love you before love after love

Chapter 155 I Can't Stop It
Xia Sha thought that Xu Feifei and Xu Feifei would choose a very special place to celebrate their wedding, but she didn't expect to choose at home, which surprised her. She thought she had heard it wrong, because it was really Not quite like Xu Feifei's character.

But after arriving at home, Xia Sha denied her idea, because the two of them really painstakingly arranged their house.

The floor is decorated with flowers, and the theme is bright red. It's still daytime, but the curtains have been covered, making the room hazy, and the red candles are flickering.

One was wearing a neat suit, while the other was wearing a bright red tight-fitting dress with a fishtail design at the end, which showed Xu Feifei's good figure and her slightly round belly.

In fact, Xia Sha's belly is already showing a little bit of pregnancy. After all, it has been four months, and it is a little bigger than Xu Feifei's. It's just that Xia Sha is wearing loose clothes, and she is a little thin. If she didn't have intentions, she really wouldn't be able to see it.

Xu Feifei stuffed a SLR camera into Xia Sha's hand, without too many greetings, put her elbows on Qu Zhijie's shoulders, and posed a provocative stance, presenting her best angle in front of Xia Sha .

Xia Sha adjusted the camera and took pictures one after another.

Xu Feifei checked Xia Sha's skills, and nodded in satisfaction, "It's much worse than the professional ones, but I can handle it."

Based on Xu Feifei's many years of experience and the photographers she came into contact with after becoming famous, it is considered good to be able to give such an evaluation.

At Qu Zhijie's request, the two also recorded a video.

Listening to the affectionate confession of the two, when Xia Sha was recording, she couldn't help but think of the past between herself and Leng Yan. She still wore the small sign representing love around her neck, and there was still no ring on her finger that she was willing to take off. It's all evidence that she and Leng Yan loved each other.

It's just that no amount of beauty can match the cruelty of reality.

As Xu Feifei and Qu Zhijie's only wedding witness and guest at the moment, Xia Sha felt like she was shining like a big light bulb.

They fought until it was getting late, and the two were willing to let her go. In fact, it was not that she didn't want to stay, but that watching them would inevitably arouse her sadness.

For Qu Zhijie and Xu Feifei, Xia Sha can be called a matchmaker, and Leng Yan can be called their Yue Lao. They also want to invite Yue Lao to come, but the scene must be embarrassing.

So I can only abandon Leng Yan, the traitor.

Xia Sha said goodbye to the two people, and opened the door, but a person leaned in from the door.

Xia Sha was taken aback, and the three of them took a closer look, only to find that Leng Yan was leaning against the door of Xu Feifei's house, sitting there and falling asleep.

Even this sudden fall did not wake up Leng Yan.

Looking at the face under her feet that had been thinking about it day and night, Xia Sha's heart was still stung.

Xia Sha knelt down to help him, a strong smell of alcohol rushed into Xia Sha's nostrils, she raised her cold head and put his head in her arms, but his body was too tight Sunk, Xia Sha couldn't move him at all.

Qu Zhijie wanted to step forward to help, but was grabbed by Xu Feifei. Qu Zhijie understood, and stepped back with Xu Feifei, leaving space for the two of them.

Xia Sha hugged her cold head, even though she knew that he should be a married person now, she couldn't help but put her cheek on his forehead.

With his right hand stroking the cold side of his cheek, a strong sourness surged in his heart.

A voice in her heart told her to let go, morality and family affection did not allow her to do so, but love made her unable to stop.

Leng Yan felt the heat from Xia Sha's hand, moved his body slightly, and grabbed Xia Sha's hand, "Zhu Bao."

Xia Sha thought that Leng Yan was conscious, and wanted to withdraw her hand to escape, but was grabbed even tighter. Seeing Leng Yan's still closed eyes, she realized that he was talking nonsense.

"Wife, where have you been? Do you know that I miss you so much, come back quickly and don't leave me." Leng Yan squeezed Xia Sha's hand and rubbed his cheeks, like a coquettish child, Praying for love and care.

He buried his head deep in Xia Sha's arms, "Zhu Bao, don't leave me, no matter what happened in the past, give me another chance, okay? Without you, I don't know how to live meaningfully. "

Tears blurred Xia Sha's eyes. Hearing Leng Yan's true feelings after drinking, Xia Sha nodded and said that she also didn't want to leave, but she couldn't say it.

There was a sword behind Xia Sha, pointing straight at her heart, reminding her that the man in front of her was the son of her enemy.

Hugging Leng Yan quietly, Xia Sha didn't know if such an opportunity would come again, but she couldn't bear to let him lie on the cold ground, looking back at the two Xu Feifei and Qu Zhi who were sad because of them Jay.

"Help me put him on the bed."

