Gu Pan Sheng Zi

Chapter 31N.39
On a winter night, the night is cold and the stars are silent, the cold wind is howling, and the dead branches beside it are creaking.

Xiang Jie took my hand and waited in the hall.

I suddenly remembered and slapped my forehead, "Oh, you haven't had time to eat the food you cooked."

"It's okay, at least I drank a pot of tea."

I laughed, and Xiang Zhen tied the broken hair from my forehead behind my ears, and said to me with a smile: "The future will be long."

Ye Murong refused to go to the hospital, and the driver took me to Xiang Jie's house.

As soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw Rong Shenghou there with an anxious expression on his face.

When he saw me, he pulled me up and entered the house without saying a word.It makes me feel that I am a famous doctor who saves life and death.Hua Tuo's treatment back then was no more than that.

The temperature in the room was extremely high, and I couldn't help but say, "Are you going to take a sauna?"

Rong Shengzhi glared at me and pulled me into the bedroom.

Ye Murong was lying on the bed, covered with a brown quilt, only his head was exposed.His face was pale and lifeless, and his long eyelashes drooped, accentuating the shadows around his eyes.The lips are also chapped and bloodless.

In my impression, no matter when he is happy, happy, or arrogant, gloomy, or contemptuous, he is always alive and full of life.Never before like this moment, lying on the bed decadently like withered leaves.

And when I saw him like this, it felt like a hand was pulling my heart fiercely.

It was only at this time that Rong Shengzhi's tone softened, and he said: "The doctor has been here, and he was overtired and caught a cold, which almost caused pneumonia. If the fever subsides tonight, he will be fine. If the fever persists, he must be sent to the hospital tomorrow morning."

"Why didn't he go to the hospital?"

Rong Shengzhi paused, looked at Ye Murong and then at me, "There must be some bad memories."

Everyone has privacy. As a passer-by, I have no right to find out what happened to Ye Murong in the past four years.

Ye Murong moved his mouth and made a weak sound.

I leaned over to listen, the pronunciation was still broken, I raised my head and asked Rong Shengzhi, "What did he say?"

"Senior, it's not like she even forgot her own name."

I finally understood, his hoarse voice was called "Zi", Ye Murong rarely called me that, he usually used both names and surnames, and only called me "Pan Zi" when he was gentle or pretending to be pitiful , and only when he was at the peak of happiness, he would kiss me and call me "Purple".

And at this moment, what is it?
Rong Shengzhi looked at me deeply, as if struggling for a long time, and then slowly said: "Zi, the senior will call you that every time he is drunk."

A string in my heart snapped, and there seemed to be an endpoint in my memory, that's how he called me.Ye Murong drinks very well, and rarely gets drunk.I only remember one time when he got very drunk, and that time someone took a picture of me hugging Jian Han and sent it to Ye Murong.I still don't know who the instigator is, but of course Ye Murong gave Ye Murong his heart, and he will only be willing to break us up.That person took great pains to take the fact that I was crying in Jian Han's arms, and cleverly used the angle to take a picture of us hugging sweetly.I don't know the twists and turns.I don't know that Ye Murong is holding his breath.

I couldn't find him for two days, couldn't get through the phone, didn't go to the research room, and my best buddy Jian Han didn't know anything about his whereabouts, so I was really anxious.

I've made countless phone calls and I'm always answered with a busy signal.

I searched everywhere I could, but couldn't find anyone.

And Ye Murong, although rebellious and unruly, loves to play and make trouble, but he is very measured, especially when he treats me, he never breaks his promise.

Anxiously waiting, I couldn't help but start thinking wildly, worrying about Ye Murong's safety.The original anger at his love affairs was spent in the restless search.I think, as long as he is safe and sound, I am willing to forget the gentle kiss between him and Mu Chenwei in the sun.

It's just that I didn't know at that time that I wasn't the only one who received that photo.

Ye Murong also received one, the theme is me and Jian Han.And what I received was him and Mu Chenwei.Therefore, when we were negatively angry with each other, the cracks of misunderstanding grew wider and wider, and in a certain corner, there must be someone smiling at the corner of their mouth and getting what they wanted.

When he found Ye Murong, he was already drunk, and Jian Han dragged him back abruptly.Ye Murong was delirious and couldn't even stand still, but he still didn't forget to push Jian Han hard, stuck out his tongue, and finally said clearly, "Get out, get out of here."

Jian Han and I could only smile wryly. After Jian Han left, I changed his clothes and wiped his body. Ye Murong pushed me away for a while, and pulled me into his arms again.

In the end he was finally tired of tossing around, hugged me tightly in his arms, and called me "Zi" loudly.

If the past is just like this, it is not sad.That night, he was drunk and I was tired. Neither of us knew that when we got sober the next day, a breakup awaited us.They parted ways as decisively as cutting off the gown and dividing the land into a boundary.

Looking back now, it was just that someone used a double trick in the dark, and Ye Murong and I, two people who thought we loved each other, fell into the trap.This is the price of being young.It was an era of pure love, infidelity and impurity cannot be tolerated in love, once there is a chasm, it is difficult to cross.At that time, we didn't understand trust, but asked the other party to give trust. Once we didn't get a response, we would feel disheartened like never before.

Now, when I receive that photo, I don't need to go to Jian Han and cry, I can sit down with Ye Murong and have a frank talk.If he likes Mu Chenwei, I'll make it easy for you couple.If it is a momentary distraction, as long as your heart is with me, it will be chaotic if it is chaotic.If he didn't know there was such a thing at all, I would believe it, maybe he could still have the time to PS to deal with it, and replace the protagonist with me.

In fact, at that time, what really discouraged me was that Ye Murong's attitude, our feelings and trust were not as deep as I thought.

Break up, break up, how easy it is to say it.

Then break up, break up.How natural is the response.

The dissolution of the relationship between lovers is just a word, and it will only be a few days before he and Mu Chenwei get married.

But fate was not willing to let me withdraw calmly, but left me with a dilemma.

I will never forget the torment of thinking and thinking for those days, and I will never forget how much I looked down on myself from the bottom of my heart after I sent that text message with trembling hands.I trampled on my self-esteem, and Ye Murong stepped on it again with three words.

So, heartbroken.

I still keep the sd phone card that was in Tokyo at that time, and there are only two text messages in it, a total of seven characters.

I am pregnant
Knock it out.

I couldn't sleep at night and struggled repeatedly, but in the end I couldn't do what he wanted.

Since then, it has become a stranger.

　How swollen? Let’s make enough. I’m going out tomorrow without a computer. I’ll update it on Sunday or Monday night. I’ll stop updating it tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)