Gu Pan Sheng Zi

Chapter 45N.56
As the sun sets, the blood-colored orange-red dyes all the colors of the sky, and as the afterglow of the setting sun gradually sinks, the orange-red color gradually fades, and the night invades.

In the distance is the snow-covered Mount Fuji, which is a symbol of Japan's national spirit.The snow-capped Mount Fuji, with the raging volcano hidden inside it, has stood there for thousands of years, witnessing the growth of the country and the disasters it has endured, and it is also admired by its citizens.

I soaked in the hot spring pool on the balcony and saw the night starry sky from the sunset at dusk.The bubbling hot spring water is steaming and has a faint smell of minerals. On the balcony are potted plants that I can't name. The green branches and leaves stand proudly in full bloom in the cold winter wind.

It wasn't until the store called me to eat that I put on my bathrobe and walked out of the hot spring pool.

The room is simple and Japanese style, with a small bathroom, but it has a large balcony and a comfortable hot spring pool.This is characteristic of most hot spring hotels in Hakone.

Before today, I never knew that the truth can also make people feel discouraged, and make people so timid that they just want to escape.After escaping from Cao Yuxin's house in a hurry, he casually boarded a train that was heading for Hakone-Yumoto.It's good, let's take a hot spring.

Human nature is like this. For the things that have been missed, I can't help but think about it, what if there is nothing?In the past few hours, I kept asking myself, if there were no two text messages sent by Cao Yuxin and Mu Chenwei instead of me and Ye Murong, what would we be like with him?Will it be reconciled, will it continue to go on, that time it was just a quarrel rather than a breakup.

There was a faint pain in the head, and there was a pain like acupuncture at the temple, and the pain gradually deepened, as usual.And this time, I didn't bring painkillers.

When I went downstairs to eat, I asked the owner if he had any painkillers. The cautious old Japanese suggested that if I felt unwell, I should go to the hospital immediately. There is a clinic nearby that can prescribe medicines.I shook my head, finished my dinner without knowing the taste, and went out to walk around the street.

The night in Hakone is quiet and serene, different from the hustle and bustle of Tokyo. The streets are very narrow, and low 1-2 storey houses are arranged on both sides of the road. Most of them are simple stone walls, and the owner's nameplate is hung on the outside courtyard wall. and mailboxes.The light in front of the door is a sensor light, which will also light up when passers-by pass by, illuminating the night for passers-by.Hot spring hotels can be seen everywhere. There are no large billboards or banners to show off. Most of them put a wooden sign in front of their door and write something by hand, which is considered as propaganda.

Walking aimlessly step by step, without a destination, just walking towards the distance along the road.

There is no end to the road, and there is no decision in my heart.Ben came to Tokyo with a firm determination, but he got such an answer unexpectedly.I was caught off guard, with complex emotions, resentment, regret, sadness, anger, and sadness all filled my heart, burying my ability to think rationally.All I can think of is Ye Liulian's kindness to me, the image that has been suppressed by resentment for four years and has never appeared, and when I wake up completely, so many happy images appear in my mind.

I feel like I've lost myself.

Ye Liulian said: "Pan Zi, standing on a high place, we make a promise in this life, and the whole world is witnessing for us."

We have spoken loudly at the commanding heights of Tokyo Tower, Tokyo Metropolitan Government, Shin Umeda Castle, Castle Tower, Osaka Castle, Kiyomizu Temple and other cities.Also hugged and kissed at the Willis Tower in Chicago.

More often, we walked hand in hand in the ancient campus in Tokyo, through the rainy spring of cherry blossoms, the summer of lilies in full bloom, and the autumn of ginkgo blooming yellow, celebrating our love among the fine and flying snowflakes Another year.

I just walked aimlessly like this, with no direction on the road and no heart.

Until the person behind me pulled me back, Ye Murong's voice implored, he said: "Pan Zi, don't go anymore."

I turned around, and my eyes slowly focused on him. It was still the same sharp face, but it was a little different.When we saw each other again, the boundless blackness in his eyes faded a lot, and the hidden emotions in the entanglement of love and hate first emerged, and a touch of sadness spread, covering me like a night.

I forced a smile, "I'm a little tired, let's go back."

(End of this chapter)