sleepless tonight

Chapter 319 I'm hurt
"What do you want to tell her?" Yu Lu immediately became vigilant, "Don't talk nonsense about what I told you just now."

"I know, don't worry, I won't talk nonsense. What Zhou Kai and I want to talk about is between men. You sit here for a while, and I will come over as soon as I finish chatting with him." I said.

Zhou Kai and I walked a little further.

"Just talk here if you have anything to say." Zhou Kai stopped.

I took a look. This place is a bit close to where Yu Lu and Tang Xin are. I was worried that Yu Lu would overhear what I said to Zhou Kai later: "Go ahead."

Zhou Kai followed me and walked more than ten meters away, and he and I stood in a corner under the shade of a tree.

"You are so brave, you are so courageous, you have a private meeting with Tang Xin in the school, and your face doesn't change at all when you lie. I'm afraid you have deceived Yu Lu a lot, right?" I asked Zhou Kai, the anger that was suppressed just now Now they all rushed forward, and I couldn't restrain my anger towards Zhou Kai anymore.

I can't pretend anymore.

Knowing that there is an unspeakable connection between these two people, but I still pretend that nothing happened, which is very frustrating.

"Didn't you just say that it was just a coincidence that Tang Xin and I were walking in the school, there was no other reason, why did you turn around and question me so quickly?" Zhou Kai looked at me.

I grabbed his collar immediately: "Am I talking for you? I have no other choice. Don't be cynical here. What do you want to do? Yu Luren is not bad-looking, so pretty is good for you , you are still playing with women outside, are you worthy of her?"

"Why didn't you have a good fight yesterday, and you have to fight again today?" Zhou Kai smiled and patted my hand, "You really shouldn't say this, you don't have this position at all, your ex-wife is called Tong Wangjun Isn't it? It's not bad, but are you with her? And Logan, she likes you, are you with her? Then there is that high school reunion, the woman you brought is named Su But right, I really admire you, a person like you is surrounded by beauties, all of them are so beautiful, I don't know how they can be blind and fall in love with you."

"These women are all good. Which one of them have you been with? Why don't you stick to a few boats, stay with this one for a while, and be with that one for a while, what position do you have to teach me?"

"I really can't understand you. Are you trying to get the state officials to set fire and not allow the people to light lamps? Or what? You are only allowed to have affairs with a few women, and the relationship is unclear. I can't do it if I find a woman outside ?”

I was choked by Zhou Kai, and I didn't speak for a long time.

"Forget it, don't pretend to be righteous here, and teach me from the commanding heights of morality, you are not a good person." Zhou Kai pulled his collar, gave me a mocking look, and was about to leave.

"Yu Lu is pregnant." I said.

Zhou Kai stopped and looked back at me, a little puzzled.

"Yu Lu told me just now that she is pregnant for about a month. Do you still want to have sex with Tang Xin at this time? Think about it, the relationship between the two of you for ten years, she is really good to you , I only like you wholeheartedly, don't worry about it, and live a good life with her, isn't it okay?" I persuaded.

"She's pregnant, how do you know?" Zhou Kai looked at me.

"Don't get me wrong, she didn't tell you on purpose, just to give you a surprise, she also wanted to wait for Wu Dong to come back from abroad, and we would gather together and tell you the news." I said Say.

Zhou Kai didn't speak, didn't say anything, and left.

"Are you listening?" I asked from behind him.

"That's my business. It has nothing to do with you. You can talk about it after you manage yourself." Zhou Kai looked back at me, "And I forgot to tell you something just now. You are not a state official. You look like that at all. You are not worthy of being a state official, and I will light the fire, you are just a fool."

Zhou Kai left, he left with Yu Lu, Tang Xin stayed behind.

"You met Yu Lu to tell her about Zhou Kai and me?" Tang Xin glanced at me.

"Your kind of marriage values ​​are not worth it. For women, youth is the most precious wealth. Men are afraid of entering the wrong line of work, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong man. Zhou Kai's love for you may not be love, even if there is, but How long can you maintain this kind of relationship? You are almost [-] years old. When you are old, no longer so beautiful, no longer so mature, and full of charm, Zhou Kai will still fall in love with you " I said to Tang Xin, "Men and women are different. Even if a man is old, as long as he has money and does not lack women, but when a woman is old, she will lose her appearance and beauty, and she will really It's tough."

"Chen Jin, do you know that I don't actually want to break up Yu Lu and Zhou Kai. I don't have any hostility towards Yu Lu. I've told you this a long time ago. I'll tell you again now." Tang Xin stopped, "Life is only a few decades in a hurry. For the first ten years or so, I went to school and followed the route my parents planned for me. My mind is still in a hazy state."

"I gradually woke up at the age of sixteen or seventeen and had my own ideas, but at this time I was not out of the control of my parents, nor did I have the courage and material foundation to pursue love. I entered university and entered the society in my twenties. Only when you have a certain material foundation can you be independent to a certain extent, and be able to let your behavior follow your own thoughts and follow your own ideas."

"After the age of 50, when you get older, your energy is not as good as before, and as you said, the appearance of a woman will become less elegant. Only the age range from 20 to 50, 30 years, I can act according to my own ideas, and my actions can keep up with my thoughts. The only good time in life is these 30 years."

"In this case, why not do it? People live in the world, why do they have to live their lives according to the world's ideas? It shouldn't be so vulgar, it shouldn't be so ordinary, people always want to bloom on the road of life The brilliance that belongs to me, even if this brilliance is only for a moment, is enough to prove that I have not come in vain."

"Your thinking is wrong." I said.

"Is right and wrong so absolute? Look at these students after school, some choose to ride bicycles when they go back to the dormitory, and some choose to take a walk. Which one is right and which one is wrong? People who ride bikes save time, and they can go back to the dormitory with Videos with girlfriends, or playing games, reading books, and strolling people may meet a love in the campus, and they can also enjoy more scenery and see more interesting things." Tang Xin The ability to reason is very strong, "There is no right or wrong in things, there is only a position. I believe that if you don't know Yu Lu but are my friend, you will definitely support me, instead of trying to persuade me to leave Zhou. Kay."

"Actually, you and I are the same kind of people. Is it really so difficult to obtain a paper certificate? It's just a household registration book, an ID card, a one-inch photo, and a handling fee of ten yuan. You and your ex-wife You can do it, you and Xiaowan can do it too, but, did you go? You didn't go, why? Isn't it because you want to pursue love? To pursue your own heart?"

"Love should not be fettered, love is selfish." Tang Xin glanced at me: "Will you go back with me?"

I shook my head and lit a cigarette for myself. I don't want to go back right now, nor do I want to go with Tang Xin. I feel that Tang Xin's words have torn away the disguise I have always been, and put away the noble Love takes a dirty place.

Tang Xin ignored me and left by herself. I sat on the bench and smoked slowly, not knowing what to do next.

My cell phone rang, and Su Ran sent me a message: "Can you come and stay with me?"

"Let's pass a few days, I have something to do these few days." Actually, I don't have many things, but I am very irritable now, and I don't have the mind to do other things.

But after replying to this message, I felt something was wrong. Su Ran would never send me such a message. After hesitating for a while, I sent her another message: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm injured and in the hospital." Su Ran said.

(End of this chapter)