Farmer's Manor Fish and Rice Fragrance

Chapter 245
"Every day?" Ning Shi whispered softly, with a wry smile on his face.

"Yeah!" Qianxi nodded resolutely.

Ningshi turned her head and glanced at her lightly, with worry and sigh in her eyes, after a moment of silence, she recited a poem softly out of emotion: "The world always hates tears of parting, and thousands of miles of lonely clouds are happy to accompany you. Afraid to ask where the king's heart is, who is passionate and speechless to send to."

Qianxi was stunned, a little ignorant, she didn't have a deep knowledge of Chinese, and didn't know much about poetry, but after thinking about it like this, coupled with his gentle tone, she always felt that this poem was very sad.I couldn't help asking: "What kind of poem is this?"

Ningshi is silent, this is a poem expressing parting and lovesickness, the original meaning is: Our sadness and parting are the tears left behind, only the lone cloud in the sky is with us, I am afraid of what you are thinking, my heart And for whom?

This poem fully expresses his inner loneliness at this time, but as a living Buddha, it is already very embarrassing for him to recite love poems, how can he explain it to the girl in his heart?

Perhaps it was Ningshi's silence that allowed Qianxi to see through the meaning of the poem. Immediately, her face was flushed with embarrassment, her heart beat faster, and at the same time, she was deeply saddened.

For a while, the two stayed silent.

"Ningshi, have you decided yet?" Qianxi asked softly.If you didn't decide to go to the Central Plains, why did you worry about parting?

Ning Shi nodded slowly.

"But, I told you that you can think about it slowly." Qianxi squatted in front of him, and said anxiously, "I have listed all the interests and interests with you, you can think about it slowly, don't rush to make a decision .”

Ning Shi looked at her frowning brows, and stretched out her hand instinctively to help her smooth it out. Her slender fingers froze in mid-air, and then retracted hesitantly and embarrassingly.Lowering his eyes, he said lightly, "It's better to decide what to do sooner or later."

Qianxi looked at him, not knowing how to persuade him for a moment.She was the one who made this matter up, if she persuaded him not to leave now, it would be a lie.

There was another moment of silence, the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit stiff, but Ningshi had no intention of easing the atmosphere, and remained in a daze with a sullen expression.He knew he shouldn't be like this, she finally came back, it's rare for them to be so alone, he should cherish it, but the emotions in his heart couldn't be adjusted, he could only sigh secretly, maybe, this is his destiny, not his own stuff, no matter what.

In Qianxi's eyes, Ningshi's wordless sadness made her feel more distressed than Chiren's crying, but since he has decided to travel far, since his world is centered on Buddha, she should not influence him life.

"Ningshi...you are really good. You have done many things for me. I am very moved and grateful. However, we are people from two worlds. You are a living Buddha, a monk who is quiet and refined, and I am also a vulgar person. Darling young woman, we can't have any contact." Hardened, Qianxi politely said the words of refusal.

This is the first time for the two of them to mention their relationship positively. Ningshi was surprised, and even more heartbroken. Although she didn't hold out hope and knew that she didn't like him, but she said that, it was like sprinkling salt on the wound Same.He knew that she wanted him to give up.I closed my eyes secretly, suppressed the pain in my heart, and said as calmly and indifferently as possible: "I do everything for you willingly, and I never thought of asking you to thank me. I know my life very well, so you don't need to worry about it." .”

Qianxi is a little embarrassed, Ningshi has a big heart, but it doesn't mean she can torture wantonly, maybe it's really good for everyone if he leaves. "Ningshi, I'm sorry."

Ningshi shook her head with a faint smile, Qingying's face turned pale, "In the days to come, as long as you can live happily, I have nothing else to ask for."

The sentence "Nothing more", expresses Ningshi's reserved affection.Qianxi suppressed her tears, and gently held his hand, "Ningshi, you too, you have to be happy too, I miss the old you very much now, so calm, so elegant, noble and flawless, without any worries And troubles, let alone pain, I'm sorry Ningshi, I disrupted your life, I shouldn't break into your world and make you so sad..."

Facing Qianxi's "self-blame", Ningshi felt too much helplessness and sadness in his heart, he encouraged himself, let himself go for the last time, and gently covered the back of her hand with his other hand, "Qianxi, don't worry, I I have never regretted knowing you, never regretted my love, learning Buddhism is my lifelong obsession, but I am still greedy, and I am moved for you. If I have never met you, my life will be dull and boring, I don’t know The taste of love is an incomplete life, and now, I have tasted all the ups and downs of feelings, I have no regrets, and thank you for bringing me into another life. I originally wanted to protect you, but now If I find that being by your side will make you troubled, then I will stay away from this place, hide my feelings in my heart, and do my Dharma wholeheartedly. Qianxi, don’t be sad, this feeling is not poison to me, but sweet wine, I will use it To savor and reminisce in my life, I am very satisfied.”

This is the first time Qianxi has heard Ningshi say such a long word, every word is sincere, every sentence is infatuated, Qianxi's heart is trembling, she doesn't know what else to say to Ningshi, what else can she say , such a good person, how did she meet him?

Tears slipped down unknowingly, she couldn't control herself, she could only whisper over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I made you suffer, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry..."

Ningshi wiped her tears with pity, and said in a bitter and soft voice: "It's a pleasure for us to meet, don't be sad, I will always bless you from afar, just for prayer."

"Ningshi..."

The scene of the two of them making love to each other was seen by Chi Ren who was walking on the field stalk, he paused, but silence was not his character, jealousy shot out in his eyes, he quickened his pace, and ran towards the top of the slope.

Ningshi caught a glimpse of Chiren from the corner of her eye, straightened up quickly, let go of her hand, and said softly, "Chiren is here."

Qianxi quickly wiped away her tears, turned her head, and saw Chiren climbing up the slope in a rage, "What are you doing?" She opened her mouth to ask the teacher.

Qianxi was already in a bad mood, but seeing Chiren's attitude made her even more depressed, her expression turned down, and her tone was not friendly, "I took Ningshi out for a walk, what's the matter? You don't want to farm well, come here What are you doing?"

Hearing Qianxi's rush, Chi Ren felt even more grievance in his resentful heart, pointing at Qianxi in a moment of anger, he said: "I am your husband! You didn't come to see me first when you came home, but you kissed elder brother here Intimate! What do you mean?"

Qianxi was furious, "Chiren! Don't make troubles, do you hear me! I'm tired when I come back, and I don't want to quarrel with you!"

"I'm looking for something..."

"Chiren, you misunderstood." Seeing them arguing for herself, Ningshi was anxious and ashamed, and quickly tried to persuade her, "Qianxi greeted you as soon as she came back, and she pushed me out to get some fresh air when she knew you were in the field." , Just now, we were just talking about business, and we have absolutely no other intentions."

(End of this chapter)