sleepless tonight

Chapter 157
Of course I understand the meaning of this sentence, but I was very surprised. How could Chen Wenjing say such a thing to me? Did the environment affect her, or did she take some medicine?

"I'll pour you some boiling water." After I was stunned for a while, I got out of bed in a hurry, pretending to be stupid and not understanding what Chen Wenjing said.

But after getting out of bed, I was a little confused. There was no boiling water in the room, and there was no electric kettle.

"Well... I didn't see the hot water, so I went down first to see if the boss is there." I said to Chen Wenjing, and went out without waiting for Chen Wenjing's answer.

I didn't see the boss when I got downstairs, but the door that was closed earlier opened. I glanced towards the stairs, hesitated for a while, and went out without saying hello to Chen Wenjing, and fled the alley in a bit of embarrassment.

After I got home, I sent Chen Wenjing a message: "The boss is not here, I'm leaving first, you should be careful and close the door."

Chen Wenjing didn't reply to my message, I don't know if she was angry because I left suddenly, or she didn't reply because of embarrassment, I didn't care.

This incident was too sudden to be thought about carefully.

After recovering from the surprise, I actually felt a little happy in my heart. Chen Wenjing seemed to like me, otherwise why would she talk to me about those topics and give me such hints?

Taking medicine and other things is just a thought, and it definitely does not exist, because Chen Wenjing has never taken anything, and I know very well that I did not give her medicine, and I would not do that. The reason why she would show Such emotions should have been stimulated by the couple next door.

I always thought that Chen Chen and Chen Wenjing were a couple, but now I see that Chen Wenjing really doesn't like Chen Chen. Could it be that she likes me?
But when I think about it, I think it is impossible. I am almost 30 years old, and I have two children. Chen Wenjing is so young, so beautiful, and has such a good personality. How could she fall in love with me?

Never seen any symptoms before.

But no matter what, I can't miss her. I've already been entangled with several women. I don't even know who I'm thinking about, and it's even more impossible to have something happen with Chen Wenjing. Although I really want to, but I still got myself under control.

I have some regrets, and as long as I want to, I can vent them out, but in the end I still didn't do anything like a beast, and I admire myself a little.

When I went to school, I received a call from Wu Dong. He asked me to meet him. I told him to meet him in the cafeteria. After school in the morning, I met Wu Dong in the cafeteria.

"What's the matter, what's the matter with me all of a sudden?" I asked Wu Dong, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet, just waiting to come over to eat steamed vegetables." Wu Dong smiled, "I can't find you if I have nothing to do? Why do I feel that you are talking more and more maturely?"

"How come, I'm just a little surprised that you are very busy, why would you want to call me at noon to see you?" I smiled, glanced at the line of students lined up at the window of the steamed vegetable restaurant, and stood behind.

"The steamed vegetable restaurant you opened, do you still have to line up, just go over and get it?" Wu Dong asked a little strangely when he saw me queuing.

"The rules can't be broken, it's better to wait in line, otherwise they should have some ideas in their hearts, and they will definitely not come to the steamed restaurant next time. After all, not everyone knows that I am the owner of the steamed restaurant, and even if they know, I will It’s from the back, it’s not good if you jump in line, they must have some ideas in their hearts, and it will affect the business of the steamed vegetable restaurant.” I said.

After serving the food, we found a remote place to sit down, and Wu Dong and I fell into a brief silence without speaking.

This situation also happened between Logan and me.

"You are more and more able to enjoy life. I feel much more comfortable with these young people than in the company. I seem to have become younger all of a sudden." Wu Dong finally said something, breaking the silence.

"You are not old, you say you are old when you are less than 30 years old, as if you are very old." I smiled.

"I remember when we were studying, there was a place to charge meal cards here, but now it's gone, and it's also made into a window to sell meals, and over there, there was a small supermarket in that place before, and there was still a place at the entrance of the supermarket. I bought a machine for roasting ham, and now it’s gone.” Wu Dong pointed to two places in the cafeteria and told me that he was recalling.

I looked in the direction Wu Dong pointed, and the memory came to my mind: "That's right, it's all gone, everything has changed."

"I remember that there was a junior high school girl who worked part-time in a small supermarket selling roasted ham sausages. You often dragged me over to see beautiful women, and occasionally teased her. Now I don't know if that junior girl is married or not. People." Wu Dong said with a smile.

"She's only two years younger than us, and she's 25-[-] now, so she's probably married." I also thought of that elementary school girl, she was really pretty, but I didn't come here to see her , but to buy ham sausage.

I usually buy three, Wu Dong and I each have one, and another one for Tang Wan, and occasionally one for Yu Lu.

Yu Lu's stick would often fall into Zhou Kai's mouth.

"It's all changed." Wu Dong sighed and looked at me, "Chen Jin, have you noticed that the relationship between the few of us seems to have faded, not as good as before, even though we are in the same city, but We don’t see each other a few times a week, and it feels like we’re separated by a long distance.”

I glanced at Wu Dong, wondering why he suddenly brought up this topic with me, is it because of this that he came to me this time?

In fact, I have long realized that the relationship between us has changed, but I just hid it in my heart and did not say it, because I think this change is a pity, but within the scope of understanding, after all, it is accompanied by everyone's growth , as well as changes in the environment, the people around him are also constantly changing, new things will eventually replace the old things.

Although helpless, although regrettable, but can only compromise, can only give respect.

"Everyone has their own things to do, and there's no way around that," I said.

"Bullshit, it's all bullshit. Time is like water in a sponge. If you want to squeeze it, you can always squeeze it out. How big is this city? Take a taxi anywhere in the urban area, at most half an hour. You can go to another place for [-] yuan, don’t you even have this little time?” Wu Dong scolded, “But how many times have we met each other? It’s been almost half a year, only three or four, right? Less than a month once."

"Didn't any of you get together alone?" I asked him.

"Party fart, no! What do you mean by that? How can we meet alone, and we will call you when we go." Wu Dong said, "Don't always put yourself aside."

"No." I shook my head, "I just think it might be more convenient for the few of you to meet."

"You are all excuses. I think you have changed. In high school, you would always think about where we would eat together on weekends, where we would go to drink together, or which KTV we would go to sing together, or which Internet cafe we ​​would go to all night, Tang Wan and When Yu Lu didn't go, you insisted on dragging them together. But now, even if there is a party and we call you, you don't seem to be very willing to go. What's going on? Don't you want us to go? Are you friends?" Wu Dong asked me, "Actually, I wanted to ask this question a long time ago, but I kept holding back my chest and didn't say it. That feeling is very uncomfortable. We are brothers. If there is something open, is it okay? Don't hold it back."

"I'm not like you," I said.

"What's the difference, is it because you didn't go to college? When did you become so vulgar, and that's why you avoided us?" Wu Dong said.

He seemed to come to question me today, Wu Dong's voice was a bit loud, and the students at the next tables all looked at us.

"This is the cafeteria, so please speak in a quieter voice. Don't scare others. People who don't know will think we are arguing." I lowered my voice, "Going to college is just a reason. Don't you think that me and you, Are you, Tang Wan, Yu Lu, or Zhou Kai not on the same level?"

"The level of fart, in my opinion, those are all fake. After you got married, I felt that everything changed. Before, I thought it was because of your wife. Although I am sorry, I understand you. But now you are divorced. Oh, it’s still like this, I don’t think it’s someone else’s problem, but yours.” Wu Dong said.

"What's my problem?" I asked him, I don't know my situation myself, but I hope Wu Dong can give me some hints.

The authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear. He may know my situation better than myself.

(End of this chapter)