sleepless tonight

Chapter 92
"Otherwise?" Chen Wenjing said with a smile.

I breathed a sigh of relief, with a embarrassed face: "That's good, that's good."

"Why are you so afraid that I like you?" Chen Wenjing asked me, "Am I scary?"

"It's not that I'm afraid, it's that it's not worth it." What I said was sincere, "You are so young, so beautiful, and have a degree. With such good qualifications, your partner should be very good."

"If two people love each other, these are just appearances. I didn't realize that you are so superficial." Chen Wen walked quietly, without the spoof liveliness just now.

I don't know if this topic is too heavy, or Chen Wenjing remembered something, but her mood suddenly became depressed, and her voice was a little low.

There is still a bus at this point, and she and I got into the bus stop.

The evening wind is very cold, and the weather forecast calls for moderate snow tomorrow.

Maybe don't wait until tomorrow, it will fall tonight.

In my impression, it is rare to have a good weather during the Chinese New Year. I wonder if God sees that it is too festive, so some snow or rain will fall and wash away.

"It's indeed an appearance, but you can't ignore it." I said, "At least a person like me is not worthy of you."

"What kind of person are you?" She asked me before the car arrived, and Chen Wenjing and I had never chatted like this.

I thought about it for a while, and found that I have no advantages at all, but all shortcomings, so I can say it casually: "Low education, no serious job, low income, no house or car, no motivation, old age, not handsome , no taste, etc., many, many."

"Is it that exaggerated?" Chen Wenjing asked with a light smile.

"Yes." I nodded, sure.

"Then why don't you change it?" Chen Wenjing asked.

"Lazy, I'm lazy." I said after being silent for a while.

"Is this also the reason?" Chen Wenjing didn't believe it.

"Getting rid of these problems will make me uncomfortable and unhappy in life, so I don't bother to change." I said, "The pursuit of life should be comfort and happiness. In order to get rid of these problems, I become unhappy. Isn't that torturing yourself?"

A bus came over, and we were not waiting for it. The driver looked at me, I waved my hand, and the bus went away again.

"Then why do you want to open a steamed restaurant?" Chen Wenjing said, "I'm afraid this is not the life you want."

"The premise of life is to live. If you can't even live, how can you live?" I said, "How many people want to sleep until they wake up naturally, but they have to get up at dawn, braving the cold wind, huddled Neck, enduring white eyes, squeezing out a smiling face, all in order to live."

I have already figured it out, if I want to achieve the state of life I want, I must live first, and then I can live a better life and live in my own way.

When the car arrived, Chen Wenjing said goodbye to me and got into the car.

I looked at the leaving bus, and Chen Wenjing was sitting by the window, staring at the dark night sky lost in thought.

It was past ten o'clock when I got home.

"My dad hasn't come back yet?" When I entered the room, I didn't see my dad.

Chen Le and Chen Le are soaking their feet while my mother is watching.

Chen Le's little feet stomped on the footbath, splashing water everywhere.

"Wash well, the water splashes everywhere." I said fiercely, "Don't cry, believe it or not, I'll beat you up."

Chen Le pouted, feeling so wronged that he wanted to cry, but he didn't dare.

"Don't just know the fierce child." My mother put her arms around Chen Le and wiped her feet, "Your father won't come back, and he has been sleeping at the place where he is on duty for the past few days."

"He hasn't had a holiday yet?" I asked, "It's almost New Year's Eve."

"It's not far away, just come back to eat during the New Year's Eve dinner. He specially hired someone to change the shift. The salary during holidays is much higher than that of tasting. There is also air conditioning there, so he can't freeze him." My mother said.

I was sitting on the sofa, my heart was very blocked. My dad has not come back to live these days, and the overtime pay is definitely not the main reason. He works in an irregular place, so he can't pay much overtime pay, at most 400 yuan.

He didn't come back to live, probably because the place at home was too small to fit in.

It can be done in warm weather, but it can't be done in cold weather.

"Why don't I go live outside." I said, "I'll come back at night."

The key to Su Ran's house is still in my hand. I haven't gone there since I came back. It should be no problem to stay there for a few nights.

