love you before love after love

Chapter 105 Do You Love Him
Xia Sha couldn't understand what Tang Yelei said at all. She only knew that her collarbone seemed to be broken by him. Out of self-help instinct, Xia Sha grabbed the water glass at hand and poured half of it on Tang Yelei. Ye Lei's face.

Tang Yelei let go, Xia Sha picked up the documents on the table, stood up from the chair, took two steps back, looked at Tang Yelei's almost murderous eyes, "Although I don't know why you are so Excited, but I just want to tell you that I have never looked down on you, neither in the past nor now, I know you are very capable, and your grades in all subjects are better than mine in school, I believe in you You don’t need anyone to make a career out of it.”

Xia Sha withdrew from the conference room and let out a long breath. She had never seen Tang Yelei's emotions so out of control, and she was a little restless for a while.

Xia Sha picked up the phone and called Xu Feifei, but at this moment she could only think of her: "Hey, Feifei, where are you?"

"at home."

"Mr. Xia, here is a document that needs your signature." Xia Sha had just answered Xu Feifei's call when Secretary Wang walked in with a document.

Perhaps Tang Yelei's loss of control just now made Xia Sha a little distracted. She took the document handed over by Secretary Wang, but forgot that she still had a phone call in her hand.

Xu Feifei yelled a few words on the other end of the phone, but when she heard no one answered, she only heard a few words from Xia Sha talking about work, and ended the call.

By the time Xia Sha remembered it, it was already several minutes later.

Anyway, Leng Yan was not at home, and I was bored by myself. Thinking about my petty things, I could only vent out with Xu Feifei, so I went to the supermarket to buy some beer, and some snacks, and Leng Yan After strictly reporting her whereabouts, she went to Xu Feifei's house uninvited.

After all, Xu Feifei is also single, so it's a very comfortable thing for two people to get together for a drink and chat.

Xia Sha came to Xu Feifei's residence with two big bags, rang the doorbell, and heard Xu Feifei lazily shouting "Who is it?"

Before Xia Sha could answer, this defenseless woman opened the door without thinking, revealing a disheveled head.

Obviously Xu Feifei didn't expect Xia Sha to come uninvited. The moment she saw Xia Sha, surprise was written all over her face.

Xu Feifei swung the door with her hand, and ran to the bedroom like a girl, but Xia Sha was standing at the door with one foot blocking the door, Xu Feifei didn't completely shut Xia Sha out of the door.

Xia Sha clearly saw that Xu Feifei ran into the bedroom wearing a sexy pajamas.

Xu Feifei's extreme reaction inevitably made Xia Sha's imagination run wild. Just as she was thinking about whether she had ruined other people's good deeds, she saw Qu Zhijie and Xu Feifei walking out of the bedroom wrapped in couple nightgowns, eyes wide open. He glanced at Xia Sha, as if he had done something wrong.

Seeing the two of them like this, Xia Sha would be lying if she said she wasn't surprised. A few days ago, the two of them had little hope, but they had sex secretly without her knowing.

Xia Sha would not be surprised if Qu Zhijie and Xu Feifei did such a thing, but what was strange was that Xu Feifei was willing to be with Qu Zhijie. No matter how she thought about it, her brain couldn't keep up with Xu Feifei's speed.

But since both of them were acquaintances of hers, and she was half a month old, Xia Sha didn't act too embarrassed, and entered the house with her two bags.

Sitting down on the plush carpet by Xu Feifei's floor-to-ceiling windows, she took out the beer and appetizers from the shopping bag.

"Even if you think I ruined your good deed, I don't want to leave." Xia Sha glanced at Qu Zhijie, "I came to drink with your girlfriend, can you lend her to me?"

Xu Feifei was really interesting. She sat down next to Xia Sha, crossed her legs, and gave Qu Zhijie a blank look, "What are you looking at, hurry up, you are useless today."

Qu Zhijie pouted aggrievedly, just about to sit down next to Xu Feifei, fell halfway, and stood up abruptly.

Although he was reluctant, he looked at Xu Feifei obediently and affectionately, forced a smile, nodded politely to Xia Sha, and went back to the bedroom to get dressed, "Then I will wait for your call tomorrow, goodbye, you two Don't drink too much, and don't drink too late."

"Troubleshooting, get out of here." Xu Feifei gave an order, and Qu Zhijie quickly disappeared at the door.

Xu Feifei picked up a can of beer and took a sip, "What's the matter? Are you worried?"

Xia Sha didn't rush to complain, but stared at Xu Feifei with interest, "What's going on?"

Xu Feifei shook her hair, looked at the neon lights outside the window, and sometimes sipped the beer in her hand, sometimes gulped it down, "I've carried the bag very well, I should give someone a reward."

The word "don't believe it" was clearly written on Xia Sha's face, and she gave another reason, "I was given 20.00% of the shares, if you guys do well, my mother, even if I don't show my face, I can Don't you have to worry about food and clothing? Just for this, is it worth it?"

