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Chapter 165 Don't let go
"I'm sick."

Originally, Jiang Chi thought that Xie Cun would reply with a teasing tone,
"It's okay to scold yourself for what you are doing."

But she waited for a long time and only waited for the other party to say yes. When she looked up, she saw Xie Cun's eyes staring at her.

Jiang Chi licked the corner of his mouth and continued,

"I didn't want to say it."

"But I think I should tell you anyway."

She hesitated for a moment, then continued,
"If you decide not to want me after listening to it, I will accept it voluntarily."

As soon as the words fell to the ground, she was refuted by Xie Cun.

The way to refute is simple and rude, just keep your mouth shut.

When Jiang Chi was released, the tense feeling just now inexplicably eased a lot, Jiang Chi swallowed,
"It's mental illness."

Jiang Chi blinked, his voice lowered a little,
"Bipolar disorder, you know?"

Xie Cun hummed and squeezed her hand.

Jiang Chi's hand was suddenly grabbed, and she was a little startled, her palms were covered in cold sweat.

Jiang Chi continued,

"There were some when I graduated from high school."

Xie Cun didn't seem to care, he just squeezed her palm, and the temperature passed from his palm to Jiang Chi's hand,

"Ah."

Jiang Chi suddenly didn't know how to continue talking, as she expected, the troublesome and hypocritical scenes that she might find her did not appear.

Xie Cun looked at her, raised his eyelids, poked his head a little forward and touched her face.

Jiang Chi heard the other party's voice falling in her ear,

"So you broke up with me because of this bad disease?"

Jiang Chi licked the corner of his mouth, thinking that Xie Cun was going to blame her, and replied truthfully,
"No."

It's really not. When it was found out, she actually didn't want to break up.

She felt the temperature on Xie Cun's body, and her two folded hands turned into a gesture of interlocking fingers. Jiang Chi was firmly held in his arms by the other party. Xie Cun's voice was very low, as if saying that only belonged to An ambiguous love story between two people,

"Then I know everything now, you have to hold me firmly."

His eyes collided with Jiang Chi's,

"Don't let go anymore."

I don't know why, but Jiang Chi wanted to cry again. She held back her tears and replied in a low voice,
"it is good."

Xie Cun patted her head again,
"Then why have you been in a bad mood recently?"

Jiang Chi licked the corner of his mouth, his voice was muffled,
"Bread is dying."

Xie Cun raised his eyes, frowned and said,

"Get ill?"

Jiang Chi: "No, it has reached its age."

The postures of the two of them didn't change, she heard Xie Cun's voice falling in her ear, gentle and helpless,
"Teeth."

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are very normal things. It has been with you for so long. It is normal for you to be sad, but you can't take good care of yourself just because of this."

He squeezed Jiang Chi's fingertips,
"Have you not eaten well recently?"

Jiang Chi pursed his lips and chose to remain silent.

Xie Cun's voice is actually very nice. When he speaks, he is not in a hurry, which specially gives people a sense of peace of mind.

"It will reach its age sooner or later, and it is inevitable. You have to try to be happy for it. Maybe it has found the person it wants to see."

Jiang Chi suddenly thought of the old grandma who was sitting on a deck chair basking in the sun with a cat in her arms and a whisper in the afternoon.

Jiang Chi hummed.

She suddenly looked up and saw Xie Cun's eyes.

Very gentle, like a puddle of water, almost enveloping her and drowning in it.

Xie Cun grabbed her hand with a solemn tone,

"I will walk with you until the day my life ends."

So don't worry about whether the disease will not be cured, or what will happen to a person.

Because he will always be with her.

(End of this chapter)