love you before love after love

Chapter 108 But I Care
"Did the two of you call me to this place again to help you relive your love together?" Leng Yan took Xia Sha by the hand and sat down in front of Qu Zhijie and Xu Feifei.

It was still the same table as before, and everything looked the same as that day, except that Xu Feifei and Qu Zhijie didn't seem to be unfamiliar with each other that day, but they were quite close.

Especially Qu Zhijie, who always inadvertently moved closer to Xu Feifei, Xu Feifei just pretended not to know his little movements, if she really felt too close, she would still move away.

Leng Yan would feel quite happy, because both he and Xia Sha were subconsciously approaching each other instead of dodging.

"First of all, let's celebrate that our game has started public beta testing on major game websites. Let's have a toast and wish good results."

Qu Zhijie, who is not very good at talking, looks completely different today. He raised his glass first and did it first.

"Of course the most important thing is to let the two of you witness our relationship. Let the two of you be my witnesses. I swear that I will treat Feifei well all my life."

Qu Zhijie poured another glass and looked at Xu Feifei with admiration in his eyes, obviously wanting to have a cup of wine with her.

Xu Feifei looked at Qu Zhijie, but did not have any happy reaction as Qu Zhijie hoped. Xu Feifei put her forearm on her knees, and looked at Qu Zhijie with eyes full of thinking, as if she was thinking about something , What are you struggling with.

Looking at Xu Feifei's appearance, Xia Sha was sweating for Qu Zhijie. According to what Xu Feifei said to her that day, she just used Qu Zhijie as a woman, but to be honest, Xia Sha didn't think so. At least she didn't feel that Xu Feifei was really as casual and playing with life as she showed.

"I'm going to the bathroom." Xu Feifei stood up from her seat.

Qu Zhijie's hand holding the wine glass was hanging in mid-air, he wondered if his lines that he had thought about for a long time today were not appropriate enough.

"I'll go too." Xia Sha said to Leng Yan, and followed Xu Feifei into the bathroom.

Xu Feifei went into the bathroom, did not go to the bathroom, but leaned against the wall next to the mirror, took out a pack of cigarettes from her handbag, and lit one.

It was the first time Xia Sha saw Xu Feifei smoking. Seeing her puffing and puffing, she should not be a novice smoking.

Xu Feifei looked at Xia Sha who followed, "Are you not used to it?"

Xia Sha knew that Xu Feifei was referring to her smoking, "It's the first time I've seen you, so you know how to smoke."

Xu Feifei flicked the cigarette ash gracefully with her index finger, "I knew it when I was very young. At first I just thought it was fun, but later I thought it was a good thing to relieve troubles. It was only later that I entered the entertainment industry. For the sake of the so-called public image, I was My manager repeatedly asked me to quit."

Xia Sha also leaned against Xu Feifei's wall and looked at her sideways, "Then why did you pick it up again?"

"Because I'm upset."

"Qu Zhijie?"

Xu Feifei bit her slightly protruding tongue, but took two more gulps, and didn't answer yes or no, but the answer was clearly written on her face.

"You may not have noticed that his left hand has been pressing his trouser pocket. Do you know what that means?" Xu Feifei threw the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it with all her might between her shoes.

"He has a ring in his trouser pocket, and he wants to propose to me." I don't know if it was because she was a little nervous, Xu Feifei took out another cigarette, and pressed the lighter several times before lighting it up again.

Xia Sha didn't expect that Qu Zhijie called them here today to witness his marriage proposal. Maybe even Qu Zhijie didn't think about it. The heroine ran away without even proceeding with the opening remarks.

"You haven't figured it out yet?"

"You can't think about this kind of thing. It's useless to think about it. I used to think he was a fool, but ever since I found out that he is the heir of the Zhengxing Group, I completely stopped thinking about it."

"Why? Isn't it normal for a celebrity to marry a businessman?" Now that there are many news about the marriage of a certain celebrity and a certain wealthy businessman, Xu Feifei's worries seem a little superfluous.

"He is very simple, but I am not. Do you think his family can accept a woman like me? Have you read those so-called scandals? Let me tell you, it is true. I have slept with those people, Including Li Yongcan you beat that day."

"At that time, I was willing to do anything in order to fight for the top position and buy expensive outfits. To be honest, the more sincere he was to me, the less I wanted to marry him. I was afraid that one day I would Standing next to him, then being laughed at by those business people around him, pointing his nose and saying, her wife has been played by them all."

When she said this, Xu Feifei tightly pursed her lips, her eyelids were lifted up vigorously, and she tried her best to control her emotions, fearing that she would become a softie in the next second.

