sleepless tonight

Chapter 160 Don't Want to Cry

"I only have one set of bed quilt left, and the other things in the room have been moved to Wuchang, do you want to sleep with me at night?" Tang Wan suddenly followed me with her head tilted.

"No, no, I won't sleep here, I'll go back to sleep." I shook my head hurriedly, I'm a little scared now.

"What are you afraid of? I'm not worried about what you will do to me." Logan looked at me with some reproach, as if she was dissatisfied with my hasty rejection.

I smiled wryly in my heart, Logan was not afraid of what I would do to her, but I was afraid of what I would do to her.

I suddenly felt that the world seemed to be reversed. I became a woman, and Tang Wan, Chen Wenjing, and Tong Xiangjun all became men. Why did I become the passive one?
"Is it because Su Ran is at home, that's why you are in a hurry to go back?" Tang Wan asked me.

I shook my head: "No, it has nothing to do with her. She hasn't come back for many days, and I've been living alone."

"Then what are you worried about? Sleep with me today. I'll spread the quilt. It's not like I haven't slept together before." Logan suddenly became active. Compared with before, she seemed a little more cheerful.

I wondered why Logan had such a change. Is it because I told her about my divorce that she became like this, or is there some other reason?I can't guess.

In the room, Tang Wan was making the bed and quilt, I walked to the door and looked at her: "Forget it, don't bother me, I'll go back by car."

"If you are worried about doing something excessive to me, you can take a shower first, wash with cold water to cool down, or vent yourself in the toilet, I have no objection." Logan turned to look at me, The attitude is very firm, "There are still a lot of things to clean up in the house, and I have to ask you to help me move it tomorrow morning."

"Okay, then I'll take a shower first, take your time." I sighed, but in the end I didn't refuse Logan. I don't seem to know how to refuse, and I'm not a decisive person.

I am obviously angry with Logan, angry that she trusts Liu Chuang more than me, but when I know she is in trouble, I will still help her, I don’t want to see her sad, I will think of her good, filter her bad .

I think as a friend, I may not be called magnanimous, and I have some mental cleanliness, but I should still cherish my friends.I don't have many friends, only Tang Wan and Wu Dongyu Lu, but if they encounter difficulties, I will still be obliged to help them.

This has nothing to do with repayment, it's just because of the word friend.

Friends are more expensive than fine.

On such a cold day, I didn't really wash with cold water as Logan said, but took a hot shower. Logan had already made the bed and was in the kitchen wondering what to do.

"Are you cooking so late? I'm not hungry, are you hungry?" I asked her, walking to the edge of the kitchen and smelling the smell of milk, I looked inside and found that Logan was not cooking , but in hot milk.

"Drink a glass of milk. It will make you feel better when you sleep at night. I will buy some milk to warm up for you when I get up tomorrow morning. There is not much left in the refrigerator, just a little bit." Logan filled the slightly heated milk It came out, and a bowl full was brought to me.

"Where's yours?" I asked her, there was only one bowl of milk.

"I won't drink it, you drink it." Logan shook her head, "Drink it quickly, and go to bed after drinking it, you will definitely feel uncomfortable tomorrow."

"It's too much. How can I sleep after drinking it? I'm afraid I have to wake up every two or three hours." I took the milk.Looking at the milk that was about to overflow the edge of the bowl, "Bring another bowl over here, I'll give you some."

A little milk for Tang Wanyun, after drinking we went into the room, she slept on one side and I slept on the other, but the quilt was only one bed, and it was very thin.

I didn't feel so embarrassed, we have been lying down like this before.

"Why did you keep such a thin quilt, this quilt is only four catties, it should have been covered by Xia Tian." I asked Tang Wan, the quilt was so light on her body, it didn't weigh at all.

"Are you cold?" Logan asked me, she was still wearing pajamas, her body was huddled, her legs were slightly arched, only her head was exposed, her back was facing me, "I originally planned to leave all my things here and not move them. Yes, I don't intend to sleep at home tonight."

"Then why did you move again later?" I asked her, as to why she slept here tonight, this topic was too ambiguous, so I automatically filtered it.

"Because you don't want it, I'll move everything I can, and if I can't, I'll sell it." Logan seemed a little angry.

"You can keep it if I don't want it. There's no need to sell it, or it's more cost-effective to find a housekeeping company to help you move to Wuchang." I said.

"I leave it to you, if you don't want it and I don't want it, then I can only sell it." Logan emphasized, as if she was being coquettish.

I felt very good when I heard it, and felt that I should still have some status in Logan's heart, otherwise she wouldn't say such a thing.

To be remembered by a woman, or by a beautiful woman, is a blood-boiling thing no matter how you think about it.

"Okay, go to sleep, tonight will be the end of the night." I didn't dare to think any further, worried that the blood would flow down, so I pulled the quilt towards her, and I lay flat on the bed, This minimizes draft leakage and is slightly warmer.

"Are you angry with me?" Logan asked me suddenly.

"Why are you angry?" I asked, actually I had some guesses in my heart, what Logan should ask about the one-day charity fund process leak, I suspected Liu Chuang did it, but Logan didn't trust me, I was indeed angry, but I can't really say I'm still angry.

"Because I believed in Liu Chuang and didn't believe in you, so you are angry, right?" Turning around, we face to face.

, Tang Wan exhaled like blue, "Liu Chuang helped me a lot when I was in school. It's very difficult for a girl who has nothing to rely on in other places, but these are nothing. The important thing is the feeling of loss in my heart. Feeling, feeling like being betrayed, I became very lonely in an instant, as if my whole life had lost its meaning, and sometimes I even wondered if I should just end my life like this, so as not to continue to suffer.”

I could probably guess that this situation would happen to Logan, without asking, I knew it was because of me, because she saw me like Tong Wangjun, but I didn't expect that Logan would have the idea of ​​committing suicide because of this.

I'm really a scum, I hurt several women at the same time, and now this situation has not improved, and I don't know how it will end, not only that, but there are new women falling in.

Bad debt, I wonder if it's because I lost my memory for eight years, so God gave me a peach blossom talisman, or put a few red threads on me?

"Do you know who was by my side at that time?" Logan seemed insecure, and curled up even more, with her knees touching my stomach.

But I have no desire, only guilt.

It suddenly occurred to me that when we were in high school, the few of us stayed up all night. Logan and I were in a private room. After we were tired from playing, we curled up on the sofa in the middle of the night. This is how she slept. She always liked to put her knees on my stomach. And I would quickly hug her leg.

"It's Liu Chuang who is with you." It must be so, I said, touching Logan's pajamas with my hand under the quilt, but I finally shrank back.

"Well, it was him. From the moment I got off the train, he helped me with everything else, including signing up for me, helping me move my salute to the dormitory, and then guiding me in choosing courses, introducing me to clubs, and everything else. She arranged everything for me and helped me do it." Logan hugged her knees with both hands, "You would have helped me with these things, but you didn't accompany me."

"I can't accompany you." I said, my eyes were a little dry, and I was a little jealous. Liu Chuang seemed to have stolen something from me.

"I know." Logan nodded, "I just hope you can understand that Liu Chuang helped me, he was really good to me, don't force me to choose between you and him every time, okay? "

I am a little heartbroken, and there is another man in Logan's heart, but reason tells me that this will happen eventually, I shouldn't be too greedy, I should be happy for her.

But damn, I just can't be happy, my eyes are actually a little moist.

I don't know why I cried, I didn't want to cry, but the tears couldn't stop.

(End of this chapter)