love you before love after love

Chapter 114 I Want to Divorce
"Li Yu!"

Li Yu's eyes were red from crying, when he saw Leng Yan standing at the door, he threw himself into his arms, "You're here, I thought you wouldn't come."

Leng Yan gently patted Li Yu's back, "Don't be afraid, haven't I come yet?"

Li Yu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "I thought you'd forgotten it a long time ago."

Leng Yan distressedly helped Li Yu wipe away a tear from the corner of his eye, "You have been afraid of thunder since you were a child, how could I forget it."

Li Yu went into the bathroom, took a bath towel, and gently wiped the rainwater from Leng Yan's hair, "Look, you're all wet, why don't you take off your clothes, and I'll dry it for you."

"No, it's okay."

"Boom" was another thunder, and Li Yu crawled into Leng Yan's arms like a frightened little rabbit.

Li Yu wrapped his arms around Leng Yan's waist, "Brother Yan, I'm afraid!"

Leng Yan's hand hesitated for a moment, and the half-raised hand did not hug it, but lowered it, "The rain came in time, and it will pass soon."

The rain gradually stopped, but occasionally a few drops would still fall, and he looked outside coldly, "You should rest, I should go back."

"Because she was waiting for you?" Li Yu looked at Leng Yan, like an infatuated woman looking at a betrayer, with resentment in her eyes.

Maybe it's not Li Wei's "she", Leng Yan has already forgotten that Xia Sha is with him, he only cares about being nervous about Li Wei, but leaves Xia Sha alone, what will happen to her now? Will you be angry if you don't get wet?
Leng Yan panicked all of a sudden, grabbed his undried coat, and was about to leave.

Li Yu embraced Leng Yan from behind all of a sudden, his face pressed against his shirt, a warm thing penetrated through the shirt, burning his heart.

"Don't go, stay with me, okay?"

Leng Yan kept biting her lower lip, put her fingers on Li Yu's hand, and slowly opened her fingers, "I have to go back now, my wife is still waiting for me."

Leng Yan left, walking very quickly, almost running away, for the first time, Leng Yan ignored her tears, and rejected her again, even though she threw herself into her arms to keep him.

Leng Yan hurried back to the previous supermarket as quickly as possible, it was closed, and there was no one staying around, so he drove back to the Leng House, Leng Xiaoyi waited for them to come back as usual, when he saw Leng Yan running with his body wet "Why did you come back first this time, Sasha?"

Leng Yan didn't answer Leng Xiaoyi's question, but ran out directly, drove to their own apartment to search, searched both houses, and there was no sign of Xia Sha.

The phone calls keep going out, and the sentence that comes back is always, "Hello! The phone you dialed has been turned off, Sorry! Thesubscriberyoudialedispoweroff."

Leng Yan has never felt that his world is so flustered. He never thought that this woman who suddenly broke into his life would disappear suddenly. He knew that if he could still excuse that he was just helping a friend a few days ago If you are busy, what you did today is really too much.

He drove the car on this rainy night, looking for Xia Sha aimlessly, and finally stopped on the side of the road in despair, lying on the steering wheel.

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Looking at the back of Leng Yan leaving, for Li Yu's sake, he even forgot that there is another person who needs to be taken care of in such weather.

The shopping bag in Xia Sha's hand fell out of her hand, and the two big bags of food were thrown on the ground just like that, losing its original meaning of existence.

Xia Sha walked into the rain and let the heavy rain soak her in an instant, because this kind of rain can not only soak her clothes, but also wash away her tears and cool her cold heart.

Xia Sha walked aimlessly in the rain. She didn't know where she wanted to go or where she could go, but she didn't want to go home, because home was just an empty shell for her.

It wasn't until she was physically and mentally exhausted that she stood in front of Xu Feifei's house dripping water from her head. This was the only place she could go to in this huge city.

When Xu Feifei opened the door and saw Xia Sha, she was shocked, and she didn't even recognize her immediately.

Such an elegant woman, a woman who lives in the clouds, is so pitiful in her eyes at this moment.

Xu Feifei pulled Xia Sha into the room from the door, took a bath towel from head to toe and helped her wipe off the water on her body, helped her take off her clothes, and put on her nightgown.

Watching her sit there without saying a word from beginning to end.

Even if Xia Sha didn't say a word, Xu Feifei knew that it must be because of that woman.

Xu Feifei opened a bottle of red wine, took two goblets, put them in Xia Sha's hands, poured red wine in them, and handed the wine to Xia Sha's hands, "To what extent?"

Xia Sha didn't speak, but drank the red wine first, even if there were a few drops of liquid left, she didn't let it go, Xu Feifei poured her another glass thoughtfully, "Wine will always be your faithful companion."