"Fifi—"

"Don't tell me that as long as two people love each other, nothing is an obstacle. If you were me, would you still have the face to face him so confidently? Not to mention anything else, if Li Yongcan really succeeded that day, give you Sleeping, what will happen to you? Damn, a woman like me can just take a bite from a mosquito, wash up and go to sleep, can you?"

"If it's not illegal to kill people, you'll kill him that day, right?" The cigarette in Xu Feifei's hand had burned to the butt, and the sparks burned her fingers. She frowned, and the cigarette butt fell to the ground.

Xia Sha has to admit that what Xu Feifei said is correct, she really can't just be bitten like Xu Feifei, and she can't accept that kind of relationship with someone who doesn't have love, but everyone has their own values, she I don't want to say that what Xu Feifei did was wrong, but I don't think that I must be right.

Xia Sha couldn't help but think of what Leng Yan said to her that night. She didn't know whether she should persuade her, but even if she was moved, what about Qu Fuyang in the future?Can Xu Feifei hold on?

Xu Feifei's heart is not as careless as her appearance, maybe she has regretted provoking Qu Zhijie in the first place.

"Maybe Qu Zhijie doesn't care." Xia Sha understood that if Xu Feifei hadn't been in love, she wouldn't have such entanglements, and wouldn't have talked to her so much.

"But I care!"

Xu Feifei reminded Xia Sha of the time with Tang Yelei, constantly magnifying her shortcomings, always thinking that she was not good enough, not worthy of the person she liked.

"He's just a silly boy. It's good if someone takes a fancy to him." Xia Sha forced a joke, but the effect didn't seem to be very good.

Xu Feifei forced a smile along with it, "Let's not say we are stupid, can an idiot develop such an interesting game? Even a computer idiot like me likes to play it."

Xu Feifei pursed her mouth and blew, and adjusted her emotions, "But it's really stupid. Damn, there's no way to choose such an occasion and environment for a marriage proposal. It's not romantic at all."

Xu Feifei left a few cigarette butts strewn about on the ground before she walked out of the bathroom and sat down beside Qu Zhijie again.

He picked up the wine glass in front of him, drank it with a gurgle, and watched Qu Zhijie hurriedly picked up the wine glass, "Don't put those disgusting words on your lips all day long, we both take what we need, who Make me f*cking upset if I don't have a man, it happens that you live a good life, otherwise there is no place for you by my side."

Xu Feifei picked up her bag and went out. Qu Zhijie was stunned for a moment, not knowing where he had offended Xu Feifei, so he put down his wine glass and chased after her.

Leng Yan clicked his lips and sighed, "One is stupid, and the other sees too clearly."

"Then do you think it's better for people to be stupid or wise?" Xia Sha thought that maybe Leng Yan could help them find a way, but the Leng Yan answer made her quite helpless.

"Emotional matters, who can tell clearly."

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"You've come back too late recently."

As soon as Leng Yan led Xia Sha into the room, Leng Xiaoyi's voice came into his ears.

Leng Yan glanced at his watch, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night, "Old man, what are you doing sitting here if you don't sleep?"

"What I can do is wait for you to come back, of course."

"Dad, I'm sorry, we will go earlier next time." Xia Sha said apologetically.

Leng Yan tightly clenched Xia Sha's hand, "What is there to apologize for? We are also adults, and it's normal to go home late. Old man, you are not a child anymore. How could you do such a stupid thing?"

Leng Xiaoyi stood up from the sofa, obvious sleepiness was evident in his steps.

"Okay, since you're back, let's take a break."

The two watched Leng Xiaoyi go upstairs, his brows were slightly frowned, probably he didn't even notice it.

"Let's come back early in the future. Since we promised to come back to live, we don't seem to have been home on time."

"Without the food you cook calling me, I naturally don't have the urge to go home. Anyway, no matter where I go, I can take you by my side like this."

Leng Yan clasped Xia Sha's fingers, brought Xia Sha's hand to his mouth, and gently printed a kiss on the back of Xia Sha's hand.

When I woke up in the morning, Xia Sha beside me disappeared without knowing when. Leng Yan jumped up from the bed as if he had lost some treasure to look for someone, but found her in the kitchen, preparing a hearty breakfast.

Aunt Wu was helping at the side. Seeing Leng Yan, she smiled and said, "Young master, you are up, young mistress is cooking today."

Leng Yan put his arms around Xia Sha's small waist from behind, "Isn't there Mrs. Wu? Why did you get up by yourself?"

"Because I want you to feel the taste of home every day!" Xia Sha gently leaned her head towards her cold cheek, "What do you want to eat tonight? My wife will make it for you."

"It's like marrying a wife, what more can a husband ask for!"

(End of this chapter)