sleepless tonight

Chapter 632
"What do you mean? Why do you have to stay in the countryside all the time?" I was a little surprised, Yu Lu's words made me feel very depressed.

I studied hard since I was a child, went to elementary school, junior high school, high school, college, and even entered the society. I want to find a good job. The purpose of doing these things is nothing more than to get out of the village, live in the city, and settle down in the city. .

But now Yu Lu says that she wants to go back to the countryside and stay in the countryside to develop in the future, which seems incredible to me.

"I'm tired of staying in the city, so I want to go back to the countryside, farm the land at home, improve the house at home, and rebuild a small western-style building. I think it's pretty good. I carry a hoe every day when I'm free. Go outside for a circle, work at sunrise and rest at sunset. At night, you don’t have to endure the pollution of lights, the noise of cars, or the impact of urban exhaust gas. You can breathe fresh air and see the bright sky. Isn't that great?" Yu Lu said.

"What a fart." I got a little excited, and I think Yu Lu's original intentions would definitely not be like this, "You study so hard, get admitted to university, work so hard, if you want to make money, don't you just want to live?" Good day? You told me before that you want to settle down in Wuchang, but you don’t want to go home, because there is no air conditioner at home, you can’t go to the supermarket, there is no cinema, and there is no coffee shop, and you have to endure it at night Endless nights, insomnia."

"Why did you change your mind so quickly and want to go to the countryside? Do you think you can still see the stars in the countryside now? You can't. I used to have fireflies, stars, and the moon when I was young. When it rains, you can see the rainbow, and when you walk in the fields, you can hear the croaking of frogs, and when it rains, the fish in the river will swim up the ditches, but where are these now?"

"You said that you went back to the countryside and your hometown to enjoy the life. You are lying. I know that things between you and Zhou Kai have become like this. You want to go home and have a quiet time. It's normal to want to clear your mind, but there's no need to stay in the countryside all the time, you're used to staying in the city, can you really bear it when you go back to the countryside?"

"I've already thought it through. You don't need to persuade me anymore. I called you today and asked you to come out. I wanted to chat and meet up, not to listen to your advice." Yu Lu said, "I wanted you to come out today." Staying in the city is because there are attachments in the city, and now these things are gone, staying here is only sad, only pain, so why are you still suffering here?"

"I want to buy a house in Wuchang, I want to find a good job, I want to go shopping, I want to go to the supermarket, I want to eat supper, and I want to be with my loved ones, instead of doing these things alone, Doing these things alone will only make people feel lonely, like being abandoned by the city. If this is the case, I might as well go back to spend time with my parents. They are also getting old. It is not impossible for me to go back to the countryside. It’s not impossible to realize your dreams.”

"What dreams can be realized in the countryside? Your family doesn't seem to have much land." I said, "If you have more land, you can also mechanize and plant some cash crops on a large scale. What can you do with less land? You can't do anything. Earn money all year round." The money is not as much as working outside for a month.”

"There is a reservoir at my house. I can contract the reservoir. I have been working outside for a few years, and I have saved some money. I just go back and invest. Maybe I can create a farmhouse in the future. Then you can bring friends, or Take your colleagues and the employees of the company to support me." Yu Lu said.

"You still have a reservoir there?" I asked.

"Yes, it's a pretty big reservoir." Yu Lu nodded, "The water inside is very clear, so there's nothing wrong with raising fish and shrimp, or some aquatic products nearby."

"Are you really determined to go back to the countryside?" Logan took the conversation.

"The house has been resigned, the job has been resigned, everything has been packed, and it has been temporarily stored at the train station, and the ticket has been bought. The train will leave in two hours, and I also called my parents at home. , It's all settled." Yu Lu nodded.

"When we were in the third year of high school, we were preparing for the college entrance examination. We still said to each other that we would apply to the same university. Even if we couldn't apply to the same university, we should go to school in the same city. After leaving the society, we would enter the same company, get married and have children. We have to get together often, and we can book baby kisses when we have children. Unexpectedly, now there are only three of us left, and you have to go back to the countryside again. I don’t know what it will be like when we meet again?" Tang Wan was very reluctant .

Yu Lu, Zhou Kai, Wu Dong, me, and Tang Wan, we all agreed to enter the same university and settle down in the same city before the college entrance examination, but we didn't expect the final result to be like this. Running things, and the relationship between each other has gradually changed from acquaintances to strangers.

"Things are impermanent, and dreams are just dreams after all. There will always be some things that you don't want to happen, and the trajectory of life will change. Encounter some things that I don’t want to encounter, just like those theories, the theories are not always correct when they first come out, and they will be constantly corrected after being proved by practice. The same is true in life. The original dream was to be a scientist, to be Professor, he is an astronaut, but as he grows older, isn’t he correcting little by little?” Yu Lu is not very emotional, after all, he wants to part, “But it’s not impossible to see each other, and at least we They are all still alive, there is hope in life, there is the possibility of seeing each other, when you want to meet, you can meet at a time, at a place, and now it is so convenient, it is still very easy to meet."

After drinking two cups of tea and chatting for a while, Yu Lu got up and left. Tang Wan and I wanted to see her off, but she refused, and took a taxi directly from the teahouse to the train station.

"She definitely doesn't want to go back to the countryside. If it hadn't happened with Zhou Kai, she wouldn't go back. She told me before that the countryside is very bitter, and there are mosquitoes when she sleeps at night. It's hot in summer and cold in winter. It’s cold, especially in winter, so I can only stay at home, huddled under the quilt, and can’t go anywhere.” Tang Wan’s eyes were red, “I lived with her in a hotel with air conditioning once in high school. , She was so excited that she didn't sleep much all night."

"She no longer has the desire to stay in the city. There is nothing to support her to stay in the city. We stay in the city because it is convenient. There are people who care about each other in the city, but she doesn't. In the city, she only feels She was alone, feeling that she was full of sadness, even if some memories were sweet, but in terms of her current situation, those sweet memories were like needles, piercing her little by little, every time Every time I think about it, there will be sequelae." I sighed.

Tang Wan and I drove back, and at night, Yu Lu sent me a few pictures, all of which were scenes of the countryside, and Yu Lu texted: "You are always welcome in the big countryside."

I smiled, saved all these pictures, and sent a message back to Yu Lu: "After Tang Wan gives birth, I will bring the whole family to your place."

"Okay, no problem, I'll be here anytime." Yu Lu quickly replied, "Okay, I won't tell you anymore, take good care of Tan Wan, I brought back a lot of gifts for my parents and my hometown My relatives have gone to send gifts."

Life is still going on.

Mo Xue sent me a message saying that she had arrived in Wuchang, and I immediately called her: "Are you taking the plane or the high-speed train? I will pick you up right away."

"I have already arrived in Wuchang, and now I am preparing to take a car to E City, where are you going to pick me up?" Mo Xue said.

I was a little depressed: "I thought you were on the plane or the train, and no matter how bad you were, you would be waiting for me at the airport or the train station. Why did you send me a message and then went to Hubei City?"

(End of this chapter)