sleepless tonight

Chapter 247
"I don't hate you, and I have no reason to hate you. You have paid so much for me. You waited for me for 8 years, gave up the opportunity to study abroad, and because I had a car accident, you gave me your body. That is Your first time, I have no reason to hate you." I said.

I may have complained to Logan in my heart, but it never rose to the level of hatred, and I never thought of beating her or snatching things from her.

The recording pen is in her hands, but I won't snatch it. If Tang Wan wants to give the recording pen to Boss Wu, if she wants to take revenge on me, or if it's just to make money, complete the company's tasks, and make profits for the company, it's fine. It's Logan's freedom, she has the right to choose, and I won't do anything tough.

"Actually, I know I can't blame you for the car accident, but I still can't help comparing myself with Tong Wangjun, thinking about how you would choose between me and her, every time I think of you leaving me to rescue Tong Wangjun, I feel uncomfortable in my heart, I feel uncomfortable, and I feel that my dedication these years has become a joke." Tang Wan said.

"This is second, I like you, I love you, I pay for you, I am willing, but there are other women in your heart, you leave me for her, I can't stand this, I can't accept it, I say it over and over again Persuade myself to forgive you, I know that the car accident was not your fault, but as long as I see you, I will think of the scene where you left me and ran to save Tong Wangjun regardless of my cries, and I get angry, I can't bear it I just want to vent."

I looked at Logan and listened to her saying that this was the first time she told me what was in her heart and let me know her true feelings.I didn't think that she actually wanted to forgive me in her heart, but she couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart.

In fact, not to mention that she couldn't pass that hurdle, even I couldn't pass it myself. I can understand the hatred in Logan's heart and her emotions, so even if she makes me unable to take the English test, let me clean the toilet alone. Curled up on the basement of the villa and laid out a cardboard box to sleep, I don't hate her either.

These should have been the retribution I should have suffered. Even when I complained in my heart, it was because Tang Wan pulled Liu Chuang in and used Liu Chuang to humiliate me.

I don't like Liu Chuang.

"I can understand, I understand how you feel, I'm sorry," I said, "Can you forgive me?"

I really hope that Logan's friendship with me this time is because she intends to forgive me. I hope we can clear up the past and restore our previous relationship.

"I'm sorry, I can't convince myself to forgive you yet, but I don't hate you so much in my heart. You helped my sister clean up that night. In fact, I came back again after I left and watched you secretly outside the villa. , you curled up on a cardboard box, enduring mosquito bites, I didn't hate you when I saw you like that." Logan looked at me.

"But I still can't overcome the obstacle in my heart and walk with you. Let's continue to maintain this relationship. Maybe one day I can figure it out, stop being jealous of Tong Wangjun, and let go of the fact that you left me to find Tong Wangjun when the car accident happened. That scene."

I sighed and said nothing, the initiative in this matter rests with Logan, I can only passively accept her forgiveness or not.

"People like Boss Hu, you should have less contact with him, and don't easily break out conflicts. Think carefully about the video and photos. The life you have been pursuing is a comfortable life. If you do this in this matter If you are impulsive, the comfortable life you originally pursued may change." Tang Wan glanced at the recording pen in her hand, "I will not give the recording pen to Boss Wu, but you still have to be careful, some people just can't reason, even if they There is no evidence to prove that you put those videos and photos on the Internet, but once you are suspected, they may come to you."

Tang Wan walked out, and when she got to the door, she looked back at me again: "You should think about the college entrance examination again. I'm really sorry that day, but I really wanted to take revenge on you at that time, and I really wanted you to feel the same as me. Same pain."

Logan glanced at me, opened the door and left.

I don't know what the relationship between me and her has become. The two of us seem to be in a state of contradiction. We obviously care about each other, but we can't really be together. atmosphere.

I didn't go to the Internet cafe anymore, and I didn't post the videos and photos in my hand online, but I didn't log in to my account to clarify the previous things.

In fact, I am also very contradictory, I don’t know what to do next, when Tang Wan was around, I vowed to take revenge on Boss Wu, thinking of posting the videos and pictures in my hand on the Internet, so that Boss Wu could taste the bitter fruit .

But when Logan left, I calmed down and thought about it, but I didn't do it.

Perhaps Logan has actually convinced me, but I am stubborn and refuse to admit it. In fact, I am still afraid of people like Boss Wu in my heart, and I don't want to get angry.

I was thinking, just let things develop peacefully like this. If the photos and videos posted before can not damage Boss Wu, it doesn’t matter. I won’t take the next step. If I can make him suffer, Natural is best.

Let everything go with the flow, let this matter slowly get out of my life, and I want to return to the normal track to live.

I only went back to my parents when the injuries on my body didn’t look that serious. Chen Le was inside the room, sitting on the floor and playing with toys. When I entered the room, she just looked up at me and didn’t express anything else. , lowered his head and grabbed the dinosaur and patted it on the ground.

"Shouting Dad." I walked over to her and picked up an Ultraman toy from her side, gesturing sideways in the air and flying towards the dinosaur in Chen Le's hand, "Woooo, destroy the little monsters."

Ultraman crashes into the dinosaur.

Not to be outdone, Chen Le grabbed the dinosaur and fought with the Ultraman in my hand.

"You can't let it go, you dinosaur has no wings, you can only walk on the ground, you can't fly." I guided Chen Le and corrected her mistake.

Chen Le didn't care about it at all, grabbed a dinosaur and fought Ultraman in the sky, I used some force with my hand, and knocked her dinosaur into the air: "The monster is destroyed, surrender, you beg me for mercy, I will let it go!" over you."

Chen Le became furious, grabbed the Transformers beside me and threw it towards me, I hurriedly let go of the Ultraman in my hand: "Play with you, play with you, don't throw things, if you smash it, you won't have anything to play with."

Chen Le picked up the flying dinosaur and stuffed Ultraman's head into the dinosaur's mouth.

This girl really holds a grudge.

My mother was cooking in the kitchen, and I walked over: "Mom, Xiao Le still doesn't talk much? Is the situation better?"

"When I was in a hurry, I made a sound, but I still didn't talk much. Other people's children are called grandpa and grandma at such an old age. Mom and Dad can call it smoothly." My mother looked back at me, "What's wrong with you, His face seems to be blue."

"I accidentally bumped into it, and the medicine has already been applied, so it's okay." I said, "Mom, change houses with my dad."

"It's fine, what are you doing changing houses?" My mother asked me.

"This house is too small. You two can change to a bigger house. I will pay the rent. You can find it nearby." I said.

"There's no need to change it. It's troublesome to change it. This house is pretty good. Your dad and I live together enough. You don't come back often. Even if you get married, you must buy a house outside. By the way, I haven't asked you yet, how did you do in the college entrance examination?" My mother suddenly remembered the college entrance examination.

"It's okay." I mumbled without elaborating.

"A college degree is still useful." My mother said without further questioning, "Come here and get the food out, let's eat." I originally wanted to take Chen Le away after eating, but My mother didn't agree: "Let her play here. The child is very good. She doesn't make trouble when she has a toy. It's very convenient to carry it. I'm bored at home alone. Besides, I've been looking for a prescription for the past two days. I just tried it Give it a try. The child is so good and looks so beautiful, just follow her mother, she can't speak, and it hurts to see her."

(End of this chapter)