Queen, don't be too arrogant

Chapter 325
But she couldn't do this at all, because she suddenly felt that her sympathy for him was also a kind of blasphemy against him.

Just because, the way he was weeping softly at this moment made his beautiful appearance, against the background of the moonlight, even more beautiful like a god, but it also carried a bit of fragility and despair, which almost made him feel ashamed. She also wanted to be intoxicated by his loss and sadness, unable to extricate herself.

At this moment, she seemed to have a feeling that she would rather let herself taste his despair than let him bear it all.

Tears could not help but quietly slipped out of his eyes that were as crystal clear as black pearls, as if they were also stained with the deep sorrow in his heart, and there was a feeling of heartbreak that one couldn't help but look at.

But at this moment, a faint smile flickered on his lips. It was fine if he didn't smile, but now that he showed this smile, it made his sadness more obvious, and even that smile was like Yi Like broken smoke, full of deep sorrow and loss.

He smiled lightly like this, and continued: "He gave my mother a glass of poisoned wine in front of me, and asked her to drink it in front of my eyes! I will never forget his cold and heartless eyes, I will never forget the triumphant sneer in Xiao Min's eyes, but what I will never forget is my mother's eyes full of hope and deep despair when she was dying! Even before she died, At the moment that man wanted her to die, she still couldn't let him go, she still hoped that he would change his mind, and she still didn't believe that he would kill her!"

His smile gradually became a little mocking: "You said, after seeing the scene at that time, will I still believe in the truth in the world? Ha, in my eyes, any truth is deception. If you treat me like that, I can naturally treat others like that!"

As he spoke, he lifted the flagon up and poured all the wine into his mouth.

The clear liquid flowed out from the spout, seeing him drinking so hard, seeing the pain in his eyes and the fragile smile on his lips, Xie Jingran suddenly felt a little pain in her heart, and couldn't help but regret it I must listen to his decision.

She didn't have time to think about it, so she reached out her hand quickly, snatched the flagon from his hand, and shouted: "Duanmu Yege, don't drink any more! If you drink any more, you really won't be able to stand it!"

As if he didn't hear her words, he stretched out his hand to snatch the jug, and murmured, "Give it to me! If you want me to feel better, give me the wine! If I don't drink now, I will die If I fall, I will be forced to death by my own heart!"

His voice gradually sank, his eyes were filled with deep tiredness, and he seemed to be in danger of falling down at any moment.

Xie Jingran felt a pain in her heart, she stood up, walked to his side, and said: "Do you know that it's even worse to use alcohol to drown your sorrows! You feel so uncomfortable now, let alone drink! You just need to say everything in your heart Come out, let me share it for you, the knot in your heart will be completely untied, and you won't feel such pain, you know? Don't torture yourself like this, I feel very uncomfortable seeing you like this !"

She was telling the truth. Seeing him like this made her feel really bad.

I don't know why she suddenly felt this way. She knew that what she felt for him was not love, but why, she could empathize with all his pains?

Why, is she willing to bear the pain for him?
Doubts welled up in her heart, maybe, without even knowing it herself, she had already regarded him as her friend.

Hearing her words, he grabbed her hand and looked up at her, with deep hope in his eyes, he kept asking: "Really? Are you really willing to share these pains for me..."

Seeing him like this, Xie Jingran couldn't help but nodded.

She knew that what she decided to promise him this time, she must do it.

After all, a person like him who has been deceived by his closest relatives before has a very low sense of security in his heart. If she also deceived him, I really don't know what kind of blow it will give him.

So no matter what, she is willing to untie this knot that has entangled him for many years for him.

Seeing her nodding, he couldn't help smiling at her: "In that case, then give me the wine first!"

Hearing what he said, Xie Jingran couldn't help but feel that she had been cheated. Could it be that this was what he kept asking her to agree to?

So she held the jug high and flatly refused: "No!"

His expression changed immediately, with resentment on his face: "Didn't you just say that you want to share the pain for me? Why don't you even give me wine now? Give it to me, I want a drink!"

Seeing his appearance as a pure playful rascal, Xie Jingran also knew that it was not a wise move to care about drunk people, so she had no choice but to admit defeat, handed him the jug, and said angrily: " Forget that I am afraid of you, so drink like hell!"

He was not too polite, he took the wine jug, poured all the wine into his mouth, and said to Xie Jingran while drinking: "You are really good to me!"

Xie Jingran didn't bother to pay attention to him, she went back to her seat and sat down, looking at him who was drinking on the opposite side.

As he drank more and more wine, his eyes became brighter and brighter. Under the moonlight, there was a dazzling luster, which made him look more handsome and fresh, with a peerless appearance.

She couldn't help staring blankly, she just felt that he was like a moon god bathed in moonlight, with a fairy energy that did not exist in the world lingering around him, making the distance between her and him seem to be much farther away.

Even so, there was that desolate and fragile smile on his lips again, which made her heart ache inexplicably.

He smiled lightly and said, "Have you always felt that I am really ruthless? Not only can I kill my royal father, but I can also plot against my royal brother quietly?"

Hearing him mention this matter, Xie Jingran didn't know how to answer it. According to the world's point of view, it would be really rebellious and ruthless for him to do so, but for some reason, after hearing what he said, she felt I found that her view of right and wrong had also changed, completely different from the world.

So she replied: "No, if your father didn't treat you like this, and if the queen didn't do anything to harm you, then you wouldn't treat your father and Duanmu Yexian like this. The sins committed by you have a cause and a consequence, so there is nothing wrong with you doing this."

Hearing Xie Jingran's words, he couldn't help smiling, and said, "Xie Jingran, you know me best!"

Xie Jingran smiled faintly: "I don't dare to do it! After all, you said it yourself, and they did the things that hurt you first. If you hadn't grown up in such an environment, you wouldn't have become such a person .If I were you, I would do the same thing as you."

(End of this chapter)