love you before love after love

164. Chapter [-]
"Actually, I don't think it's a shameless mistake for a girl to be realistic. It is a virtue to be willing to struggle and endure hardship, but you can live a good life without suffering. Why do people choose to endure hardship?" ? Not a masochist."

Leng Zihan listened to Xia Sha finished her point of view, and nodded in agreement, "So I said at the time, if she is not late, I will still choose to consider her, at least she is on the bright side, and she is not hiding it. , I can clearly know how to please her."

Xia Sha smiled helplessly, "There are not many people who can say that like you, because there are not many people who are capable of satisfying such materialistic women. Especially those who have money and outstanding looks. In fact, women, It’s better to earn it yourself, rather than being picked by the rich as goods, it’s better to have enough capital to pick others. Young, after all, is capital that can’t stand squandering.”

Leng Zihan's eyes fell on Xia Sha's side face. When Li Xinrong just left, he still felt that the house was a bit empty, but now he was staying with Xia Sha, but he couldn't help but sigh: "It's also a woman, and Not to mention the difference in appearance, just the different feelings brought about by this conversation, it is incomparable when you are with Li Xinrong."

From some people, you will only hear trivial things about daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, and the family’s family, while some people will only help you broaden your horizons, increase your knowledge, and make you feel a lot of things at all times, leading you to think. To get to know many people and things again.

Leng Zihan's phone rang at this time, and Xia Sha only heard Leng Zihan say: "I'm sorry, Miss Xu today, we are not suitable, we can arrange other things another day, I don't want to see you again today."

Hanging up the phone, Leng Zihan smiled helplessly, "The matchmaking company called and asked how the meeting and chat with Xu Fang were going? Listen to me, it's not suitable, and I want to meet another one in the afternoon. It feels like rushing to the market. I I couldn't take it anymore, so I postponed it."

Leng Zihan looked at his watch, "It's really noon now, why don't we go have a meal, and then I'll take you back?"

Xia Sha nodded: "Alright."

"what do you want to eat?"

"It's just Chinese food."

Leng Zihan raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "I know one family, let's go."

The two had lunch together, "Where do you live, I will take you back?"

Xia Sha thinks about it, there seems to be no need to hide anything from Leng Zihan, so send me to Xu Feifei.

"What? Are you staying at her house again?" Realizing that he had said something wrong, Leng Zihan quickly explained: "My consciousness is that I always thought that you would find a house to live in by yourself."

Xia Sha didn't care too much, "Actually, I rented a house, but..." Thinking of Qi Bo's family, Xia Sha couldn't help shaking her head. If she thought it was a long story, she stopped talking.

Leng Zihan took Xia Sha to the community where Xu Feifei lived. Before he stopped, he saw a familiar car stopped downstairs at Xu Feifei's house. Leng Yan got out of the car and glanced upstairs. , then strode in.

Leng Zihan looked at Xia Sha, "Do you want to go in?"

Seeing Leng Yan's figure, Xia Sha missed it unspeakably. She wanted to take a closer look, but quickly disappeared into the building door.

At this moment, Xia Sha's cell phone rang, and it was a student number.

"Hello."

"Is it Xia Sha's call?"

Hearing the voice, Xia Sha had already recognized Liang Xiuhong's voice, "Auntie, it's me."

"Where are you? Come back quickly. A girl has been running outside for so long and hasn't come home. What does it sound like?"

"Okay, I see, I'll be back in a while."

After hanging up the phone, Xia Sha looked at Leng Zihan, "Take me to the Gilded Garden."

Leng Zihan had never heard of this neighborhood, so he turned on the navigation, "What are you doing there?"

"It's a long story. I don't even know what to say to you. Let's talk about it later." How could Xia Sha be in the mood to talk about them at the moment? Sha didn't talk as much as before.

Leng Zihan took this change to heart, but he was also glad that they arrived one step later than Leng Yan just now, otherwise the three of them would be embarrassed, and he didn't want to destroy the newly established trust between him and Leng Yan.

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"Leng Yan, why are you here?" Xu Feifei opened the door, thinking that Xia Sha had come back, but she didn't expect Leng Yan to come at this time.

Seeing the cold and strict gaze passing her and looking into the room, Xu Feifei stepped aside, "Xia Sha went out this morning and hasn't come back yet, did that traitor Qu Zhijie tell you that Xia Sha is here?" .”

"He didn't say anything." Leng Yan looked around from room to room, but he didn't see Xia Sha's figure and was extremely depressed.

"It's not him, who else can be."

