sleepless tonight

Chapter 374 Don't Cry

Logan should have heard the meaning of my words. I was implying the relationship between me and her. I have feelings with her, and the relationship is not shallow, but in the end we are not together, and it has become like this the point.

Some things cannot be sustained by feelings alone.

After I said this, Logan lost her previous aggressive attitude and became quiet.

"Eat vegetables, eat vegetables, everyone, stop arguing, it's rare to get together, so don't affect each other's relationship because of these things, let's talk about things later, when the dishes are served, let's all eat." Wu Dong Greeting.

Halfway through the meal, I asked Tang Wan: "Do you have anything to explain about this incident, did I misunderstand you?"

Logan froze for a moment, then turned to look at me: "There is no misunderstanding."

Some doubts in my heart disappeared, and some things I was still thinking about disappeared.

The whole person felt a little better, but also a little uncomfortable.

I didn't talk anymore, and neither did Logan, including Yu Lu. In the past, there would be embarrassing situations for each other at gatherings, but Yu Lu would thread the needles inside to make the atmosphere more active. It wasn't so embarrassing, but today she did nothing He didn't say anything, just sat there and ate the food, and even the food only moved a few chopsticks occasionally.

It was supposed to be a banquet to welcome the wind and cleanse the dust, but it ended in embarrassment in the end.

"Then I'll leave first, Logan, why don't you stay and chat with Chen Jin for a while?" Wu Dong picked up his luggage.

"Let me go with you, you go first, I can't carry so much luggage by myself," Logan said.

"Chen Jin is here, just ask her to help you." Wu Dong said.

"I'm not free," I said.

"I didn't count on you either." Logan said immediately.

"Okay, then let's go together." Wu Dong nodded, then looked at me again, "Chen Jin, then I'll go first, let's see when the two of us get together again."

I nodded and finally showed a smile: "Okay, slow down on the road."

Wu Dong said to get together alone, maybe there is something he wants to say to me alone.Should be some explanation, I'll wait.

"How do you go back?" I turned to look at Yu Lu who hadn't left yet, "Shall I drive you back?"

"In no hurry to go back, let's take a walk by the river." Yu Lu said.

I nodded and drove to the riverside. After parking the car, Yu Lu and I walked slowly along the river beach.

Not far away is the turbid river surface, the steam ferry is moving slowly, the sky is a bit cloudy, it seems that it is going to rain.

I walked with Yu Lu, she didn't speak, and I didn't speak, the atmosphere was very awkward, a bit more stiff than when I was in the hotel just now, I looked towards the river from time to time, and finally broke the stiff atmosphere: "This river It's really turbid, almost like the Yellow River."

"Have you ever seen the Yellow River?" Yu Lu asked me.

"I haven't seen it before, but the water in the Yellow River is turbid. Everyone knows it, and it's also in the texts I learned before." I said.

"Then don't say such nonsense." Yu Lu said, "Do you have anything to tell me?"

"Say what?" I asked with a smile.

With a slap, Yu Lu suddenly raised her hand and slapped me across the face.

I was a little dazed, not angry, but a little flustered, and looked at Yu Lu apologetically.

"How long are you going to lie to me? How long are you and Zhou Kai going to collude to hide it from me? Can you stop treating me like a fool? Why do you bully me like this? Careless, that's why you guys united to treat me like this?" Yu Lu looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"I didn't want to lie to you, and I didn't unite with Zhou Kai." What should have happened, what should be worried about, finally happened, and my heart was very painful. I thought that Yu Lu hadn't found out yet, and there was still a trace of luck , but now all luck is shattered.

I should have thought a long time ago that Yu Lu's state is so wrong, she is completely different from the one I knew before, they are completely two people, but I still don't want to face the truth, I keep lying to myself, trying to convince myself that Yu Lu's state may be different However, it turned out that I was just deceiving myself and others. The things I didn’t want to face would not be changed by my will. What should happen, what should come, will always happen, always come.

"You didn't lie to me? You didn't lie to me. Why are you still refusing to tell me the truth?" Yu Lu said.

"You know everything?" I asked nonsense.

"Zhou Kai is so abnormal, if I still can't find out, am I really a fool?" Yu Lu cried silently, "Chen Jin, why did you deceive me together with Zhou Kai? Could it be that our relationship for so many years is Is it fake?"

"I didn't lie to you, you are my best friend, I want you to be happy, I want you to be happy all the time, I don't have any idea of ​​cheating you." Looking at the tears on Yu Lu's face, I My heart aches so badly that I really want to grab Zhou Kai and Tang Xin, a pair of sluts, and beat them up in front of Yu Lu.

"Did you find out about Zhou Kai and Tang Xin a long time ago?" Yu Lu asked me.

I nodded.

"Then you still say you didn't lie to me?" Yu Lu asked me, "Last time at Wuhan University, I met Zhou Kai and Tang Xin in school. At that time, you already knew that there was a relationship between Zhou Kai and Tang Xin. relationship, right?"

"Yes, I found out." I didn't lie to Yu Lu.

Lying is useless now, since Yu Lu has discovered the matter between Zhou Kai and Tang Xin, there is no need to hide it, I don't want to face the pain, I don't want to face such a thing, but it happened After all, we still have to face it, and we still have to bear it after all.

"You found out but didn't tell me. You even lied for Zhou Kai and told him that it was just a coincidence. That's not called lying to me. What do you need to do to lie to me? Could it be that you have to wait until Zhou Kai and Tang Xin are together?" When I have a child, you will tell me about the two of them when he comes to me with the divorce agreement?" Yu Lu cried, her body trembling with excitement.

"Don't cry." Yu Lu's appearance made me feel a little uncomfortable, so I patted her on the shoulder.

Yu Lu shook off my hand: "Don't touch me, I treat you like a friend, but you treat me like this, does it mean that in the eyes of you men, women are just for teasing, that's why you and Zhou Kai are colluding, you I have been entangled with several women, and now Zhou Kai is also with Tang Xin behind my back, but you didn't tell me when you found out."

"It's not like that. You still have a baby in your stomach. Don't be so excited. Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but because you are pregnant with a baby, I can't bear to tell you about it." I said.

"If you don't have the heart to tell me, when will you tell me? When my child is born, I suddenly find that his father has become someone else's father. Will you tell me until then?" Yu Lu looked at me.

"No, I didn't want to wait until that time." Yu Lu's appearance made me feel a little regretful. I should have told her the actual situation earlier. I shouldn't have hope for Zhou Kai, and I shouldn't think that Zhou Kai would wake up, "I just I want to find a suitable time to tell you the truth. That time I asked you out, I was ready to talk about it, but you told me that you were pregnant with a child. Seeing you full of joy and anticipation , I can't bear to tell you."

"I thought Zhou Kai would change. I thought he would wake up. The two of you have been together for so long, and it's not easy to be together. If Zhou Kai can wake up and break ties with Tang Xin, I think you may be able to live on."

"Think? Do you think? Don't always think, can you understand my inner feelings? Why do you think I can do things that you can't do yourself?" Yu Lu's tears didn't stop, "If Logan and Wu Dong is together, you know, can you continue to be with Logan with peace of mind? Can you accept the fact that Logan and Wu Dong get off the plane together, you can't accept such a thing, you Why do you ask me to accept Zhou Kai having sex with other women with peace of mind? You are making things difficult for others."

(End of this chapter)