love you before love after love

Chapter 177 Self-blame
Leng Yan said on the other end of the phone: "Fool, what right do I have to blame you?"

"But you are the father of the child, and you have the right to know about the child." Xia Sha felt the fetal movement at this time, but she couldn't tell Leng Yan that the child was still alive and healthy in her womb.

"It's all my own fault. It's okay for you not to tell me. If I hadn't made a mistake, you would not be in danger, and the child would be fine." Such a conversation made both of them feel a little heavy.

The cold and strict self-blame made Xia Sha a little distressed.

Xia Sha wanted to ease the atmosphere, "I heard it's a boy, it's gone if it's gone, next time we'll try to get pregnant with a girl."

In fact, regardless of men and women, which one is not the heart of him and Xia Sha.He clearly knew that Xia Sha was comforting him, but he could only accept the fact and pretend that he was okay, so as not to disturb Xia Sha's heart.

"It turned out to be a brat, since that's the case, I will try my best to be a little princess next time."

The two of them smiled tacitly, but unfortunately, when the nurse came in and saw Leng Yan holding a phone, chatting with great interest, she snatched the phone away, "You need to rest now, if you have anything to say, or Let's talk later."

Leng Yan really wanted to curse, but he had no choice but to be kind, and he was on someone else's territory, so he could only lie down obediently and obediently, pressed the pain reliever again, closed his eyes, and tried his best to sleep I went to recuperate.

Entrusting Leng Yan to the senior nurse, Qu Zhijie left the Leng Yan ward, went to find Xu Feifei, and took her back to rest. After all, she was a pregnant woman, and Qu Zhijie felt sorry that she would be exhausted after sitting for too long up.

At this time, Xia Sha can also have a good sleep and refresh her spirit.

Leng Zihan also knew some rules about Xu Feifei's daily time, and would roughly calculate the time when she would leave before coming to take care of Xia Sha.

Looking at Leng Zihan who was busy beside her, Xia Sha knew that she owed him favors.

"During the time I was in the hospital, I really worked hard on you."

Leng Zihan smiled faintly, "It's not hard work, and you didn't use me for anything, just because you were afraid that you would be bored by yourself, so I just wanted to chat with you to relieve boredom."

"Have you been on a blind date recently?"

Talking about the blind date, Leng Zihan smiled shyly, "Yes, I met two more, but they didn't meet my eyes, so let's just let it go."

Xia Sha teased, "Is it because he doesn't see eye contact with you, or you just don't like him? With your conditions, it's not too much difference if you don't say a single look."

Leng Zihan sat down on the chair next to Xia Sha's bed, and said with a self-deprecating smile: "To be honest, I used to think so too. In the eyes of most women, he should be considered a handsome guy."

Although such boasting seemed a bit immodest, Leng Zihan smiled when he said it.Xia Sha smiled and nodded, expressing her approval of Leng Zihan's words.

Leng Zihan continued: "But I found that it is really not easy to win a girl's heart. In love, giving and reward are not directly proportional."

The cold and strict words made Xia Sha think of Li Xinrong again, and why not that woman, but it was not appropriate for her to say such words, so she changed the subject.

"What's the situation in the company now? You and Leng Yan are not here, who is taking care of the daily affairs?"

"There is nothing important in the company now. If there is, the secretary will call, so you don't have to worry."

Xia Sha didn't notice that Leng Zihan's eyes flickered, "Do you know about Ai Wei signing a purchase and sale contract with a Donna Company?"

Leng Zihan shook his head, "You know I'm only in charge of planning, and I rarely participate in other departments. I don't know about it."

"Oh." Xia Sha didn't get any valuable information from Leng Zihan. After all, if Leng Zihan knew something, he wouldn't be so calm watching what happened to Leng Yan at this moment.

Leng Zihan said: "You'd better sleep for a while, that way you can recover faster."

Xia Sha nodded, "Alright."

Seeing that Xia Sha closed her eyes, she must have fallen asleep, so she retreated from the ward, stood by the bench outside the hospital where few people walked around, and dialed Tang Yelei's cell phone, "It's not about the share Is the contract with Donna Company only used when there is a special need? How did Xia Sha know about this contract?"

"I told her because I have special needs. Don't be nervous. I only told her about one person, and I didn't use it to threaten Leng Yan."

"What special needs do you want to tell her?" Having been in contact with Tang Yelei for a long time, Leng Zihan also knows that Tang Yelei is very scheming, and he is also very worried that if he is not careful, he will be accompanied by him Calculate it yourself.

