love you before love after love

Chapter 198 The Last Conversation
Leng Yan looked at his son, his eyes were full of doting, but his appearance reminded Leng Yan of how he saw Xiaoci, and then he couldn't help worrying that his son was a pervert.

Xia Sha came out of the room and looked at the backs of the father and son. A sense of family warmth that had never been felt filled Xia Sha's heart.

"The big cat hugs the little cat!" Yuze said to Leng Yan in a childish voice, and stretched out his little hand, waiting for Leng Yan to give him a hug.

Leng Yan looked at Yu Ze, the kind of fatherly love rising from the bottom of his heart, made Leng Yan feel that his heart would be melted by this little guy.

Leng Yan leaned over and hugged Yuze into his arms, Yuze put his arms around Leng Yan's neck, put his face on Leng Yan's shoulder, and tilted his head to Xia Sha who came out of the room, "Mom, both the kitten and the big cat What should I do if I want to eat fish?"

"We'll eat and buy fish in a while, and mom will make it for you when she comes back, so I can feed you two greedy cats, okay?"

Yuze pretended to be obedient and clapped his hands: "Then let's go now." Yuze patted his stomach, "Baby is so hungry!"

That small appearance, as if he had been hungry for a long time and hadn't eaten anything, with a cute and aggrieved expression on his face.

Xia Sha caressed Yuze's small face with both hands, and put it in her hands dotingly, "Let's go."

Leng Yan hugged Yuze, watching Xia Sha pampering Yuze at close range, but he didn't have anything to do with himself, so he pursed his lips on purpose, "The little cat is so happy, the big cat is so pitiful."

Seeing Leng Yan's look, Xia Sha couldn't help laughing and said, "Were you pitiful last night? You're going to eat me up and say you're pitiful?"

Leng Yan raised his eyebrows, "Last night was last night, tonight is tonight, every day counts."

"Mom, hurry up and kiss him, you see how pitiful Dad is."

Xia Sha smiled and kissed Leng Yan on the cheek, Yu Ze covered her eyes, opened her fingers, and watched secretly.

"Why doesn't my mother kiss my single father? It feels so unfair."

Leng Yan pretended to slap Yuze's little butt, and said angrily, "Your mother belongs to me alone, and you can only kiss me as a man. Do you understand?"

"But I'm also a man, so what should I do? But I still want my mother's kiss."

Leng Yan thought for a while, "Before the age of five, authorize your mother to kiss you, but after the age of five, you can't."

When Yuze pouted, "Then I'd better not grow up."

Xia Sha's phone rang inappropriately, which disturbed the good mood of their family at the moment.

Seeing that it was Qi Bo's call, Xia Sha couldn't help taking a deep breath before answering the phone. Sure enough, as she thought, the call was about Tang Yelei.

"I was caught at the airport. I knew you were not dead. He said he wanted to see you again. I refused you, but I still wanted to ask for your opinion."

Xia Sha looked at Leng Yan questioningly, and Leng Yan bit her lip, "I respect your opinion."

Seeing Xia Sha's hesitation, Leng Yan finally said: "I'll go with you."

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Seeing that Xia Sha and Leng Yan came together, Tang Yelei gave a self-deprecating wry smile, closed his eyes slowly, and when he opened them, the two had already sat down in front of him.

Tang Yelei looked at Xia Sha, and even smiled at this moment, "It's good that you didn't die."

Leng Yan snorted coldly, "Stop being hypocritical, when you attacked Xia Sha, you didn't hesitate at all."

Tang Yelei chuckled, "It's true that I didn't regret it before I was caught. Even up to the moment just now, I was thinking, why didn't you die? If you died, there would be someone to accompany me " Tang Yelei looked at Leng Yan and said, "Then you will be like me, knowing how painful it must be to be abandoned in your heart."

"I've experienced it."

For Leng Yan, he has experienced enough in the past three years, long enough, so long that he almost forgot what happiness used to be like.

"Is it the betrayal of her, her leaving without saying goodbye, and hating her?" Even now, Tang Yelei hoped to see the same anger and empathy as he did from his cold eyes.His mood, his anger, also wanted to pass on to Leng Yan.

Leng Yan nodded without hesitation, "I hated it and blamed it, but I still hope that Xia Sha will live happily in that place I don't know."

"Don't you think it's hypocritical for you to say that? She abandoned you and betrayed you, and you still want her to live a happy life." Tang Yelei sneered. In his opinion, Leng Yan said this because Xia Sha was sitting Beside him, he was just saying some nice words.

"Tang Yelei, the reason why you think this way is because you have never loved someone with your heart. Even you in the past only regarded Xia Sha as an accessory of your emotions. You just thought that she should be Yours, she should be absolutely loyal to you, she has no right and no reason to choose to leave you, but when she really leaves, you think you have been abandoned as before, but in fact it is nothing more than your humble self-esteem that makes you forget Tolerance and understanding should be given.”

