sleepless tonight

Chapter 433 I Really Miss You
Seeing the black Mercedes going away, gradually out of my sight, I suddenly had an illusion, as if Su Ran left like this, I would never find her again.

I ran forward a few steps, trying to find the shadow of the Mercedes-Benz, but it had already blended into the traffic and could no longer be seen.

Sometimes people have an illusion that what just happened seems to have happened before, and there will be bad results. This is how I feel now, this scene seems to have happened before.

The black Mercedes disappeared into the crowd. This scene seemed familiar, but I knew it was impossible. This scene could not have happened before. All this was my illusion.

I lit a cigarette and looked at the passing traffic. Although I knew that some of the thoughts in my mind just now were illusions and my wild thoughts, I still felt a little unhappy and a little scared in my heart.

My mobile phone rang, and Su Ran sent me a message: "Go back to the house, it's cold outside, don't stay outside for a long time, be careful of catching a cold."

"I didn't go back. Just now I saw the Mercedes-Benz you were sitting in disappeared. I felt empty in my heart. I am standing on the road smoking a cigarette. Do you know that just now I had an illusion in my mind, feeling that this time you Going to BJ seems to never see you again, you will go away from my side." I expressed all my feelings, I was really worried, worried that the illusion in my mind would become reality, I want to get an affirmative answer and some comfort from Su Ran.

"Are you afraid of losing me?" Su Ran texted me back.

"Yes, I'm afraid." For the first time, I expressed my feelings for Su Ran without any affectation.

"Don't worry, I will come back, you won't lose me, I will still be with you, no one can stop me, I just go to BJ temporarily, that is not my home, Wuchang is mine Home." This time Su Ran didn't send me a text message, but a voice message.

There is a constant rush of emotions in my mind, some words are in my throat, and they are about to rush out.

"What's the matter? Why don't you talk anymore?" I didn't respond for a long time, but Su Ran sent me another message, she was worried about me.

"It's nothing, I'll give you a surprise when you come back." I finally didn't say some words and suppressed them, but it was only temporary, and I think it's too perfunctory to say it now, I have to wait, wait for Su Ran When you come back, wait until you are fully prepared and then formally mention it to her. It will be considered sincere, meaningful and romantic.

"Okay, then I'll wait." Su Ran sent me another voice, the voice was sweet.

I suddenly felt that I missed Su Ran very much. She had only been away for a while, and I missed her already.

When I got back to my residence, I looked around and saw that the house was empty and I didn't want to do anything.

In the past, when I was alone, I could still read a book. I quietly moved a stool and sat on the balcony, poured a cup of tea, drank a sip of tea, and read a book for a while.

Even college textbooks, I can read all afternoon without getting bored.

But now, I have no thoughts at all, and I can't calm down.

My heart is disturbed.

I desperately hope that Su Ran can come back sooner, so that I can settle down earlier.

After cleaning the house inside and out, I called Qi Jun.

"What's the matter, why do you want to call me?" Qi Jun's tone was completely different from when he met me in the past, with a sense of pride and self-confidence, as if he had had enough hardships, and finally welcomed the clouds and the moon In Ming's state, the energy of the whole person has improved a lot.

The state of a person, the spirit of a person, is actually not static. When you have confidence, you will look more energetic, more confident, and stronger. When you are not confident, you will look like a dog.

Qi Jun is now a human, not a dog, he has capital and confidence.

"Let's make an appointment to meet." I said, "Su Mo has approached me and told me about the situation at home. Isn't it a little too much for you to do this?"

"She went to you? This bitch, it seems that I haven't taught you enough. She hasn't tasted the pain yet and ran to you. Does she think you can solve this matter? Even the police can't solve it. Why do you Solve it? You don't think you can make me submit with just one or two words, let me obey, right?" Qi Jun guessed the reason why Su Mo came to me, and he didn't even ask, "Okay, if you want to meet, then meet Well, I just want to see you too, so I don’t need to look for other places, it’s at my house, you know the location, come over tomorrow morning, I’ll be waiting for you.”

In the evening, Su Ran sent me a message saying that she had arrived in BJ. I lay on the bed and sent her a message back: "I miss you."

"There are people around me, don't talk nonsense." The message Su Ran sent to me made me wonder about her current state. She was sneaky, afraid that Shen Yue would discover the chat records on her phone.

It must look cute.

This made me miss her even more: "I really miss you."

"Then what should I do?" Su Ran replied to me.

"I'll go to your room to sleep, okay?" I asked Su Ran, I guess she is so smart, she must know what I want to do.

"No, you will dirty the bed if you come into my room." Su Ran disagreed.

"I'll be more careful, isn't there toilet paper? It won't get dirty." I said.

"You've done it so many times, why are you thinking about it now? It's only been a long time since I left." Su Ran probably felt that I was a little different from ordinary people, "Why didn't you have these thoughts when I was here, why did you immediately reveal your original shape as soon as I left Is it revealed?"

"I don't know. You may not believe it when you say it. In the past, I felt that being alone was good and comfortable. I could do whatever I wanted, play games if I wanted to play games, and buy something to eat. Buy some food, read books alone if you want to read alone, watch TV if you want to watch TV, and be free, but now I stay with you for a long time, and you leave suddenly, I feel a little uncomfortable, feeling to loneliness," I said.

"Feel lonely? That's what you want?" Su Ran killed me with one sentence.

I don't know how to answer her, and I also feel that my thoughts are really insignificant. Telling Su Ran about these things is somewhat tarnished: "Okay, don't talk about it, I'm going to sleep, and now BJ's day should also be It’s dark, and you have to transfer, so don’t play with your mobile phone, pay attention to safety.”

"Someone is coming to pick us up, you don't have to worry about me." Su Ran replied to me, "If you are really uncomfortable, go to my room, but don't dirty the things in the room, and don't rummage through my things .”

"Okay, definitely not." I assured Su Ran that I have her photos in my phone, so I don't need to look through her things, as long as I stay in her room, smell the smell in the room, and think of Su Ran staying in the room But, I am content.

When I entered Su Ran's room and closed the door, I felt a little perverted, but I couldn't help it.

Immediately I felt much more comfortable, feeling exhausted, I opened Su Ran's room door to ventilate, took a shower, and climbed onto the bed.

I woke up a bit late in the morning, and I had a bad taste in my mouth. After washing up and having breakfast, I drove to Su Changmin's house.

It should be Qi Jun's home now.

"You have something to ask me, but you came so late, I asked you to come in the morning, and it's almost noon now, did you come here on purpose, do you want to have a meal here?" After Qi Jun opened the door, he said to me, "I am no longer what I used to be. If you still underestimate me, your vision is too low, including the house you are in now. The name on the real estate certificate used to be Su Changmin. Yes, it has now been changed to my name, and it will soon be transferred under the name of my parents, completely becoming my property."

Su Changmin's house said it was going to be sold to pay off the debt, but in the end it was not sold. Su Changmin probably wanted to keep it for Su Mo's mother and daughter, but now, Qi Jun was taken advantage of.

"How did you do this?" I asked Qi Jun.

(End of this chapter)