"Looking at how hard you've been guarding her, you'll definitely lose everything in the end, so I told her that the condition is to let her leave Leng Yan, and I've already taken all the responsibility for this matter." Your body, so you can rest assured that she will not suspect that you are the biggest accomplice. You can wait for her to part ways with Leng Yan, and then you enjoy the benefits of the fisherman, how about it? As a partner, I still think about it. Considerate, right?"

Tang Yelei spoke calmly on the other end of the phone, as if everything he said was true.

Although Leng Zihan doubted whether Tang Yelei would really have such kindness, he still chose to believe his words.

"I believe you for the time being, I hope you will say hello to me in the future."

"There won't be a next time."

"That's good." Leng Zihan breathed a sigh of relief, relieving his guilty conscience when he was asked by Xia Sha just now.

Tang Yelei asked on the phone, "How is Leng Yan?"

"Woke up an hour ago."

Tang Yelei sneered, "It's really good news."

"I thought you would want him to die." At least in Leng Zihan's heart, it would be easier if Leng Yan died.

"Why should I want him to die? Only if he lives, can the next play be interesting, isn't it?"

"You can't be described as bad anymore."

"What's the use of kindness? Kindness is nothing but cruelty to oneself." Even Leng Zihan on the other end of the phone could feel the coldness in Tang Yelei's tone.

"I don't care what you do, but I hope you don't treat Xia Sha too much. I don't want her to suffer any harm now."

"It's just a woman, why should I care so much, it's just like treating Li Xinrong in the past, it's fine, simple and rude, isn't it very exciting!"

Leng Zihan said swearingly: "I will never do that kind of thing to Xia Sha."

Tang Yelei snorted and said, "If a person is addicted to a certain behavior, he doesn't know who the target is. I bet you that if Xia Sha lives with you in the future, if she messes with you, you Definitely will do it.”

"I won't, put away your conceit." Leng Zihan didn't want to listen to Tang Yelei's words, and didn't believe that he was that kind of person. After tidying up his clothes, Leng Zihan looked up at the hospital upstairs After a glance, Leng Yan woke up, and it was time for him to show his face.

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Xia Sha couldn't fall asleep, and when she heard someone knocking on the door of the ward, she sat up and said, "Come in."

Someone looked into the ward, "My God, how much does this ward cost a day!"

Qi Juan walked in with a bag of apples and a bag of bananas in her hand, seeing Xia Sha looking at her, "Sister-in-law."

Before Xia Sha could correct her address, Qi Juan took the initiative to change her words, "Isn't it appropriate to call you sister-in-law now? My brother almost killed you. With his profession, he also offended that kind of desperado. If it were me, I wouldn’t dare to be with him. Now that Hu Zhichao has run away again, and I haven’t caught him yet, who knows if he will come to him in the future. Thanks to that Hu Zhichao who didn’t follow me, otherwise I would be the one who was unlucky what."

Qi Juan scanned the VIP ward again, thinking that if it was really her, she would not be so lucky to live in such a good ward.

"Where's your brother? It seems that I haven't seen him for many days, and I was hospitalized, why didn't I see him come to apologize to me?"

Qi Juan smacked her lips, "It's not that my brother doesn't want to come, he's ashamed to come, if he can't bring that guy to justice, I'm afraid he won't dare to come to see you in his life, but my brother said, you told him before Those things will be effective at any time, and he will definitely do it."

Xia Sha has never blamed Qi Bo in her heart, after all, this matter is beyond his control, and she can only blame herself for being unlucky, but fortunately, neither her nor Leng Yan's lives are in danger.

Qi Juan handed over dozens of pages of A4 paper to Xia Sha, "My brother asked me to give it to you."

Xia Sha took it over and looked at it. It was she who asked Qi Bo to do the questionnaire for her. Qi Bo sorted out the original thousand-page questionnaire, shortened the repeated answers, and made it into the questionnaire in his hand. Dozens of pages of paper, but very careful.

"Help me thank you brother."

"My brother is not at home now. He is looking for criminals everywhere, and he is almost insane. I don't dare to go back to live now, for fear that Hu Zhichao will find him."

"Then what are your plans next?"

Qi Juan thought for a while, "I'm going to go back to my hometown to stay for a while, and I'll come back when my brother catches that criminal."

"That's fine." Xia Sha didn't intend to persuade her to find a job and make money to support herself. It's not that she was stingy to help her, but she was not interested in doing things like mud not sticking to the wall. Not in the mood.

Seeing that Xia Sha didn't say anything, and didn't intend to help her, Qi Juan felt a little dissatisfied, thinking that it was not easy for a rich man to get ahead.

Qi Juan didn't intend to stay any longer at the moment, she stood up, "Then I'm leaving, and I'll come to see you another day."

Xia Sha nodded, and swallowed a few words she wanted to say.

(End of this chapter)