Queen, don't be too arrogant

Chapter 190 Regret (1)
After hearing what she said, Xie Jingran still didn't respond, just because she knew that the conflict between her and Zhao Linlang was definitely not just caused by a disagreement in words, so she would automatically tell me later.

What kept Xie Jingran silent was Chen Niyun's description of Xie Jingran.

In her mouth, Xie Jingran is not a slut like the rumors in the world, but a "cold and noble" rich lady, and remembering that her virginity was broken not long ago, it made her feel even more confused stand up.

Could it be that what Mrs. Xie said before was correct. Xie Jingran doesn't like men, so she doesn't want others to touch her, but would rather pretend to be a merciless slut to scare away those who want to marry her?
But she was forced by Xie Lin to marry Murong Xuanyan, and she was so desperate that she committed suicide?

This kind of inference is really a bit funny. No matter how much a woman doesn't like men to touch her, she won't be so desperate that she commits suicide, right?What's more, she really couldn't imagine that Xie Jingran would be gay. Could it be that Lu Ning'er would be her favorite?
While thinking wildly, I heard Chen Niyun start to talk about the grievances between her and Zhao Linlang again: "Actually, although she and I were extremely discordant at that time, we still maintained a superficial peace. It was something that happened later that really caused the relationship between me and her to deteriorate."

"Only one person in the whole world knows about that matter, except me and Zhao Linlang."

Hearing what she said, Xie Jingran's focus of thought also shifted from Xie Jingran to the matter she said.

What is so mysterious that only three people in the whole world know about it?

Seeing Xie Jingran's expression, Chen Niyun smiled wryly: "At first I thought I would never mention this matter again, but now I don't want to bring it up to Jingran again, it really feels like a world away. !"

Xie Jingran was really impatient to hear her keep playing tricks like this, so she hurriedly asked: "What's the matter, please tell me quickly, I'm really anxious to death now!"

She glanced at Xie Jingran, as if she couldn't believe that she would say this, smiled, and said: "I didn't expect to see Jingran in a few years, and your temperament has changed so much. It was a bit beyond my expectation.”

Seeing that she was still talking about him, Xie Jingran couldn't bear it any longer, so she simply ignored her and let her talk to herself.

Seeing Xie Jingran like this, she pursed her lips and smiled again: "Okay, I'm teasing you too, so don't be like this! Since you want to hear about my past grievances with Zhao Linlang, I'll tell you all about it. "

After saying this, she frowned slightly, as if what she was about to tell was an extremely difficult thing to say, but after only a moment of hesitation, she began to tell Xie Jingran about that matter Come.

"Actually, Zhao Linlang and I fell out because of a man."

This opening sentence almost caught Xie Jingran by surprise. The grievance between the two of them was originally caused by jealousy, so who is this man?Could it be Murong Xuanyan?
Speaking of this, Chen Niyun smiled bitterly, and then said: "That man is almost the most indifferent and heartless person I have ever met in my life, but Zhao Linlang and I were both extremely crazy at that time. Love him dearly! It's like a moth to a flame, knowing the danger of the flames ahead, but still wanting to rush towards him without hesitation! Jingran, do you understand this feeling?"

Uh, I don't understand, I've never loved someone like this...

Xie Jingran murmured in her heart, Chen Niyun obviously didn't expect to get an answer from her, but continued on her own: "His appearance is just like his own, so cold, yet seemingly infinite. Fatal temptation. At that time, Zhao Linlang and I were obsessed with him without any suspense at the first sight of him. However, a person like him would never stop for any woman. Even though the looks of me and Zhao Linlang can be called beautiful, he didn't pay attention at all."

"He treats us so indifferently. Originally, Zhao Linlang and I would not pay any attention to him, but for some reason, the more he is like this, the more madly we fall in love with him. He has long been Knowing our identities, and knowing that we are about to enter the palace as concubines, although we have not expressed our willingness to accept either of us, we have never resisted our approach, so the two of us subconsciously thought that he was There is love for both of us.”

Hearing this, Xie Jingran immediately felt a kind of disdain for the person she mentioned.

There are really many such men in the world, hovering between two women, but refusing to give them any promises, making those women who love him guess in fantasy that he has love for him, As a result, she was even more reluctant to leave him.

But he can easily take advantage of their fantasies and firmly control them in his hands.

And what they like is precisely such a person!

Especially that person knew that they were about to become imperial concubines, and even used such despicable means to tie them up, Xie Jingran really felt very disdainful!
As if aware of the thoughts in Xie Jingran's heart, Chen Niyun sighed and said: "I know what you are thinking in your heart, because I have finally seen through a lot now, and I also have thoughts like yours in my heart! But what, then I was really young and ignorant at the time, so I didn't even see his plan clearly."

Xie Jingran frowned and said, "So, do you regret loving him now?"

She nodded and said, "You're right. Now, I really regret that I have invested in this relationship. It's just because that person is not a person at all, but just an indifferent monster!"

Hearing her describe that man like this, Xie Jingran only felt a chill in her heart. Who on earth is so terrifying that someone can be described as a "cold monster"?
As if seeing the doubts in Xie Jingran's heart, Chen Niyun smiled slightly: "You haven't seen him before, so you will think my description is very strange, but after you have met him, you will have the same feeling as me It seems that in his eyes, there is nothing in the world that can make him fall in love with him, so even if he has that kind of demeanor, it is still unapproachable... In the end, Zhao Linlang and I are just Because I was young and ignorant at that time, and I had never seen a man who treated us like this, so I fell in love with him. But he, alas..."

Chen Niyun sighed, and then said: "I don't know why he did that, he treated us both equally, and seemed to have affection for both of us, so it made Zhao Linlang and I have a good relationship. There was a bigger gap between the contradictory people. Finally, on a snowy night... Alas, after that snowy night, Zhao Linlang and I became mortal enemies. No matter what it is from now on, we will fight each other. Fight for it, until now."

(End of this chapter)