Xia Sha had already picked up a can of beer and drank it in big gulps, "You think I'll believe you? I was looking for you for a drink and a chat, but you are nice. You said a few words to me, but none of them were true."

Being exposed by Xia Sha, Xu Feifei threw away the empty can in her hand and opened another one, "Because of loneliness! This kind of loneliness from the bottom of my heart cannot be filled with work and money. No one chats every day, and all the unhappiness You have to carry your own happiness and happiness, no one will share it with you, and no one will share it with you, and then you will feel more and more lonely, and the more lonely you will feel, the more lonely you will feel. Once a person is lonely for too long, sometimes he will be hungry.”

Xu Feifei sneered at herself, and before she knew it, the can was empty again, "It just so happened that there was a silly boy who jumped out at this time and said that he liked you, was willing to listen to my nagging, was willing to carry my bag for me, and was willing to Giving me a home is not just for fun, I am a woman who has not been chased or confessed for a long time, and suddenly someone is like this, it is fake not to be moved."

Xu Feifei snorted, bit her still red lips, and said with a mysterious smile: "Don't look at him as thin, I didn't expect him to be good at work, it's not bad to be a dick."

Xia Sha squatted on the ground, and when she heard what Xu Feifei said, she stretched out her leg jokingly, and kicked Xu Feifei's calf lightly with her fair little feet.

Xia Sha didn't drink as fast as Xu Feifei, and only got a can of wine at this time, but neither of them had a bite of food, Xia Sha asked Xu Feifei with a hint of joking and a hint of seriousness, "Have you considered marrying him? "

Xu Feifei shook her head lightly, and tucked a strand of hair that ran to her forehead behind her ear, "He is the only son in the family, and he is also a pure and innocent bastard. Girl, the two of us are not suitable."

Xu Feifei's answer seemed reasonable, but unexpected.

"What about you? Your family's Leng Yan treats you so well, why do you come out to drink too much? Isn't that right, he's not good at that." After Xu Feifei finished speaking, she chuckled, obviously she didn't believe it herself.

"Lengyan is fine. The longer you stay with him, the more surprises you will have. It's just me..." Xia Sha paused, threw away the second can of beer and picked up a new one.

"You know Tang Yelei, right? He is the boss of T-AS, the company that cooperated with us in the Wing Project."

Xu Feifei nodded, "When I was in and out of your company often, I was fortunate enough to meet twice. Although I haven't spoken to each other, he looks very energetic. His appearance doesn't seem to be much worse than Leng Yan's in all aspects. It's just the way he feels. A bit cold and not very accessible."

"He is my ex-boyfriend. When we were in the United States, we talked about a relationship for three years, and we didn't separate until we returned to China to marry Leng Yan."

Xu Feifei couldn't help opening her mouth, "I said sister, can you do it? You have so many good men around you, can you let us women play with one of them?"

Xia Sha didn't speak, just took a sip of her mulled wine.

Xu Feifei took a breath and smacked her lips, "You said you have a good relationship with Leng Yan, but having Leng Zihan by your side is already awkward enough, how can you put such a time bomb like Tang Yelei by your side?" What? Let me tell you, don't imagine that Leng Yan will have no ideas, unless he doesn't love you. "

"But I can't help it now! Both of them have shares in the company, and they are the mainstay of the company. How do you think I can avoid it?"

Xu Feifei frowned, this kind of thing is really tricky.

"In fact, if Tang Yelei's heart has passed, it's okay to say, but I can clearly feel that he has never passed this hurdle in his heart. Today he threatened to make me lose my coldness. To be honest, I saw it at the time. Seeing his eyes, I know he is serious, I don't know why, I have been restless today, I am really afraid of losing my coldness."

Xu Feifei has already had four cans of beer, and her cheeks are already a little flushed, "Tang Yelei has no past in his heart, that's because he still has you in his heart, but the more this is the more troublesome, feelings are selfish, don't wait Make a chicken and egg. Then you, do you still have feelings for Tang Yelei?"

Xia Sha took a deep breath, "When we were together, we really fell in love with each other. I loved him carefully. I was always afraid that I wasn't good enough, that I wasn't good enough for him. But then I proposed to him. Break up, at the beginning I thought my whole world collapsed, except that he would never love again, but I met Leng Yan."

Thinking of Lengyan Xiasha, a happy smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "He is casual and a little bit naughty, but he is more like a child. I slowly found that his shoulders are very thick. When we are with him, we can Live casually like him, be your true self, don't worry, don't pretend, don't force yourself to be what others like."

"I feel very happy now, but every time I see Tang Yelei, I don't know how to face him. I always feel ashamed and owed to him. There is a sense of oppression that prevents me from fully facing him and that part of the relationship. The memories that have passed, I am afraid that if I accidentally hurt him again, it will also hurt Leng Yan."

(End of this chapter)