Farmer's Manor Fish and Rice Fragrance

Chapter 255 A Kind of Desire (1)
Gritting her teeth and being cruel, she tried her best to suppress her emotions, and told her quietly: "You can tell Sister Pearl about anything on the road, and don't wrong yourself, you know?"

On the contrary, Ningshi looked very calm, as if he had fulfilled his wish, and seeing Qianxi feeling sad for him, he felt it was worth leaving.He didn't give up his feelings, he just kept her in his heart.Thinking of this, a rare relaxed smile appeared on his face, and he nodded at her, "Don't worry, I will take care of myself."

Qianxi bit her lower lip, and glanced at him again, thinking that it would be pointless for her to keep struggling like this, she simply turned around and got out of the carriage, but just as she jumped down, she looked up and saw Pearl's ambiguous eyes. "Miss Pearl... I will trouble you."

"Poor girl, she was tricked by me." Pearl smiled faintly and shook her head.

Qianxi blushed, it wasn't because she was stubborn, she just felt that she shouldn't have anything to do with Ningshi, now it's broken, it's good for everyone.

"Miss Pearl, I won't see you off, seeing you off...it's too sad."

"Forget it, you go back. I'll bring you a letter when you arrive in Jiankang City." Pearl was fading, and gently patted her on the shoulder.

"En." Qianxi shook hands with her, turned around, mounted the horse seemingly gracefully, waved to everyone on the horse, turned her head and glanced at Ningshi's carriage, and then took the reins and walked away.

Hearing the sound of the horse's hooves fading away, Ning Shi finally couldn't help poking her head out of the carriage, and looked up at the thin figure going away, with a look of sadness on her face and tears in her eyes.On this handsome face like water, such an expression really broke the hearts of those who saw it.If Qianxi saw it, would she change her mind?Pearl hurts in her heart, she has already forgotten how cruel she was when she beat Jingying with her own hands.

"Let's go!" After saying goodbye to Chen Xiu, Pearl and Qu Cong got into the carriage one after another, and sat in the same carriage as Ningshi.

Seeing the two coming, Ningshi calmed down and nodded at them calmly, "It's been a hard trip, both of you."

"You're welcome." Qu Cong replied, while supporting Pearl to sit down, Pearl sat up and gave Ningshi a sideways glance, "I didn't have any hard work, I just took care of my own food along the way, it's you, don't you really regret it? Acacia It tastes better, but it's harder."

Ningshi showed embarrassment, and she still had to put on a face in front of outsiders, "Sex is empty, and a poor monk will not regret it."

Pearl shook her head helplessly.Qu Cong held her hand, looked at Ning Shi and said, "It's a Living Buddha after all. If we can endure this suffering, we mortals can't. If it were me, life would definitely be worse than death."

Pearl gave Qu Cong a funny and distressed look.

Ningshi lowered her head bitterly, not that he could bear it, what else could he do if people didn't want him.

"Have you ever told her that you like her?" Pearl couldn't help asking, touched by the tears hidden in his eyes.

Ningshi nodded honestly, "I said so."

"She rejected you?" Qu Cong asked in surprise.

Ningshi was stunned for a while, as if recalling, and after a while, she shook her head lightly, "I didn't ask for anything, I just want to be nice to her."

Pearl frowned, "So you mean, you didn't intend to fight for it from the beginning? You just wanted to be the sad second male number?"

Ningshi looked at her in surprise, what male number two?

"Oh, I mean, why are you willing to protect her?" Pearl said hastily.

Ning Shi looked puzzled, "Because I think, that's all."

"Don't you want her to love and care about you too? To be husband and wife with you?" Pearl asked anxiously.

Asking Ningshi in one sentence, this question is not difficult to answer, but, as a monk, should he answer this kind of question? "These are not important, as long as she is happy."

In a word, Pearl was moved. Looking at him, he was indeed a living Buddha with a sense of demeanor, and those who were willing to be green leaves had no complaints. This kind of sacrifice and dedication is simply invincible.

"I don't think so." Suddenly, Qu Cong said.Ningshi's calm and calm appearance stimulated him, as if he was so selfish, so stingy, so angry and self-abuse, forcing Pearl to accept him.And Pearl's envious and respectful expression, hum, he refuses to accept it! "You have to express your feelings, and you have to fight for it. It seems generous and selfless, but it is actually pushing away happiness. Since she also likes you, but only rejects you because of external conditions, a man should stand upright and make decisions for her, not Put her in a dilemma."

Pearl glared at Qu Cong, this kid really won't give in, and his affairs are different from theirs, why is he so excited?
Ningshi remained silent for a long time, Qingjun frowned slightly, and then said in a low voice, "It's just that I can't give her happiness, but only trouble her. Leaving her is the best choice."

In one sentence, the two of them were dumbfounded again.The ignorant love of people who seem to be outside the world of mortals, in fact, is far more thorough than ordinary people like them, and they are more determined in action.Who says being together is the best?Sometimes staying away is another kind of pay.

"Girl Qianxi, what kind of blessings did she accumulate in her previous life?" Zhenzhu sighed with her chin in her hands.

Qu Cong blushed a little, he was not that noble, in this life, if Pearl didn't love him, he would have nothing to live for, so he didn't care about any sacrifices or sacrifices, he just wanted to be as docile as a lamb. By Pearl's side, until she gets old in the future, he is still young and strong, able to hold her arm and take her to appreciate the great rivers and mountains.

Qianxi ran all the way without thinking, until the wind told her that he was far away, she pulled the rein, couldn't help crying, and let go of her inner sadness on the luxuriant road.

When she was carrying him into the carriage, she had begun to regret it, but unfortunately there was no turning back, this was her own choice, and she believed that her persistence was not wrong to save face, but she didn't want to admit that she couldn't do without him, because she still You Rongqin.

But now, she can't cry in front of Rong Qin, she can only pay homage to her feelings in a place where no one can see, Yu Ningshi's feelings are different, they share troubles and sorrows, even Rong Qin can't compare, But Ningshi doesn't eat fireworks in the world, she lives with daily necessities, so she trusts Rong Qin even more.

Forget it, selfishness in life may not have loss and regret, ups and downs are one of them, pain is pain, and one day, with the passage of time, with the edification of rice, oil and salt, I will no longer think about it.

Even... Even if she really can't forget it, she comforted herself that she still has a way out, and it's better to have Sister Pearl's route than him wandering around the world alone. If she really regrets it, she can still find him through Sister Pearl.Even if he had already become an eminent monk at that time, as far as she was concerned, she had the most reverence for him. If she looked at him from a distance under the altar and listened to his lectures, then this life would be enough.

(End of this chapter)