Queen, don't be too arrogant

Chapter 327 What is unbearable (2)
His words made Xie Jingran feel a little uncomfortable. What is his feeling for her? In fact, she has been deceiving herself, right?
She has always believed that the relationship between him and her is all about use and deceit, and there is no other emotion other than that, but, in fact, at that time she sank to the bottom of the lake and heard the words he said to himself After that, she should fully understand his feelings for her, right?

But even if she knew, she still chose not to believe his feelings for her.

Perhaps, only because of this, she could order herself to choose to be completely calm, not to be influenced by any other emotion, and never forget to let go of her vigilance towards him.

But... His words at this moment further deepened the shock in her heart because of him at that time. It turned out that he was not ruthless to her, not just because of using and conspiracy, but what about her treating him?
She couldn't help but start to face up to this question, and asked herself secretly, but she couldn't get any answer in the end.

She just knew very firmly that she couldn't let him go, she couldn't bear to see him suffer the slightest pain, and she couldn't bear to see him bear all the pain alone.

However, if she were to stay with him and show him the same affection he had for her, she would never agree.

So, what is her feeling for him?
Seeing her remain silent, the look of hope in his eyes gradually dimmed, a faint chuckle appeared on his lips, and he said four words as light as a breeze: "I see..."

He knows?He knew her true feelings for him, wasn't it the same as he had for her?
So, in his heart, will he feel very painful?Would it be because of this that the pain that he had finally calmed down was lifted up again?
She couldn't help but looked at him, only to find that at this moment, his hand had loosened hers weakly.

She looked at him in amazement, and said slowly: "Duanmu Yege, you..."

"Okay, I'll let you go."

He smiled lightly, and when he said this, his voice was firm, but with a kind of despair that seemed to be on the verge of death.

Xie Jingran's heart ached, and she couldn't help saying: "Are you willing to let me go? Why? You were not like this before..."

He smiled wryly, and said, "Maybe... I have really changed! Before, even if I tied you up, I would not let you go, but now... I really don't want to let you go again." Do anything that hurts you and makes you sad. Similarly, I really don't want to see you caring about Murong Xuanyan anymore. Do you know that seeing your actions, My heart really hurts, a pain I have never felt before! Even if my mother died in front of me, my heart has never hurt like this, but now... am I really useless? become so vulnerable..."

It was the first time that he said such words to her, and it seemed that he poured out all the sincere words in his heart to her, which made her feel a heavy feeling of being overwhelmed.

She really didn't know how to react, she just lowered her head, not daring to look at his sad and beautiful appearance, for fear that if she took a look at him, her heart would also hurt once.

Seeing that she didn't answer his words, he went on to say: "You know, at that time, I didn't want you to agree to cooperate with me. Just because, if you cooperate with me, it must not be because of yourself, but because Murong Xuanyan! And such a reason is absolutely unacceptable to me! I really can't tolerate it, you came together with me to deal with Duanmu Yexian because of him, but there is only this reason that can It gave me the opportunity to be so close to you... I don't know, should I hate or be grateful for this opportunity, maybe, it's like my heart, so complicated that even I can never see it clearly ..."

Xie Jingran couldn't help looking up at him, and murmured: "Ye Ge, why are you doing this..."

Why did he fall in love with her, why did he say these words?
If you don't say anything, you will always maintain the opposite relationship between her and him before, and it will end up being much more natural and closer than the current scene.

Instead, he spoke out his thoughts, which made the distance between her and him seem to be farther apart.

He smiled wryly: "If I don't say it, I'm afraid I won't have another chance in this life...Maybe, after we part tomorrow, there will be no time to meet again. If you don't say it now, there will be a chance to say it in the future Is it?"

Xie Jingran had nothing to say, only remained silent, but felt very sad in her heart, wanted to comfort him, but didn't know what to say.

Seeing her like this, he smiled again: "Don't feel sorry for me, maybe I'm a little selfish after all, I don't want to let this whole situation be borne by me alone, so I said it on purpose , Let your heart, also help me bear the weight of this love. Am I really selfish when I do this?"

Xie Jingran really couldn't say anything, he still wanted to comfort her at this moment, how could she feel so bad about this situation?
Could it be that her love for Murong Xuanyan has become a sin now?
A sin that strangles other people's affection for her, and makes their infatuation never be relieved and borne.

She couldn't help stretching out her hand, held his hand tightly, sighed, and said, "Ye Ge, I'm really sorry..."

"Don't say I'm sorry, I don't want my love to become cheap because of this sentence..."

He also held her hand tightly, with a fragile but beautiful smile on his lips: "Xie Jingran, if you really feel sorry for me, then don't say such apologetic words to me! Completely cutting off my missing of you also makes me feel that everything I have done is not a meaningless thing."

His words made her heart ache, and she wanted to say sorry to him to relieve the guilt and pain in her heart, but when she thought of his words, she swallowed them back into the stomach.

She could only hold his hand and said: "Okay, I won't say such things again, I will remember this love forever! However, I still hope that you can meet a woman you really love, When that happens, don't forget to invite me to a wedding wine!"

As if Xie Jingran said so, his smile became brighter, he nodded, and said with a smile: "Okay, I also look forward to that day! When that time comes, let me see if it is you and Murong Xuanyan's deep affection is the deepest between me and my future empress!"

Seeing his smile, Xie Jingran felt a lot better, so she let go of his hand and said, "It's already very late at night, so let's go back separately. After all, there are still many things to do tomorrow, so you have to go Send me back to Qin."

(End of this chapter)