Leng Yan took out his mobile phone and showed him a few short videos sent by Qu Zhijie, "I beg Zhijie, if there is a chance to see Xia Sha, please take some photos for me, or a small video would be better." , just to comfort my lovesickness. I saw from this video that it was your family, so I came directly, thinking it was a coincidence to meet her, but I didn't expect to run away again one trip."

Leng Yan looked at Xia Sha in the short video again, and bit his lip, feeling an indescribable sense of powerlessness, making Leng Yan feel a little breathless.

"Leng Yan, I know you miss her, but you will scare Xia Sha away. What kind of identity do you want Xia Sha to face you? When she won't live with me, you know where she will go ? At that time, you didn’t even have to watch a video.”

He let out a heavy breath, and sat down on the sofa at Xu Feifei's house, "Let me sit for a while, and I'll leave in a while."

"How is she now?"

Thinking that Xia Sha is pregnant now, but there is no one close enough to take care of her, it is difficult for Xu Feifei to say a good word, and she simply said: "Not good."

These two words pierced Leng Yan's heart like a dagger.

"It's my fault."

Xu Feifei didn't have the slightest consolation, "Of course you're not good. If you were good, the two of you wouldn't be in such a hopeless situation. Since you can't change anything, don't pester Xia Sha in the future." It’s better to go back and have fun with your Li Qi wife and children, since you have failed one, don’t fail another, then you will be even more fucking inhuman.”

Of course Xu Feifei didn't have a good impression of Li Yu, and she didn't want to speak for Li Yu anymore, but she just hoped that Leng Yan could think more clearly. If you want to choose this kind of thing, you can only choose one. Everyone is having a bad time.

Leng Yan stood up from the sofa, and when he walked to the door, he held the door with his hand, "I don't know how long I can live like this, I feel like I'm about to die."

"You are an old man, don't say those frustrating words, don't make me look down on you even more." Hearing the cold words, Xu Feifei didn't know why, she was worried and nervous for him from the bottom of her heart, and always felt that what he said was not a joke.

As if he would be looking for a short sword in the next second, Xia Sha just wanted to stimulate him and tell him not to do stupid things.

As soon as Leng Yan left home, Xu Feifei quickly called Qu Zhijie, asking him to pay more attention to Leng Yan in the future, and worried about what might happen to him.

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Leng Zihan sent Xia Sha downstairs, "Just stop here when you're done."

Leng Zihan opened the car door for Xia Sha, "Do you want me to take you up?"

In fact, Leng Zihan really hoped that Xia Sha would invite him to sit down, but Xia Sha politely refused, "I'm afraid it's not possible now, let's wait for the opportunity in the future."

It's not that Xia Sha is stingy, but how can I bring Leng Zihan to the current family?How do you introduce when you go up and meet?Xia Sha was no longer in the mood to cause trouble for herself, so she could only choose to refuse.

Leng Zihan didn't force it, "Okay, you go in, I'm leaving."

Xia Sha waved to Leng Zihan, and went upstairs. Leng Zihan watched Xia Sha's figure disappear into the corridor, looked up at this extremely ordinary residential area, and felt that the environment and buildings here were not suitable for her. Shasha lives.

It's just that Leng Zihan has now learned not to be too enthusiastic, so as not to scare Xia Sha away again.At least the facts have proved that the way he treats her now is correct and effective.

Leng Zihan got into the car and drove away from the Gilded Garden.

When Xia Sha walked up to the third floor, the door was open.Walking into the room in surprise, she saw Liang Xiuhong holding her arms and looking at Xia Sha with displeasure, while Qi Juan and Liu Xia were lying on the window and sighing, "Handsome guy with a famous car, Liu Xia, did you see that? How handsome that man was just now, my God, if this is my boyfriend, I will wake up laughing in my dreams."

"Who is that man?" Liang Xiuhong questioned.

"My friend." In fact, Xia Sha didn't want to explain anything, but she explained it in a compromise.

I thought it would be enough to finish talking, but disbelief was clearly written on the faces of the women, at least they didn't think it was as simple as what she said.

"Don't forget, you are a married woman now, and you should pay attention to the influence of whoever you associate with."

"Auntie, Qi Bo and I are not husband and wife."

"But you already have his child." Liang Xiuhong thought she was talking back to Xia Sha's words, and felt that Xia Sha was pregnant with their Qi family's child and was dating other men. She was a woman who behaved badly, " You are called immoral, do you know that?"

Xia Sha couldn't agree with Liang Xiuhong's accusation, "Why is our aboveboard friendship called immoral?"

Liang Xiuhong stood up from the sofa, pointed at Xia Sha's nose and said, "You left in a woman's car and didn't return all night, and today you came back in a man's car, why don't you tell me about it?" , where have you been all night? What have you been doing? If you are not immoral, what are you doing?"

(End of this chapter)