It took a lot of effort for several people to get Leng Yan onto the bed. Seeing him drowsily asleep, and occasionally uttering her name from his mouth, Xia Sha softly lay down beside Leng Yan, Pillow on his arm, even if he is a third party now.

When Xia Sha approached him, Leng Yan seemed to sense Xia Sha's breath, and his arms naturally put her in his arms, hugging her tightly, showing a satisfied expression, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth, which has not been seen in a long time Such tranquility and softness.

Xia Sha curled up in Leng Yan's arms, she didn't resist, all she wanted was greed, she wanted him to hug her and his child again.

Seeing the two of them, Xu Feifei couldn't help turning her head away sadly, and gave them the whole room with Qu Zhijie.

Qu Zhijie hugged Xu Feifei and said: "Seeing them, I cherish our marriage even more. It is not easy to be together. The relationship cannot withstand squandering, nor can it withstand parting."

Xu Feifei snuggled into Qu Zhijie's arms, and she didn't regret today's decision even more, even if they couldn't get Qu Fuyang's blessing, their marriage looked a little hasty, and their wedding looked a little shabby, but those vain things really It is no longer important.

When Leng Yan woke up early in the morning, his arms were empty, and he was the only one lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling above his head in a daze.

Walking out of the bedroom, even he himself didn't know why he was at Xu Feifei's home.

At this time, Xu Feifei was still sleeping, but Qu Zhijie woke up and was packing up to go to work.

Seeing Leng Yan coming out of the room, "You're awake."

Leng Yan rubbed his head, "Why did I come here?"

"Maybe you want to ask me for a drink. How is it? Is your head still hurting? Do you want to go to work with me? It just so happens that the mobile terminal we developed is currently being tested in the company today. Would you like to give me some advice?"

"Alright." Leng Yan smelled the clothes on his body, and there was still some alcohol smell, "It seems that I have to prepare some sets of clothes at your house in the future."

Qu Zhijie joked: "Don't you, it will affect the two-person world of my wife and me."

Leng Yan glanced at the two little red books on the table that hadn't been put away yet, picked them up and took a look, "The speed is quite fast, and I didn't invite me to have a drink for such a big happy event, so I can help you celebrate."

"It's enough for the two of us to celebrate, and it's unnecessary for anyone to come." Qu Zhijie lied, but he didn't want to mention Xia Sha in front of him, so as not to make him feel sad again.

Leng Yan glanced at the unpicked bowls and chopsticks on the table. There should be only one person who can make Qu Zhijie lie to him.

Leng Yan didn't speak, "Let's go, there will be traffic jam again later."

Qu Zhijie picked up the car keys and walked downstairs with Leng Yan. When he saw Leng Yan's car parked downstairs, he couldn't help frowning, "Leng Yan, I said you are crazy, you drank like that yesterday , you even drove here, do you want to die, or do you want to squat in the police station for a few days?"

Leng Yan did not answer Qu Zhijie's question, but asked: "I dreamed about Xia Sha yesterday, and I dreamed that I was holding her to sleep. It felt so real. I haven't slept so well for a long time. Qu Zhijie , tell me, am I dreaming or is it not a dream at all?"

Qu Zhijie bit his lip, "Dream."

Leng Yan looked at Qu Zhijie's tangled eyes, knowing that he would never lie, and would not force him anymore, because he had already got the answer he wanted.

"If you have a chance to see her, just like when you were in Yunnan, take a few photos of me, or record a short video, so that I can see her, if you still treat me as a brother."

Qu Zhijie nodded. The client was in pain, and even his friend who was caught in the middle was having a hard time.

Leng Yan sat in the car, slowly closed his eyes, slowly opened them again, took a deep breath, and was about to start the car, when he looked down and saw a woman's long hair stuck in his clothes, Smelling his shoulders and arms carefully, he could smell the unique aroma of Xia Sha from the turbid smell of wine.

Let him have some nostalgia, there is a trace of sweetness in the bitterness, and after the sweetness, there will be deeper sadness.

Qu Zhijie's car had already started, and he honked the horn at Leng Yan who hadn't driven for a long time. Leng Yan then started the car and drove to the company with Qu Zhijie.

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Xia Sha came out of Xu Feifei's home early in the morning, and walked aimlessly on the street alone. Looking at the increasingly bustling people and the children who occasionally passed by the square, laughing and having fun, Xia Sha said no in her heart. What is it like to be clear.

There are expectations for the child in the womb, and there are also worries about raising the child alone.

Leng Zihan thought he was wrong, how could he see Xia Sha at this time and this place, that lonely figure, he didn't expect that when he saw it again after such a long time, it was still his concern.

The car that was supposed to continue driving to the company quietly followed Xia Sha, watching her walk or stop, gradually coming down all the way, and entering Li Minshu's house.

(End of this chapter)