sleepless tonight

Chapter 420 So Shameless

I think this thing is too weird.

Obviously Su Changmin was sorry for Su Ran, but because of Su Changmin's death, Su Ran was stigmatized as a white-eyed wolf and had to endure the accusations.

Can a person's guilt really disappear because of his death, or even because of his death, his guilt can be erased, but his achievements can be infinitely magnified?
I don't understand.

Amid all kinds of gazes, Su Ran accompanied Su Changmin to the burial, and she persisted.

All the people left, but Su Ran was still standing in front of Su Changmin's tomb, looking at the photo of Su Changmin on the tombstone.

Su Changmin in the posthumous photo was very gentle, and looked like a good man.

"Don't blame yourself too much, his death really doesn't have much to do with you." I couldn't bear to see Su Ran like this, she had been like this for many days.

"Because of this company, my father left, suddenly left in the office, I didn't even have time to take a look, and now uncle has such a thing because of this company, why did things become like this, the company obviously let us get rid of life It was a difficult place, but now it has taken away my two relatives." Su Ran was a little sad.

"The original intention of my father to found the company was because my mother looked down on him, and felt that following him was nowhere to be found, and his life was not guaranteed. He worked desperately, desperately to make money, struggled desperately, and founded the company, but he left before enjoying life well. Now, uncle is also like this, he is struggling with the company, he has been running around the construction site all year round, he has to socialize, and he has never stopped, is this the life they want to pursue?"

"Now that the company is mine, will my life also become like my father's, my uncle's, etc. Is my pursuit at the beginning wrong?"

"Don't think too much about it. It's a complete accident. There are so many people in car accidents every year, but there are still many people driving on the road. You can't cancel your car just because of a car accident, and stop driving on the road." I said "Your father's death was caused by an accident because of being too tired, and your uncle's death was because he had no self-knowledge and was too arbitrary to listen to your persuasion. People were cheated, even if he really committed suicide by jumping off a building, it was because he was too greedy."

"The death of the two of them was completely accidental. You don't need to compare yourself with them, and that kind of thing won't happen to you. Besides, the efforts of the two of them are not without achievements. In fact, they have already succeeded."

"Although the two of them are a bit tired, their families have been guaranteed life. Su Mo, your aunt, or you, aren't they all beneficiaries?"

"But I would rather not have these, I just hope that my father and uncle are safe and sound." Su Ran said.

"You want them to be safe and sound, but they want you to have a material foundation, to provide you and your family with basic living security, to allow you to live in a good house, to allow you to study abroad, and to drive a car. Luxury cars, this is also their hope and pursuit.” I said, “In your eyes, they work hard and are tired, but from their standpoint, from their perspective, they may be very happy in their hearts. , because they can provide a guarantee for those around them.”

Happiness does not have to be obtained from oneself. Happiness does not necessarily mean that one's own life is good. People around you live well, and seeing family members live well can actually lead to happiness.

"Chen Jin, I want to drink." Su Ran looked at me, "Can you accompany me?"

"I'll accompany you." I nodded.

Su Ran is in a bad mood. She wants to drink and vent her emotions. This is a good sign. Only when the suppressed feelings in her heart are vented can she not feel depressed and feel comfortable, and her heart knot can be untied.

I went to the supermarket with Su Ran, bought a lot of wine, and took them back to my residence.

There is nothing extra to say, Su Ran took a sip after drinking, and I also took a sip with her.

"I want to give the company to Xiaomo." Su Ran said suddenly.

I understand why Su Ran has such thoughts. Su Changmin's death has dealt a great blow to her and made her feel guilty, thinking that all this was caused by her robbing the company.

Su Changmin died, Su Ran wanted to give the company to Su Mo, to make himself feel better.

"You should know more about Su Mo's ability than I do. She couldn't work well when Su Changmin was here. Do you think she can manage the company well now that Su Changmin is gone?" I didn't agree with Su Ran's approach. "Giving the company to her is tantamount to directly closing the company. If you really want to give it to her, it would be better to declare the company closed."

"But I feel uncomfortable. Uncle's death hit me very hard and made me feel like a sinner. All this was caused by me robbing the company. If I didn't come back, I wouldn't have that obsession. I wouldn't rob my uncle. Company, maybe he won't have an accident." Su Ran said, "I want to make up for it."

"This has nothing to do with you. The company was founded by your father in the first place. Su Changmin is a magpie's nest. It can't be taken for granted just because he has paid for the company or because he has managed the company for a long time." I said. Shaking his head, "You have already paid so much for the company, you can't give up at this time, you can't have such thoughts."

The dove occupies the magpie's nest, and the dove always occupies the magpie's nest.

Just like the Yuan and Qing in the historical dynasties.

Su Ran didn't mention this matter again. She drank a lot this night and vomited three or four times. I was also a little drunk, but it was much better than hers. I helped Su Ran to the bed, took off her shoes, Wash her feet.

Worried that Su Ran would drink too much and have an accident in the middle of the night, I didn't leave, and stayed by her side all the time, squatting and lying on the edge of the bed.

When I woke up, I looked towards the bed and found that Su Ran had woken up early and was staring at me.

Two eyes, as if peeping at me.

"Have you got a headache?" I asked her.

"A little bit." Su Ran nodded.

"Drinking wine is a bit miscellaneous. If you drink beer, white wine, and red wine together, you will definitely have a headache. It will be better in a day or two. You don't have to go to work these two days, just stay indoors." I said Said, "I'm going to pour you a glass of warm water, you're thirsty, drink some warm water to moisten your throat."

Su Ran held me back: "Don't go, just accompany me."

Su Ran seems to be very dependent on me, the way she looks at me reminds me of Chen Ke and Chen Le, which makes me want to protect: "Don't worry, I won't leave, I'm here be with you."

I squatted beside the bed and looked at Su Ran quietly.

"Chen Jin, thank you for being with me." Su Ran told me.

"It's my honor to be with you. Don't talk to me like this. It will make me feel that we are very far apart and very strange. Are we very strange?" I said.

Su Ran shook her head and smiled.

It was the first time in days that she smiled.

"Do you really want to be like me?" Su Ran said suddenly.

"You're so beautiful, all men would want that when they see you." I pulled a group of people together for my impulse, "But I don't have that idea now."

"I don't like other men thinking about me." Su Ran said.

"How can you control other people's thoughts?" I think Su Ran's thoughts are a bit cute.

"There must be a way." Su Ran said, "Do you really have no idea about me now?"

"No." I nodded affirmatively.

"Is it because I drank alcohol, was too dirty, and didn't take a shower yesterday, so you have no idea about me?" Su Ran said.

"It's not because of these, even if you don't take a bath, your body smells good, and it can make people feel impulsive." I shook my head, Su Ran's current state just made me feel pity, and I didn't have any thoughts about that.

"I originally wanted to give you some rewards, but now it seems that you don't need it, so forget it." Su Ran said.

"Reward?" My heart skipped a beat and I stared at Su Ran, "Are you serious?"

"Don't you want it?" Su Ran seemed startled by my appearance, wrapped the quilt tightly, and stared at me vigilantly.

As expected, a woman's heart is most likely to reveal its flaws when it is sad, and it is easy to be taken advantage of. Su Ran's current state is a clear proof: "It doesn't matter if I think about it or not. As long as you give me, I can think about it, and I can do it." want."

At this moment, I feel so shameless.

However, be shameless.

(End of this chapter)