After drinking several glasses of red wine, "We are married by contract, am I ridiculous for not being able to let go?"

"What contract marriage?"

"A marriage that has to be together for some irresistible reason."

"I don't care what kind of marriage you have, but was everything you did before fake? Or is everything you did fake? Don't you love him? If you love, it has nothing to do with the contract or not. The result That's what matters."

Xia Sha threw away the wine glass and directly picked up the bottle of red wine, "I'm serious in love, but what's the use of that?"

Xia Sha raised her head and drank the last liquid in the bottle. Xu Feifei couldn't bear to watch Xia Sha get drunk like this, and reached out to grab the bottle, but there was nothing but the bottom of the bottle.

"I want a divorce."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Why did you give your feelings and your sincerity, playing yourself as a second-hand product, but easily giving up your throne to others?"

"Because I'm not as strong as I imagined, this feeling makes me very tired, you didn't see him rushing out desperately, that kind of blow, like a knife, suddenly pierced into your heart, let you Before she could cry out the pain, she was sentenced to death." Xia Sha snatched back the wine bottle from Xu Feifei's hand, and drank the last bit of red wine.

"Okay, don't think about it, go to sleep first, and only when you wake up will you have the strength to make decisions for your future."

Xu Feifei helped Xia Sha onto the bed, covered her with a quilt, and saw the two lines of tears in the corners of her eyes, gnashing her teeth angrily.

Gently closing the door of Xia Sha's room, Xu Feifei picked up the phone, thought about the severity, and called Leng Yan.

"Fuck your uncle's coldness, if you are still a fucking man, if you still care about Xia Sha a little bit in your heart, you will die for me, don't say that your aunt didn't give you a chance, if you don't cherish it, Don't say that Xia Sha wants to divorce you, even if she doesn't divorce you, I won't let you rest!"

From the moment Xu Feifei heard the call connected, she started yelling. When she met him in the mall, Xu Feifei wanted to swear, and this time she will not show mercy.

"Is Sasha with you? Take care of her for me, I'll be right there."

With Xia Sha's news, Leng Yan was filled with sadness and joy. He found the lost world, but after hearing Xu Feifei's scolding, he also knew that Xia Sha was really hurt this time.

When Xu Feifei saw Leng Yan, she suppressed her urge to hit someone and let him into the room.

"Where's my wife?"

"You still know that she is your wife? Why didn't you think that she is your wife when you left her to find someone else?"

"Let me see her first!"

Xu Feifei didn't seem to be fake when she looked cold and strict. Although she was angry, she still gently opened the door of Xia Sha's room and let him in.

Leng Yan sat beside Xia Sha's bed. Xia Sha's hair was not dry, and her body smelled of alcohol from drinking just now. Her flat forehead was slightly furrowed, which made Leng Yan feel a little worried.

Seeing Xu Feifei leaning against the door, waiting for him, Leng Yan glanced at Xia Sha again, and then came out of Xia Sha's room, closed the door for Xia Sha again, retracted into the sofa, and stroked her hair with ten fingers. .

"Xia Sha said just now that she wanted to divorce you, to fulfill the two of you, what do you think?"

Leng Yan's heart twitched vigorously, "I love her, and I will not divorce her."

"Then what about your childhood sweetheart? How do you plan to solve it?" Xu Feifei breathed a sigh of relief when she heard Leng Yan's answer without thinking.

"I used to like Li Yu for many years, but now we are just ordinary friends. She has just returned to China. I just want to help her sort out domestic affairs, and I have no other ideas."

Xu Feifei snorted coldly, "You men are really hypocritical? Do you want to eat what's in the pot and look at what's in the pot? What's an ordinary friend? Think about it for yourself, you're just an ordinary friend What should you do? When you ran to that woman desperately, did you ever think about how your wife will go home and how she feels? "

"We grew up together, and I must treat Li Yu better than ordinary friends."

"Finally admit it? Our Xia Sha is also an excellent woman. She will be treated like a treasure without you. You'd better think about it clearly. If you are having an affair with other women like this, you will Don't drag Xia Sha, just let her live, so that we can get together and leave."

I thought Xia Sha would sleep until dawn, but she appeared at the door of the room at some point, and quietly listened to their conversation.

"Sasha, you're awake!" Leng Yan was facing Xia Sha's door, and raised his head from his hands at this moment, seeing Xia Sha looking at him.

"Feifei, today's incident has caused you trouble. Leng Yan and I will go back first."

Xu Feifei glared at Leng Yan, but she also knew that the matter between the two of them had to be resolved by themselves after all, and it would be futile for her to meddle along. "You can't leave in your nightgown, I'll find you some clothes."

Leng Yan looked at Xia Sha, feeling full of guilt, "Wife!"

"Don't call me wife, just call me Xia Sha."

(End of this chapter)