem to be as calm as water, and they seem to have no entanglements.

He also smiled slightly and asked, "How are you?"

Without thinking about it, she quickly answered, "Very good." She looked at him, "What kind of shoes are you looking for?"

He thought for a while and said, "It can go a long way. I need a pair of strong and durable shoes, because it may take a lot of time to get to you."

She finally got annoyed, "Hey!"

He laughed, "Look, this is Dora!"

She showed her true colors and shouted, "If you are bored, go out and turn left, there is a video game city, there is a movie theater..."

He still smiled, "Hey, we haven't seen each other for so many years, don't be so fierce."

His words finally forced her to tears. She wanted to poke her finger on his forehead and curse viciously, but for a while, she didn't know where to start.

He also comforted her, "Don't worry, if you want to scold me, there is plenty of time."

She was full of resentment in her chest, she just felt that her whole body was about to explode, if there was nowhere to vent this anger, she would not be able to live for a moment.She grabbed the small plastic stool in the corner and threw it at him, shouting rudely, "Get out!"

He refused to avoid it, the stool directly hit his arm, his white T was stained with a stain, he bent down, picked up the stool and handed it to her, "Hey, if you feel happy, come again."

No matter how many times I come again, it's hard to get rid of the hatred in my heart.

She was discouraged and took a step back, "Let's go, don't bother me. Just like the past years, don't appear in front of me."

"That's impossible," he said.

"I've waited so long for this day," he said.

He said: "The one who supports me to this day, Dora, is because, one day, I will come to see you."

She looked at him in confusion. He was majestic, and his simple clothes could not conceal his proud and outstanding temperament. His eyes were clear and his tone was firm, "Today, no one can stop me anymore."

She heard something strange, and asked with a frown, "You..."

Chen Hao stretched out his hand and gently brushed her hair behind her ear, "This story is too long, I need a lot of time to tell it to you."

She opened his hand in a hurry and shouted, "Stay away from me!"

He laughed helplessly, "Hey, be polite!"

She snorted coldly, "For a person who deceives me, politeness is a luxury."

His expression became serious, "I assure you, Dora, I definitely have difficulties that I cannot explain. Do you think it is so easy to pretend to be dead?"

This remark shocked Dora.

What he said is not unreasonable.He may have lied to her, but he, like her, has endured the pain of parting during the six long years.Maybe there are many, countless sufferings that are unknown.

She asked him, "Why?"

He smiled. "You really want to know the answer?"

She was a little upset, "Of course."

He said, "Can you guarantee that you will believe what I say?"

She frowned, "Why do you ask that?"

He changed the subject, "How is business?"

She looked at him, and his eyes seemed to be begging her softly not to ask any more questions.Her heart softened, and she replied gently, "Enough to dress and eat."

He suddenly took her hand, pressed it to his face, and almost sighed, "Dora..."

Dora was taken aback, and her first reaction was to take out her hand, and suddenly felt the back of her hand wet——he cried.

In an instant, time seemed to go back many years ago. They were all just ignorant teenagers, sharing a little sadness that was not humane, hoping to get warm comfort.

Her heart suddenly softened.

As long as he lives.As long as he's alive, isn't that all right?Why did she have to ask the question?He would always tell her if he could.If not, so what?After all, he is beside him alive, what else is there to pursue compared to this?
(End of this chapter)