I am addicted to my paranoia

Chapter 177
With the clue of Zhou Mi, Lou Mian knew without any effort that Xin Yao was the mastermind behind it.

When it was time to get off work, Lou Mian drove back to the happy apartment in a good mood. As soon as she entered the house, she smelled the aroma of vegetables. She put down her bag and walked into the kitchen. Looking at Li Xiao, who was facing away from her, she was almost tired of the sweet pink color. Bubbles.

Li Xiao knew she was back when he heard the door open, but he waited until she came over before turning around slowly.

The two looked at each other.

"you--"

"you--"

They made a sound at the same time.

Li Xiao chuckled, "You speak first."

"What did you do at home today?" Lou Mian walked over and put her arms around his waist, "Did you go outside for a walk?"

"No," Li Xiao pinched the soft flesh around her waist.

From coming back this morning to when Lou Mian came back from get off work, he just stayed at home and cleaned up carefully, and finally found a lot of bottles and jars that fell into it at an unknown time from under her bed.

After cleaning, he sat on the sofa and kept scrolling through Weibo to see how things were going and whether those comments were still so vicious.

When he saw the link sent by Lu Ye, he paused before clicking on it, and then pressed to open it.

It's been a long time, and he hasn't looked back at these written words for a long time. Now it seems that the memory that was sealed in the depths and was about to turn ashes was broken again and revealed again.

But it wasn't bloody, and it wasn't words that would make it more uncomfortable to read it more than once.

Because now he has Lou Mian.

Lou Mian would go home when she got off work, eat with him when she came back, take him for a walk outside, and tell him jokes.

Those pains, he thought they would come again.

But when he saw these phrases, he was extremely calm, and even had only one word in his mind.

All the hardships come.

He knows that it is impossible to stop suffering in a person's life, but fortunately, after having Lou Mian, his sweetness will always surpass the bitterness.

After eating, the two naturally nestled on the sofa again.

Lou Mian leaned on his lap, looked at him for a while, and said silently, "It's really a 360-degree face with no dead ends."

"what?"

"It's nothing."

"You praised me."

"It seems so."

After finishing speaking, Lou Mian saw the change in his eyes, and laughed dryly: "I'm exaggerating, can I not praise you for being so handsome? I just look at you as a compliment."

Hearing this answer, Li Xiao held back his laughter and continued to watch the bloody costume drama on TV.

Lou Mian reached out and brought a puppy doll from the side, and asked him, "Li Xiao, do you remember this doll?"

"En," Li Xiao lowered his eyes.

"I was very nervous after you took it away, because there is something in it that I feel ashamed of." Lou Mian pursed her lips: "It's not that I haven't thought about you after I broke up with you, but every time I finish thinking about it, I feel ashamed." All I can do is blame myself."

"After deleting the contact information, I couldn't find you, and I couldn't say sorry, so I wrote it on a note and stuffed it into the belly of my favorite doll."

After saying that, she pulled down the zipper, pulled out the note from inside, put down the doll and flattened it little by little.

Li Xiao looked at the words on the three pieces of paper, his throat dried up, and his mind suddenly became a little confused.

He thought he was a one-way crush, a never-ending giving.

Actually not.

Although Lou Mian deleted him, which was really cruel, but she still thought about him, blamed herself, and couldn't forget, and finally wrote it on a piece of paper and stuffed it into her favorite doll.

Li Xiao took the note, read it again, and finally threw it into the trash can.

"Eh!"

Lou Mian immediately picked up the note from the trash can, and turned to look at him with a puzzled face.

Seeing this, Li Xiao hugged her tightly, rubbed his furry head next to her ear, and then let out a deep sigh.

"Lou Mian, I'm back, let's throw away unnecessary memories, they are not worth keeping, they are suffering."

"These three notes carry your self-blame, I don't want you to keep them."

"When we get old, I think what we can remember is not thinking alone, but running in both directions."

After listening, Lou Mian threw the note into the trash can without hesitation, then hugged his neck and smiled sweetly: "Okay."

Autumn nights come quickly, and day and night seem to change in an instant. After the sun sets, the only thing left is the little light brought by the moonlight.

The night wind was blowing wantonly outside the window, and the sound of the exposed wind was a bit scary, but Lou Mian didn't care about it, all she could do now was hold his arm tightly.

……

The Weibo incident gradually calmed down, but the Institute of Psychology of the Academy of Sciences never came out to speak.

Lou Mian frowned.

What she needs to do most now is to clean up Li Xiao's thesis. Although everyone already knows that he is "I am not me", there is no conclusive evidence to prove that he wrote the thesis by himself.

Even if the collection of articles he wrote has been published, it cannot be cleared up without evidence.

Lou Mian approached Lou Yu, originally thinking that the other party would not agree, or that it would take a long time to agree, but she didn't expect that the other party would agree as soon as the words were spoken.

Tonight is a shareholders' meeting. On the surface, they are friendly and kind, but in fact they are still exploring each other, for fear of being kicked.

Lou Yu brought Lou Mian in with any reason. As soon as the latter entered, he felt the unfavorable probing gaze from the middle-aged man.

For their level and age, even if they are married, it is normal for them to spend time and drink outside, but they never expected that Lou Yu would do such a thing.

After all, there was a tigress in his house.

Moreover, the Lou Mian he brought has been gaining momentum recently, and he probably intends to be promoted.

Lou Mian nodded lightly: "Hello shareholders, I am the director of the operation department, Lou Mian."

"Sit down, sit down," Wang Dongfang smiled and beckoned her to sit down next to her.

"Okay," Lou Mian obeyed and sat down.

Shareholder Wang and Lou Yu have been friends for more than ten years, and they have a very close relationship. Both of them wanted to kick Xin Nong away, so Lou Yu told him the real situation.

Tonight, it's a drink-in-the-mouth utterance.

The previous shareholder gatherings were all held in nightclubs. People like Lou Yu and Mr. Wang, who are clean and self-conscious, want to escape when they smell the tangy perfume inside, let alone play tricks.

As for the other shareholders, especially Xin Nong, it was as if the seal had been broken. One was not enough, and seven or eight were needed to serve him.

But this time because Lou Mian was there, Lou Yu didn't want her to see those disgusting scenes, so he changed the place to a hotel box, which made Xin Nong and the shareholders feel a little dissatisfied and embarrassed to say so.

The dishes are all served, and the good wine is also full.

Lou Yu stood up holding the wine glass: "Then I'll be here, I wish you all the best, and the God of Wealth!"

Everyone: "Good!"

During the period, Lou Mian was not good at drinking, relying on the cover of Mr. Wang, she spilled one glass of wine after another, but when she was about to continue to drink, she was stopped by Xin Nong.

"Little Lou!"

(End of this chapter)