The prince is too lazy: raise a maid to be his wife

Chapter 84 Play the piano when you are sad
Although I can't say anything else, "ordinary people who die because of the gods will encounter good things in their next life," Pluto can reveal this matter to Gao Zixiang,

The people in Gaojia Village wanted to kill the Shangxian Zhaoyun at that time. If the Yuelan Dragon Lord hadn’t slaughtered the village at that time, all the people in Gaojia Village would have been reincarnated for killing the fairy clan, and how many generations would be slaughtered as cows and horses.
But these, Gao Zixiang did not know,

But at this moment, Gao Zixiang, although he was crying until the pear blossoms burst into spring rain, he had gained great peace in his heart, and he didn't care about revenge at this moment. Feeling the tranquility of the villagers in Gaojia Village, so there is no more hatred in his heart.

At the age of nine, Gao Zixiang witnessed Gaojia Village become a sea of ​​blood with his own eyes, and hesitation and resentment were rooted in his soul. At the age of 13, wherever Gao Zixiang went, all the lonely souls and wild ghosts were absorbed by him.

Maybe it's because the fear reaches a fixed point, and it becomes a perverted obsession. A child like Gao Zixiang should be particularly afraid of death, loneliness, darkness, and thunder...

However, Gao Zixiang is very fascinated by all the dark things in the world that can cause people's sadness,
He likes to wander alone in the cemetery on nights when no one is around, he likes to grope in ruined temples in the windy night, he likes to walk on cliffs, he likes all places that normal people don't like...

However, the 13-year-old Gao Zixiang is still a person, at least he thinks he is still a person,

He gradually grew up like this, alone, only wolves, tigers and leopards fear him, and monsters and ghosts will detour when they meet him. Babe, now that you are a young man, you will never be able to recover your soul if you accidentally absorb it. If a daring monster wants to eat Gao Zixiang, you will often find that you have been sucked in.
In this way, he grew up without knowing it. He was very satisfied, and he was born tall and strong. He felt that as long as he was strong, he would be fine.
At that time, Gao Zixiang didn't know how handsome his appearance was. He only knew that if he survived, he should never die again.

However, one day in the eighth year of No.20, Gao Zixiang suddenly discovered that he hadn’t changed from ten years ago. He also felt that it was just right, and then he didn't eat for a month, and it didn't have any effect at all. He found that he really didn't need to eat anymore.
Then, he was pleasantly surprised to find that he would not be sick or injured. Strictly speaking, he seemed to have never been sick since the day he was nine years old. After being injured, he healed automatically soon.
The 28-year-old Gao Zixiang discovered his magic again and again this year. He joined the army. Because he was not afraid of death, he made outstanding achievements repeatedly. Later, he became a general, and one day later,
Gao Zixiang found that his world was only black and white,
Although he doesn't need to eat, he often wants to pretend that he is an ordinary person, so he eats like a normal person. However, after realizing that his world has no color, he forced himself to calm down and went to the palace banquet, thinking that maybe it was over. Get some sleep today and you'll be fine.

But he doesn't need to sleep at all,
At the palace banquet, he found that the food no longer had any taste,

Deep down in his heart, he knew that all this would never be better, but for a while at the beginning, he still hoped that it could get better. How could he be a monster?It's obviously a person,
Gao Zixiang overturned the table at the palace banquet, and mentioned killing the emperor, ministers, and everyone, just like the god of killing in Gaojia Village back then,
Gao Zixiang's eyes turned red, and the entire palace was soaked in a pool of blood.

This year, he left human life.

When he was marching, he fell in love with someone, a prisoner. He fell in love with her deeply at the first sight of her,

So this little girl did not become a plaything for soldiers, she became a celebrity in the general's tent,
she loves him
She is not an ordinary person, but she never said her identity, and he didn't ask,
She went to play in the woods at night after he fell asleep,

He saw her weeping alone, tears hitting the strings,

She saw sorrow in his eyes,

Great sorrow, as if a sorrow greater than myself,

She even forgot her own sorrow and grieved for him, grieved for this powerful man who could control his own destiny,
She taught him to play the piano, told him to play the piano when he was sad,

Before meeting her, he should have been the saddest, but he never knew what sadness was,
Then she died,
forced to die,
After that, he often played the piano, from morning till night.

The massacre at the palace banquet that day was not all because of the fear of losing color in his eyes, but because he suddenly knew the truth of her death. Everyone who changed glasses at the palace banquet was killed. her murderer,
So he finally understood why the man who seemed to come from hell when he was nine years old was so angry, why he was so sad, and why he wanted to kill him.
He also left a child, a nine-year-old child, whom he recognized as the prince,
he let him go

It seemed that he was no longer alone.

From that moment on, Gao Zixiang felt that he was really not alone anymore. He even had a heart of revenge. He thought he hated the man who killed almost everyone in Gaojia Village.
But he is really happy, happy that there is such a man in this world that he can hate and understand,

I also hate this understanding, because he only understands after she is dead.

He took her qin and played the qin every day, playing all her favorite tunes, among them, there were also the tunes created by the two of them,

He was looking for that man every day, he heard that he was the Dragon Lord Yue Lan,
While looking for him, while playing the piano,
because she said,

"Play the piano when you are sad, and play until you are no longer sad,"

So he kept playing, kept playing,

played for thousands of years,
Still can't stop.

Later he met Xiazhuang Zhiting, he felt that he didn't seem so sad,

He didn't know why, but he always felt that there was a peaceful force around her,

He even regarded Xiazhuang Zhiting as her,

He thought Xia Zhuang Zhiting was an official slave,

He arbitrarily arranged a miserable life experience for Xiazhuang Zhiting, just as he guessed her life experience,
But he didn't know the two of them, and neither of them understood. He thought that by doing this, he could gradually feel less sad.

Today, he's in pain again,
Also started to grieve again.

(End of this chapter)