Chapter 79 We are not suitable (2)
He also figured it out, he couldn't leave her.After days and nights of torment and paralysis, he finally realized deeply that he couldn't do without her.She was like his air, it would be extremely uncomfortable to leave him for a second, and he wanted to be with her all the time.

He had never loved someone before, so he didn't know what it was like to love someone.But after being with her, he may have fallen in love with her from the beginning, and he didn't know it at that time.

It's never been like this before, but after we separated, I miss her even more than before, and I think about her every minute.Every day after get off work, I want to go back to her immediately, and I can't help but look at my phone frequently to see if there are any text messages, and tell him not to stay up late and go home early.

It's a pity that he didn't, since he broke up, he hasn't received such a text message again.She is really straightforward, and she is really clean when she breaks.

If you think about it carefully, if she is that kind of material woman, without her own dignity and arrogance, and obedient to him like other women, then she is not her, and he will not be so worried.

He was born in a typical wealthy family, and he lived a life envied by others since he was a child.Maybe in the eyes of others, he is carefree, but only he knows the sweetness and ups and downs in it.

His father is a representative of the powerful and powerful, and secretly operates the group, and his mother is also the manager of the group.The two of them are very busy at work every day, from morning to night, so busy that they don't even have time to look at him.

In the eyes of others, he is like a star, but he clearly knows that he is also lonely in his heart.His parents gave him superior living conditions, but they didn't give him the warmth that ordinary people can have.

He is afraid of being alone, so he is used to being surrounded by others and the noise of nightclubs, and he wants to use that noisy voice to numb his heart.Let yourself feel that there are so many people with him, that he is not alone.He has always lived this kind of life, so he is used to thinking that this kind of life is actually suitable for him. This cognition has been deeply rooted in his mind for more than 20 years.

At that time, the warmth of being with Meng Qi made him feel overwhelmed. He wanted to keep this kind of life, but he was afraid that he would not be able to keep it. He didn't like the feeling of being out of control.So I think that kind of life is not suitable for him, and he is still suitable for a noisy life.

It was only after the breakup that he gradually understood why he always felt lonely even though he was often surrounded by excitement?It's not because others always obey his orders, as long as he frowns, others have to reflect on themselves, whether they have done something wrong.This is just superficial flattery, in fact, I don't think so in my heart.

Put another way, if he didn't have the status and status he has today, wouldn't others bother to look at him?
But Meng Qi is different, she is with him sincerely, cares about him, takes care of him, and even loves him.Not for money, nor for power, just because of him.

Compared to Jiang Chen's complicated thoughts, Meng Qi's mind was still extremely calm.

"Let's have a chat." The car had arrived at the gate of her community, but Meng Qi didn't get out of the car because she wanted to make something clear.

Meng Qi's words brought Jiang Chen back to his thoughts. Although his face was painted with some color, his foundation was good after all, and it didn't affect his handsome appearance at all.He looked at Meng Qi, smiled gently at the corner of his mouth, and said, "Okay."

Meng Qi unbuttoned her seat belt and didn't look at him, "From now on... don't do this anymore, we have already broken up. Your birth meant that your identity is different from others, and you are born to be superior. What you get easily, others will work hard for a lifetime Impossible to get."

"Don't talk, just listen to me." Seeing Jiang Chen's intervention, Meng Qi resolutely cut him off, and continued: "You don't need anything in this way, the only thing you lack is excitement. I am so ordinary , You can’t find it when you walk in the crowd. Why do you like me? Don’t you just want to seek a challenge to stimulate yourself? Just because I don’t love vanity, I’m not greedy, so I attract your attention... But this stimulation has passed Isn't it? Even you noticed it yourself, so you broke up with me."

"I'm 24 now, not 14. I'll be 30 in a few years. Do you know what 30 means to a woman? It means getting old, and beauty will be old. I didn't expect that at that time Can't get married and then get abandoned... You have money and energy to have fun, but I don't have so much time to spend with you. Now I just want to live my life peacefully, and I will find someone in the near future Marry a man with the same conditions as mine. As you, we will not meet in the future. If we break up, we will break up. I hope we can get together and part ways."

Jiang Chen's original smile was so stiff on his lips, maybe it was because of the fight he had just had, but now he was in a bit of a mess, not only his clothes were a little wrinkled, but there were traces of blood on his face and around his mouth.If it was before, she would definitely send him to the hospital for an examination first, and then rest assured after making sure that he is fine.But now she can ignore his scars and say these words rationally.

"I will marry you." He looked at her firmly without hesitation.

Meng Qi snorted, "Do you need my thanks?"

If these words were said before breaking up, she would definitely be moved to tears.But now, sorry, she just thinks it's a prank.It belongs to the pranks of these dandies, who feel that life is no longer interesting, and use them as civilians to make fun of them.

"I'm not joking..." He hurried to explain, but the expression on her face was that she didn't believe it at all.He knew that the breakup had hurt the two of them a lot, but now he was serious.

"I know you're not joking..." Meng Qi smiled lightly, and when Jiang Chen looked a little relaxed, he continued: "You treat life like a game."

Jiang Chen's long eyelashes drooped. He helplessly supported the steering wheel and buried his head on the seat. There was a deep sense of desolation in his eyes, and he said in a low voice: "Then how can you believe it?"

"Don't come to me, don't interfere with my life."

Jiang Chen sat quietly like that, leaning on the seat, closed his eyes with a painful expression, the blood on the corner of his mouth had dried up, he didn't think about going to the hospital for an examination, and he didn't think about going back to disinfect with alcohol.He just leaned on the seat quietly, did not drive away, Meng Qi did not know when he had already left...

There was a song playing in the car, a song he had never heard before, if it was normal, Jiang Chen would definitely turn it off, but when he heard the lyrics in the song at this time, he was moved——

yes i remember my anxiety

yes i remember your embarrassment

Yes, I still remember the regret of parting

Unspoken love is never not love

yes i remember i depended on your warmth
(End of this chapter)

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