sleepless tonight

Chapter 376

"Can you really make up your mind to divorce him?" I doubted Yu Lu's determination.

"The heart is dead, there is no hope at all, what else can't be resolved? But if there is a little hope, there is a little possibility, I will not make this decision, but the hope is gone, and it may be gone. If this is the case, then The only way left is divorce." Yu Lu said.

"Drive, if you don't drive, I will really go down by myself." Yu Lu urged me.

I sighed, finally started the car, drove the car to the hospital, registered with Yu Lu, and went to the gynecology department.

While waiting in line outside the gynecology department, I looked at Yu Lu who was sitting silently beside me: "Do you regret it?"

"My own choice, no matter how regretful it is, what's the use? Others didn't force me to like Zhou Kai. It's me who likes him. It's me who pursues him. My choice, no matter how regretful it is, I can only bear it silently. "Yu Lu shook her head, holding the registration form, feeling very depressed, "I was just thinking, what have I done in the past ten years, and why everything I have done is meaningless. It's like the moon in the water in the mirror, it's all fake."

"Is there no other life besides Zhou Kai?" I asked.

"I thought he was my destination, he was my reliance, and he was the other half of my life. I have been around him for ten years. I am happy when he is happy. I will go wherever he is. I don't have a real life of my own." Yu Lu's eyes were a little confused, "I thought he and I could go on hand in hand for the rest of our lives, but I didn't expect an accident to happen so soon, and the imprint in his heart has never been They haven’t disappeared, combined with me, maybe it’s more about surrender.”

"Everyone thinks that he and I should be together, so he gave in to everyone's will, fell in love with me, and married me, but he must be very unwilling in his heart, and that anxiety may become as I marry him. It became more and more intense, and it exploded all at once, and the matter became clear, and it has always been my wishful thinking."

Yu Lu raised her head and smiled at me: "I've seen it clearly, and I've come to my senses, so let this end, there's no need to insist on it, and stop deceiving yourself and others."

A doctor's call came from inside, and Yu Lu looked at the registration form in her hand: "I should go in."

"I'll go in with you." I followed beside Yu Lu.

Inquiring, confirming, checking, until entering the operating room, I stayed by Yu Lu's side.

I paid the money and signed the letter on my behalf. The door of the operating room opened, and the doctor came out with a plate. There were some tissues in the basin and showed me: "Take a look, this is the child, take it all out." Come on, keep it clean, be careful in the future, if you don’t want a child, take some defensive measures, don’t be like this. A child is a life, and an adult’s body also suffers, so you can’t ignore the consequences for your own comfort.”

I nodded submissively, thinking of Tong Wangjun.

"You wait outside for a while, the effect of her anesthetic has not passed, she will wake up later, remember to support her, don't let her fall." The doctor taught me a few words, then told me, and left .

I waited outside the operating room for about five or six minutes, and someone helped Yu Lu out.

Yu Lu's face was very pale, and her walking was a little unsteady. I helped her to sit down, trying to let her relax.

"I don't want to stay here, you take me and leave this place." Yu Lu shook her head.

"Take a break, wait for your anesthesia to pass, and then go downstairs, it's dangerous to walk like this now." I said.

"This place is too cold, do you know what I went through in the operating room just now?" Yu Lu said in a sad voice, "I felt something icy scratching my stomach, it hurt so much, I can't see it, but I can feel it, I can guess that it's my child, chopped up and pulled out of my stomach."

"Stop talking, you don't want to stay here, then I'll help you down, let's sit in the car for a while." I couldn't bear to hear this, so I helped Yu Lu go downstairs, out of the hospital, and sat in the car .

"Do you want to eat something or drink some water?" I asked Yu Lu.

"No, I can't eat anything." Yu Lu shook her head.

Yu Lu leaned on the back seat, closed her eyes and rested, and I accompanied her.

About half an hour later, Yu Lu got better and came to her senses: "Take me back to the community."

"Aren't you going to get a divorce? What are you doing back in the community?" I asked, "How about I rent you a house outside?"

The children have already been beaten, and there is no room for relaxation on this road. The affairs of Zhou Kai and Yu Lu are basically settled in this way, and the ten-year relationship has come to an end.

At the beginning, I thought that the two of them could reconcile and that Zhou Kai could turn around, but now that this is the case, the previous thoughts are gone. If this is the case, I don't think it is necessary for Yu Lu to return to the community.

Things have come to this point, it's good for Yu Lu that she should put aside all ties with Zhou Kai and not have any more contact with each other.

"I still have something left with him, I need to go and get it, and the divorce procedure can only be done with him," Yu Lu said.

I nodded, what Yu Lu said was the actual situation, and indeed they all needed to be resolved. I drove Yu Lu back to the community, and happened to meet Zhou Kai who was also returning to the community, and the three of them bumped into each other.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Kai looked at me and then at Yu Lu, "Why are you two together?"

I don't want to talk to him. The pain Yu Lu suffered today was caused by Zhou Kai. I reminded him that I wanted him to sever ties with Tang Xin. If he had followed my advice earlier, Yu Lu might not have You will find that it will not be so painful to make such a decision.

"Thank you today, you can go back, I will call you when there is something to do." Yu Lu told me.

I nodded: "Then you should pay attention to your body and call me if you have anything to do."

I ignored Zhou Kai and left after talking to Yu Lu.

In the evening, I was going to pick up Chen Le. Tomorrow morning, when there was no class, I would send her back to Hubei City. I should take care of myself, and I can't stay away from school like this.

The more the society develops, the degree and scope of education become wider, and the intensity of competition increases. If you have studied in the past, you will be very literate in junior high school and high school. Even in ancient times, being able to read and write is very remarkable. It is the joy of cultural people. , How much time can literacy delay?A few months, or a year or two, the ancients only had a cold window of ten years.

But now, undergraduate students are already walking everywhere. Although the age of admission is six years old, many children will be sent to early childhood education and kindergarten when they are three years old.

Counting from the age of three to graduate school, I am almost 26 or seven years old. If I am a doctoral student, I will be in my thirties when I improve my competitiveness. I have spent nearly 30 years studying and improving my competitiveness. strength.

The average life expectancy of a person is only more than 70 years old, and half of the time is spent on study.

In the future, the higher the level of education, the higher the level of education, and maybe you have to study until you are 40 years old to be able to become competitive and find a suitable job in society.

Living conditions have improved, but the pressure has not decreased, but has increased.

But it is useless to complain or complain. All you can do is abide by the rules, improve yourself within the rules, and find your own position.

It's like meeting a bear, you don't have to beat the bear, you just need to run faster than others.

I picked up the phone and was about to make a call to Su Ran. The phone rang first, and Tang Wan called me: "If you have time in the evening, come out."

"I don't have time, I have something to do now." I refused.

"If you don't have time, make some time to come out and talk about the company. I have already called Yang Wendi and Liang Fanghong, and asked them to meet together." Tang Wan said.

"I really don't have time right now. I'm going to pick up the child. Let's talk about it later." I said, "Don't think about the company's affairs. Since you have done such a thing, you should be able to imagine that there will be such a thing." result."

(End of this chapter)