"What are you doing out there? Is it too cold?" My mother asked me, "I'll give you another quilt, so you won't be so cold when you sleep at night."

I wanted to say that the house was small, but after thinking about it, I didn't say it.

When the two elders give, they will feel happy. If I go out to live because of the small house, my dad will definitely feel uncomfortable even if he comes back to live.

For parents, children are sensible, and they are happy no matter how much they give.If I don't accept this powder, they must be uncomfortable.

After Chen Ke washed her feet, she took a pot of boiling water after wiping them clean, and added some boiling water to the foot basin: "Dad, wash your feet."

"You don't need to add a quilt, it's quite warm." I sat on Chen Ke's small chair, "Mom, can your legs go a long way?"

"It's been fine for a long time, what's the matter with you?" My mother said.

"Let's go buy some new year's goods tomorrow." I bought some things at home, but I don't think it's enough. My mother has been staying at home these days and hasn't gone out much. I just took this opportunity to go out with her.

Although it's cold outside, the air is better than inside. A proper walk is also good for the elderly.

"There are still some things to buy, let's go together tomorrow." My mother didn't refute.

My mother squeezed together with Chen Ke and Chen Le. I sat on the sofa and saw Chen Le lying on the edge of the bed sensiblely, making room for Chen Le who was moving around in the middle. My heart ached badly.

The 1.5-meter bed sleeps three people, and it's winter again, so it's a bit crowded.

Not rich enough.

Shrunk under the quilt, I felt the pressure on my body increased a bit.

When I was sleeping soundly, my mother woke me up: "Get up quickly, it's snowing."

"Yeah." I poked my head and looked out the window. The white catkins were still flying, but I didn't think much of it. I just wanted to squint for a while, "Let me sleep again."

"Both children are up, why are you dawdling? Get up quickly, don't waste time." My mother urged again.

I covered myself in the quilt, wanting to stay a little longer.

A small body pressed against my head, and then I stepped on it.

"Xiao Le, is your butt itchy?" You can tell who it is without looking at me.

Chen Le seemed to sit down, laughing nonstop.

I carefully poked my head out, grabbed her, moved my face closer, and rubbed Chen Le's face with my chin.

Chen Lexiao leaned back.

"You have a sloppy beard, your face is worn out, get up quickly." My mother came over and snatched Chen Le from me, and put on her shoes.

I couldn't sleep anymore, I got up, the cold wind hit my body, I shivered, put on my clothes numbly, and rushed to the toilet to wash.

When going out, my mother found a hat and scarf from nowhere, and wrapped Chen Ke and Chen Le tightly, only showing the eyes and half of the nose.

Outside the building, snow covered the upper of the shoe, and when one stepped on it, there was a creaking sound, leaving shoe prints, which made people feel extremely comfortable.

Getting up early, there were only a few scattered rows of shoe prints on the road. Chen Ke trotted all the way, leaving a string of footprints on the snow-white ground. Chen Le followed behind, screaming, trying to push Chen Ke away and step on it by himself. , but couldn't catch up, and yelled anxiously.

"Isn't there? There are so many. Come on, step on it, just like your father." I grabbed Chen Le and stretched out my foot to step on the blank snow in front of her, leaving a footprint of 42 yards.

Following my example, Chen Le also stepped on the side, and then looked at my big footprints. He seemed a little unconvinced, and suddenly stomped his feet randomly, and then giggled when he saw the messy footprints.

Instead of taking the bus, I hailed a taxi on the side of the road, and I asked the master to drive directly to the Wal-Mart supermarket in the city.

There are many people, especially in front of the supermarket.

Red colored silk and lanterns were hung up, and the snow in front of the supermarket was cleared away. Many cars were parked and crowded. I hugged Chen Le, and my mother led Chen Ke, and followed the crowd.

"Mom." Suddenly, Chen Ke called out.

I looked at Chen Ke.

"I saw my mother, over there, my mother is over there." Chen Ke pointed in one direction, trying to squeeze there.

I was afraid that she would be lost, so I could only follow her.

In the supermarket near the entrance, I saw Tong Wangjun, she was with Xu Heng.

(End of this chapter)