To put it bluntly, Tang Yelei, as the person involved, can't see through it and is unwilling to listen to it. In his understanding, it's just the opposite. Tang Yelei retorted: "If you don't hate, it's because you don't love enough. Love is deep enough to hate madly, if you talk about hypocrisy, it is you who are really hypocritical, in the name of love, as a cover, love is selfish, whoever is willing to let go, shows that there is not enough love."

Regarding Tang Yelei's paranoia, Leng Yan didn't want to continue arguing with him, "The benevolent sees the benevolent and the wise sees wisdom. Everyone has their own outlook on life. Maybe what you said is right, but a tolerant heart makes us happy , you can ignore all the unhappiness, and find the other shore you yearn for.”

Leng Yan looked at Xia Sha, and the two showed cherishing smiles wisely.

"I don't regret what I have done. If I could do it all over again, I would still choose revenge, but my means might be better."

At this point today, Xia Sha didn't expect that Tang Yelei had been so poisoned and had no intention of repenting. "Since you still choose to do this, what are you going to do with me?"

Tang Yelei gritted his teeth and looked at Xia Sha with deep eyes. There was the friendship in school, the love-hate relationship when they met again, and his determination to kill her.

"Because I want to tell you that it's all because of you that I've reached this point today. If it wasn't for you, how could I be where I am now. My life was ruined by you, and you will remember it for me in this life. You owe me love, and now you owe me life."

Leng Yan covered Xia Sha's ears with a pair of big hands, trying to keep Tang Yelei's words out of his ears. Although Tang Yelei was responsible for all this, Leng Yan was afraid that Xia Sha would think of it every time because of this matter. An invisible wound made her blame herself.

Seeing Leng Yan's reaction, Tang Yelei couldn't help snorting, stood up, turned his head, and after taking two steps, Tang Yelei stopped suddenly, "Nothing happened between Leng Yan and Li Yu. , In fact, Leng Yan was drugged that night, he just fell into a coma for one night, he is with you, there is no stain."

"Although we have been married for more than three years, nothing has happened to us, and we have even seen each other very rarely. Xia Sha is still the same as before with you."

After Tang Yelei finished speaking, he strode away. Xia Sha and Leng Yan stood up from their chairs and watched Tang Yelei leave in front of their eyes, but they couldn't see it. Tang Yelei couldn't tell the emotion in his eyes His tears and mixed emotions made his handsome face more vicissitudes at this moment.

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The two bought a cemetery for Li Qi and buried her. Wearing black clothes, they stood in front of Li Qi's tombstone, feeling infinite emotions in their hearts. She is already dead, no matter how much hatred she had for her actions. At this moment, it has become an unspeakable exclamation.

"If it hadn't been for her, we wouldn't have experienced so many twists and turns." Leng Yan sighed, and Li Yu, who was still smiling on the tombstone, still looked pretty.

"But if it wasn't for her appearance, we wouldn't have known that we could love each other so much, no matter how many obstacles there were, we couldn't stop our desire to get closer to each other." Xia Sha held her hand gently Hands that are cold and strict.

The fingers of the two were clasped together, and Leng Yan led Xia Sha away from the cemetery, "I wanted to tell you something just now, but it's really inappropriate to say this in the place just now."

"What?"

The cold lips pressed against Xia Sha's ear, and she said softly, "Will you marry me again? The first time I owe you a beautiful wedding, this time, I want you to be the happiest woman in the world." bride."

Xia Sha's face was flushed, even though it was no longer a newlywed relationship, she was not inferior to a man and a woman in love.

"OK?"

Xia Sha smiled lightly and said nothing, there was a little evil in her eyes that Leng Yan could not understand.

Without getting a positive answer from Xia Sha, Leng Yan squeezed Xia Sha's hand urgently and put it on his lips, "I promise you that you will grow old forever, but I just ask you to stay by my side forever."

"Okay, then you get ready."

"Oh yeah!" Leng Yan cried out in surprise, hugged Xia Sha, and held her in his arms, holding her tightly.But I don't know why, I always feel that Xia Sha's answer is weird, but at this time, he can't think too much, anyway, she is in his hands now, and he will tie her by his side all the time. Will give her another chance to escape from herself.

Xia Sha rested her head on Leng Yan's shoulder, showing a weird smile, with a bit of mischievousness in her smile, as if she was planning something.

"Leng Yan, do you still remember the places we have been to together?"

Leng Yan nodded, "Of course, of course I remember, every memory related to you has been reviewed in my mind countless times. You have been engraved in my mind."

(End of this chapter)