The first sweet of the evil king's favorite concubine

Chapter 888

Seeing Huang Ge's leaving back, Mo Nan subconsciously wanted to speak out to persuade her to stay, but in the end he had to swallow this impulse.

Opening the letter left by Huangge and taking a look at the content, Mo Nan's eyes first showed a look of surprise, but after a while, he returned to normal.With a slight swirl of the palm, the letter was reduced to shreds.

"Master, do you really want to help the general?"

Feng Ming witnessed everything just now, and at this moment he also knew why his master insisted on coming to Jiuli, it turned out that he just wanted to confirm his guess.Now that this conjecture has been confirmed, is it possible that he really wants to stay in Jiuli to help the general next?
"Do you know what it's like to be truly alive?"

Facing Feng Ming's question, Mo Nan didn't answer him directly, but asked him a rhetorical question.

Feng Ming didn't know what it meant, he looked at Mo Nan with puzzlement in his eyes.

"My concubine has taught me repeatedly since I was a child that the meaning of my existence is to become stronger in the future, because only in this way can I obtain more things and protect her comprehensively. Later, when I can protect her comprehensively, She told me again that I must become better and stronger, because in this way I can protect Houfeng Country.

Regardless of whether I want all the things, whether I am willing to do that thing, my concubine never asked me, but I have always followed her words.

But you know what?This feeling is really bad, like a puppet, mechanically doing what my concubine told me, but I don't know what this matter means to me.

Even if I need to bear some responsibilities in the royal family, at least it should give me a little desire to do these things independently.In the past so many years, I felt that I was a walking dead, wandering aimlessly in this world. I used to think that this would be the same in my whole life, but who knew that I would meet her.

That kind of feeling is like a ray of light suddenly shining in the boundless darkness, and it's like a clear spring suddenly bursting out in the desert, which makes my whole life interesting, and I know that I can also treat this The world is full of hope. "

Under Feng Ming's puzzled gaze, Mo Nan suddenly smiled, and immediately said something that he had never said before.

"master……"

Feng Ming was really shocked by Mo Nan's words, he had never realized that his master had such thoughts deep in his heart, so everything he did these years was not his original intention, but his Are you simply fulfilling the teachings of the imperial concubine?
After realizing this point, Feng Ming wanted to say something, but all the words seemed so pale when they reached his lips.Looking back on the performance of the imperial concubine over the years, it is true that everything is for the sake of her master, but it seems that she has never asked her master whether these things are what he wants.

Houfeng country can go to this day, he knows better than anyone how much suffering his master has endured.But if all these sacrifices were not what he thought, what kind of torment would it be for him.

"You don't have to put on such an expression. I don't care what happened in the past. The only thing I care about now is Xiaoge, so I am willing to give everything for her, even my life."

(End of this chapter)