sleepless tonight

Chapter 311
After dinner, Shao Siqi asked Jin Jiale to leave first.

"Why did you let him go first? Aren't you two going together?" I was a little surprised, I said just now that I would go to meet that second-tier star together, why Shao Siqi actually let Jin Jiale go first.

"Do you want me to be a star?" Shao Siqi asked me instead of answering my question.

I looked at her, and felt that Shao Siqi was a bit strange today, why would she ask such a question: "Isn't this your dream all along, why are you asking me the other way around now?"

"I just want you to give me a reference. If being a celebrity will lose something and make you be with someone you don't like, would you do it?" Shao Siqi asked me.

"This problem should not be considered a problem. You should be very clear that being a star will lose a lot of things. When you set this dream, you should have this awareness and anticipation." I said, " In fact, not only being a celebrity, but even doing other things, you have to give if you want to get it. This kind of dedication is not necessarily sweat, but it may be other things, such as feelings, conscience, body, etc. It depends on what you think, if you decide on this goal, the other things don’t matter. Of course, there are many times because of helplessness, so you have to move towards that goal and force you to give up some things. Something you were not willing to give up."

I don't know why Shao Siqi asked such a question suddenly, maybe she encountered some troubles and didn't know how to make some decisions, but her words reminded me of myself.

When I had no money, I had more time to spend with my two children, but I couldn’t fill my stomach with time alone, couldn’t give my children a good future, and couldn’t get respect from others, and would be abused and scolded. Not promising, scolded for not being self-motivated, scolded for being a waste.

So I fought hard.

But when I choose to make money, work hard, make progress, and struggle, I will definitely not have more time to accompany my child, and the relationship with the child will gradually fade away, and the child's growth will also move towards me. Unexpected direction offset.

Just like Chen Ke, if I was by her side and stayed with her all the time, I don't think she would become so rebellious.

Gaining something will inevitably lose something. This is a very normal thing. You can’t have both. Everyone expects their life to be perfect. Love, career and life are extremely comfortable without any worries, but this It is simply impossible.

"You said so much, but you still haven't helped me make up my mind." Shao Siqi looked at me with contempt.

"Your life is your own. I can't help you make up your mind. I can only help you analyze it a little bit. How to do it depends on yourself." I said, "However, I advise you to do anything. Always think about it, will you regret it after doing it? If you don’t regret it, then do it. Even if you regret it in the future, you must remember that this is your choice, don’t regret it .”

I am motivated, I work hard, I want to work hard to make money, and there is an element of Tong Wangjun's stimulation. After all, it is not a happy thing to be called a waste and not promising, let alone I am a man, and a man has self-esteem Yes, but being scolded by Tong Wangjun and being looked down upon by her is one reason to work hard, but it is not the main reason. The main reason is that I want to make money and let my parents and two children live a good life.

This is my choice.

Up to now, although I occasionally recall my previous life and even miss it, most of the time I am very fortunate, fortunate that I have worked hard, fortunate that I have the ability to give my two children better living conditions, and fortunate that I No need to add trouble to parents anymore, but have the ability to support them for a long time.

How Shao Siqi wants to choose, I can't give her the answer, I can only give her an analysis.

"Do you really want to be a star?" In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I still don't want Shao Siqi to step into this industry. A woman, and she is a beautiful woman, is really very dangerous to be in the entertainment industry.

"Why don't you chase me." Shao Siqi said suddenly.

I was taken aback by her brain circuit, looked at her, not knowing why.

"If you chase after me, I promise you to be your girlfriend, and I won't be a star anymore." Shao Siqi told me, and even patted her chest, "See, I want to be expected, I want to have a figure, When I was walking, many people looked at me straight in the eyes, wishing to throw me on the bed, I gave you this opportunity now, do you cherish it?"

"Stop joking, if I really knock you down, maybe you will cry." I think Shao Siqi must be joking, and it is impossible for me to chase her.

"You really don't intend to chase me?" Shao Siqi looked at me.

I shook my head.

"You won't have this chance in the future. When I become a big star, people who want to chase me will definitely line up. At that time, you will be directly ranked from the first to the bottom." Shao Siqi said.

"Okay, let's go, aren't others still waiting for you? If you want to become a star, you must seize this opportunity and don't miss it. Even if you play some small roles, as long as you act well and have unique characteristics , will definitely make people remember you." I don't want to continue chatting with Shao Siqi on this topic.

I don't know why, although Shao Siqi said these words as a joke, I also listened as a joke, but I still felt a little uncomfortable. I can't tell the reason, but I just feel very unhappy.

"You don't need to see me off, go there by yourself." Shao Siqi seemed to be a little unhappy, she didn't get in my car, turned around and left alone.

I pulled the car door and looked at her back. After a while, I finally sighed, closed the door again, and followed her: "It's so hot, are you thirsty, do you want an ice cream? "

"Why did you come here? Aren't you very busy?" Shao Siqi looked at me with a blank expression, "What else do I do?"

"It's still possible to treat you to an ice cream." I pointed to the shop beside me, "There should be ice cream for sale there. I'll buy it for you, whatever flavor you want."

"I don't eat ice cream, I want to eat durian-flavored ice cream." Shao Siqi said.

"Durian-flavored ice cream? Is there such a thing?" I felt strange, I had never heard of the ice cream that Shao Siqi mentioned, and someone else made durian into ice cream?
"I just want to eat." Shao Siqi seemed to lose her temper as a child.

"Okay, I'll go and ask for you." I nodded and went into the store. This time, I finally followed her wishes.

Not available in the store.

After making Shao Siqi wait there for a while, I went to two more stores, and finally bought a durian-flavored ice cream, and I asked for an old popsicle myself.

"Try it." Shao Siqi took a bite of the ice cream and handed it to my mouth, "It's delicious."

"You can eat it, I won't eat it, I'll just eat old popsicles." I shook my head and glanced at the ice cream, "I've been licked like this by you, how can I eat it."

"I don't even dislike your saliva. I ate all your fish skins, but you still dislike me. How many people want to eat my saliva has never had a chance. Don't be hypocritical when I give you this chance." Shao Siqi glared. I spoke unrestrictedly, regardless of the people around me, "Take a bite quickly, if you take a bite, we will still be good friends, and I will forgive you."

"Didn't I invite you to dinner just now? Didn't you calm down after eating?" I asked, the taste of durian ice cream was a bit harsh, and I moved my head to the side.

"Bring me a meal and try to calm me down? How is that possible? Hurry up, the ice cream has melted, take a quick bite." Shao Siqi brought the ice cream to my mouth.

"Drool." The ice cream was licked by Shao Ziqi, and I refused.

"Hurry up." Shao Siqi stopped me, and she wouldn't stop until I took a bite.

"It smells bad, how can I eat it if it smells so bad." I still don't want to, in fact, I should be a little embarrassed, with so many people watching, I'm really embarrassed to eat the ice cream that Shao Siqi bit, and change it to something else, I Certainly not so twitchy.

(End of this chapter)